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SmackDown Day

Today's Rooster adventures were a little different. Due to some sleep issues I'm working out, I slept in and didn't get downstairs till 745 instead of my usual 720/730ish I used to start even earlier but decided the neighborhood probably benefitted from the extra 30...

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Best laid plans vs Chicken logic

Best laid plans vs Chicken logic

When I can out the door for the afternoon feed, the weak chickens that linger in different circles are always first to detect me, and the waddle towards me. Over the past couple of days I've tried to death feed them their own portion before the rooster and his harem...

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Mojo and Me

Mojo and Me

I learned the name of the rooster's mojo but I prefer calling it the rooster anyway because calling it by its name implies some form of relationship. I suppose in a way we do have an adversarial relationship he wants to attack me and I want to avoid being attacked. He...

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False Positive. It’s an Apple Fritter

False Positive. It’s an Apple Fritter

Glazed donuts often have a timeline of freshness that begins right away. Tonight I was offered three McDonald mini donuts. One was a springle. These are yeast donuts and ideally should be consumed within an hour or three after purchase. I prefer the longer lasting...

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Skip skip the dishes

Skip skip the dishes

I don't like to complain. Having said that, I don't like having a reason to complain because I don't like to complain and having a good reason puts me in a spot. Today I ordered the only hamburger in the city that's 1 lb. It's only available from Skip the dishes so I...

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I’ve watched Netflix

I’ve watched Netflix

I think I may have watched everything on Netflix. Not literally everything, but everything I think I'd like. There are a lot of really enjoyable series on the service but when you live alone with full days to watch TV, eventually there isn't much left. On network TV,...

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Steps to a better day

Steps to a better day

Over the years, I have found some key elements that make my day work out better. They're not a guarantee of course since there are so many variables and obstacles but it is clear to me when I don't follow these steps, I feel a lot shittier. 1. Wake up. Get up. This is...

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Am I the same person

Am I the same person

People say drugs change you. Your whole personality changes because of addiction. I understand that statement, and a self evaluation is hard, but I can certainly think about a few ways I've changed. I can imagine my close friends might notice even more changes. I had...

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Missing the sweet spot

Missing the sweet spot

One of the issues, or perhaps the main issue that I have with using methamphetamine to medicinally assist my attention deficit disorder, is the undefined sweet spot. I haven't decided whether it's timing thing, or a dosage thing. So far I seem to hit it about one or...

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I do pretty good at not regretting

I do pretty good at not regretting

I have formed my belief that I live very much in the now. I am paying attention to my surroundings and being self aware. When I do something .. anything really, the thought has been vetted. I have thought up the consequences in so many ways. I understand now how...

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Sometimes I Wish

Sometimes I Wish

On occasion I think of things that I still might enjoy and be good at, and then I remember I've tried them in the past and failed. One example is reviews. Since I watched TV a lot, and have opinions that I believe are often unique and respectable, wish I could do...

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Describe blue

Describe blue

Some things in life can only be described by comparing it to something else. When we try to describe anything really, our first instinct is to start listing off other things. If I ask a person to describe blue for example, they will almost certainly start by telling...

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Porn Questions

Porn Questions

It's 3.14 am. I call that pie time. I was going to write a major blog (salute) about my life, the changes I need to make moving forward, and my recent fiasco embarassing myself in a new town but instead I titled this piece about porn instead. Now I don't know which...

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I’m choosing the bad speculation

I’m choosing the bad speculation

There is much noise in the home this morning. I hear the noise being at least a bit intentional, almost as a call for me to pop my head out and inquire; everything ok?  Or can I help with anything?   Instead, I stay in bed. It might be a weird day today....

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Tweaker PSA (Repost)

Tweaker PSA (Repost)

Not written by me. Found on Tumblr. ANOTHER LOVING PSA TO ALL YOU TWEAKERS, JUNKIES AND ADDICTS FROM YOUR FAVORITE FELLOW TWEAKER... **FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANTLY** “THERE’S NOTHING SLOWER THAN A TWEAKER IN A HURRY” MOTHERFUCKER, KEEP TRACK OF THE TIME OR USE A...

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Drug Dealer Repost

Drug Dealer Repost

How drug dealers get caught. As told by a police officer. Reposted from reddit.com/r/Drugs/, thought some of you might find it interesting. I know I did. -L Hello r/Drugs. I am a LEO for a medium sized city(I will not provide proof, sorry everyone), we have about 80K...

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Pizza Therapy

Pizza Therapy

The difference between yesterday and today is a significant. Such a quick transition in moods can be educational. As I return to emotional stability in 24 hour periods, I get to see myself in a bad way and a positive way in almost a side by side comparison. Yesterday...

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Decide between No or No later

Decide between No or No later

I want to run. To give up. To fail and start again. It's kinda my thing. Key phrases from my therapy pop back up and I reframe them as reasons to fail. Completing things is where all the risk comes, in life and web design. It's admirable to be in progress and trying....

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From the bottom to the middle

From the bottom to the middle

I felt a mental journey from the bottom up. I was about to write about my panic tear filled Monday when the whole world was against me and there was no way out, and then my first night's rest in 4 days. Tuesday. Better. Not great. The best part is that the emotional...

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SL

SL

The things I have done in the alternate universe either alone, or with a companion. [useyourdrive dir="19p_ky9Ugal1s23kPzRtTF4FC9nY8HHOX" mode="gallery" viewrole="guest" downloadrole="all" ]

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A bad thing for a good reason.

A bad thing for a good reason.

I'm not sorry. I do not regret today's desision... But of course, I'd say that now, still under the influence of a euphoria I previous denied. I am euphoric and creative and excited. I have been writing all night. My normal behaviour was to take some MDMA and try to...

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WATER – Frequently Asked Questions

WATER – Frequently Asked Questions

I used to read articles in the newsgroups before the Internet really took off.  Many were informative but many were for fun. This one... you can decide for yourself.  This is not my work. It was just shared with me recently from my old collection of text files....

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Perscriptions for the win

Perscriptions for the win

Just a brief blog posting, late in December before the new year and SUPER MONDAY comes. I've not been smoking much weed of late, and not doing any other drugs, and so sadly, I have been blogging less. Life seems great in most aspects since I've been prescribed a legal...

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idea

idea

rent a phone booth space and create a speakers corner in toronto or any topwen or city. stream 24/7 from booth. a toonie for 1 minute with sound. security guards on call to catch nudity for $ 5 we can capture your scared face. place $ 5 in and door locks and all power...

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Rapid fire brainstorm

Rapid fire brainstorm

Sell vapour lounges customized to match the lounges  then sell to head shipps second. They buy the universe diaramas.  They buy a bubble universe that it there store and sell to their customers. We don't know capacity numbrts but it's not huge. Luckkily we could sell...

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Blogging via Microsoft Mail – Shrink Week 1

Blogging via Microsoft Mail – Shrink Week 1

When I have no Internet, the Microsoft Mail program included with Windows 10 still does the spellcheck, so it's a pretty good editor for blogging. Today I realized it can actually be used to send directly to the Wordpress Blog.  I used a Star Trek reference to my...

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Evolution

Evolution

Let's skip ahead and start with mamels and plants. Each season msmels eat plants. At the end of each season, the ones that survived mate.   In one season 90 percent of an entire discuss may be eaten and the ones that survived adapted somehow. As little as two...

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If Hitler had Twitter

If Hitler had Twitter

I may rethink the busage of Hilter in this piece because generally speaking, I am very much against the use of Hilter and Nazzis for virtually every evil you're against. Of course, I seem to believe my usage of comparing Trump to Hilter is different than all the rest....

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Trying Something New

Trying Something New

I I am testing a new keyboard that has a silent spacebar for when I'm blogging late at night. The previous spacebars were apparently to loud for her, although they wayI type has alwaysa been particularly gard on the spacebar, all the way back to the Commodore...

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I wish I knew. Jack in the box POP

I wish I knew. Jack in the box POP

I think, therefore I am. If I believe it, it is true.   This video accompaniment is #shareworthy, #orideworthy   _--------- It would be interesting to see Amy after each Dr pop. I start to worry my whole universe is in line with me like a scripted trueman...

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How I became a Sidekick

How I became a Sidekick

My name is Richard, and this isn't really my story, but it's such a great story, it needs to be told and since I'm the only other person on Earth that know it, the task falls to me. In a way, I feel a bit like Dr Watson, who wrote all the adventures of his best friend...

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How the bugs changed my life.

How the bugs changed my life.

I think of that movie... oh darn. I've forgotten that name of it, so it's not a useful analogy. It'll probably come to me, but let me start over. It's August 2018. For me, the summer of meh. I didn't have a weekend dactivity partner, and at the same time, didn't have...

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Smoking on screen

Smoking on screen

I hate watching people smoke. I always have. I don't know why we need to see that. Somehow it's a turn on for others but it's always been an instant turn off for me. Last season there was at least one cigarette smoking character on every episode of Saturday Night Live...

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I had a great hospital meeting with a friend today. A better friend today than he was yesterday. He not only allowed me to do virtually all of thentalking, but he seemed to relish in it and at thend end, comment he felt it was a rewarding experience. I used my...

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I got you babe.

I got you babe.

Stu's cell rings. He reads the caller ID and sees it is the house at the end of the col-du-sac. Jeff's house. Not Jeff's cell, but the actual phone that sits downstairs on the kithen wall much like we all had growing up in the 70s. Stu only recognized the number...

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Smart eh?

Smart eh?

NOT! I did shrooms at 1am. I have no idea if I did light or heavy. I am guess lighter, but its been years. No idea how annoying it will be but I need to drive and be sober tomorrow for my 4:20 bag swap. It wasn't too bad. I let them soak and then ate them in a pudding...

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The almost email

The almost email

This is the unedited live brain transcript of an email I was going to send to the last person close to me that has never been let in on my secret life of a stoner. There is an asterisk (*) in there somewhere. That was the moment in my thpought process when I realized...

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I need to become an other guy

I need to become an other guy

lthough I sincerely have tried to stop using other people as a comparison for a normal I wish I was. Other guys can do things I can't. I have a very low threshold for negativity. I have identified that Iam capable of ignoring it. Imagine for a moment that your...

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Fourth Monday

Fourth Monday

I have started my anxiety phase. The 14th is the day ofmy new mental health evaluation. I don't want to write about it because yjinking about it in my head isstill a better memory than if I say it out loud. -- I would love a keyboard for night writing. Of the 20 or so...

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Wifi free zone.

Wifi free zone.

I don't know if it is on purpose, or just the fluke of the architectural layout of this old hospital but the waiting room I visit daily sits in a zone of no service. Not only no wifi, which I forgive, but no service for my cell phone at all. No data and today, even...

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The old hospital

The old hospital

After I was discharged, I was given a daily appointment to visit a form of specialized walk in clinics to administer my daily IV of antibiotics. This process I am told will be up to 5 weeks. The clinic is a smallish examination area in what is primarily the old, now...

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It has to start somewhere.

It has to start somewhere.

There is an old saying; if you have to start somewhere, it might as well be here. It wasn't referring to blogging. In my case, more sickness and poor health may be on the way, or so goes the path of my imagination at the slightest sign. On day 10 of my hospital...

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