Pause & Blog

Sunday. Movie Day

Sunday. Movie Day

It started with a few meth bong hits at 7am and then the Thor Love and Thunder. It's the Marvel comedy relief character I think. An action movie with funny stuff. I had a tiny line of my remaining stuff. I doubt I can make it last beyond tomorrow. I am not as afraid of being without as I was before. It might not be such a horrid experience. 3pm....

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Time travel used to exist.

Time travel used to exist.

I just watched the latest and perhaps last Ryan Reynolds film; the Adam project. I am a fan of time travel stories and even have two projects stories of my own in various stages of procrastination. I search out and watch as many time stories as I can and I don't judge their process or logic. Most don't end well. Time travel is a popular tool for...

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Saturday Night Live October opening

Saturday Night Live October opening

I'm quite high on weed and will probably get higher so I'm being critical of new Saturday night like episode with a live blog. It seems to me that the cold opening is going on and on and it's probably lost a lot of stars like myself because it was really specific and and more in my faith politics than I remember. It's not light it's trying to be...

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I invented a game

I invented a game

Since birth, I have been inventing games.I hardly do anything in a row without turning it in to some game. It's been a mechanism of not feeling repetitious and boring When you have to be repitious and borning. Not biring... just less interesting. It occurs to me that I have a game which might be fun in a char room like KiK. This is one of those...

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Pausenblog Domain

Pausenblog Domain

In keeping with my JUST DO IT motif, I got up out of bed after a small toke and decided to create the website Pauseanblog about the German word I made up. It's what I use when I blog while the show is paused, as it has been for over an hour while I tried to do something. I used the inspiration of the TV show to start. As it turned out, I seem to...

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Productive highs… Optomism.

Productive highs… Optomism.

I did a few things I don't usually do . I started new tasks and set forth ... I stalled doing real things, but I did feel productive.   I had been enjoying alternative TV programming, using an old Android TV Nexus box and it's been great. This week, I switched to a new system. It was "new".  I can now blog and watch TV and hang out ok KiK. I...

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Pausenblog. blood and Treasure S01E01

Pausenblog. blood and Treasure S01E01

2:27 in Two distinct storylines begin. A female archiologist leads her team in a cave as smooth and powdery as a set. She sees a dead end and declairs it's a door and then reaches into the set, er, rock and says this is where the lever would go. Sets her tone. A whoosh if mytetious ghost air.....  Cut to the other woman who is pin her...

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A bad thing for a good reason.

A bad thing for a good reason.

I'm not sorry. I do not regret today's desision... But of course, I'd say that now, still under the influence of a euphoria I previous denied. I am euphoric and creative and excited. I have been writing all night. My normal behaviour was to take some MDMA and try to find somebody to help me with my lifelong quest. The quest for my partner. I try...

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The Orange Shirt Creative Community

The Orange Shirt Creative Community

My idea for the moment. Everyone needs a good community. A group of friends to share ideas and do stuff with. People who care about you and keep you distracted and fun on a lonely evening. Everyone, but specially awkward singles of any age. I propose an online community idea that could be done easily and cheaply but benefit a whole lot of people....

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My TV habit.

My TV habit.

In past years I have posted a list of the TV shows I watch and enjoy. Back in the days before I started taking Paxil for my obsessive tendencies, that was a big list with over 40 hours a week  This year my list is quite different. The way I watch TV has changed with the times, due in part to my budgetary but party because society is changing as a...

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Pausenblog: November Greys.

Pausenblog: November Greys.

It's a week and a bit since I started the new perscription from my phyciatrist. I didn't really ask for the drugs, although that was my intent for the last three years. The whole story stems from me wanting to see if amphedimine based medication would work for me, because my A.DD has gotten more noticiable since I started evaluation my life when...

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@Pausenblog

@Pausenblog

I like the idea that I invented a word, but even more that I invented it in German, a language of my people, that I do not speak. We didn't talk much about my father's people. I was raised British on my Mother's side. Our town was British. It's less British now. Over the years the community grew to include many other nations who can pass for...

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Liveblogging Sharknado

Liveblogging Sharknado

First Pause. 4 minutes and 54 seconds was actually quite a long time before the first pause for this film. I got high on weed to watch it, and I think they knew that was their primary market. It starts off and you instantly realize, Ok.  This is called the last one for a reason. If you loved Sharknoado for the right amount of bad to be watchable...

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No Internet Blogging

No Internet Blogging

When the Internet is down, the email editor seems to be the best way to blog. It still works like an editor with spellcheck and copy and paste. It seems almost everything else won't even load without the Internet. I have the Wordpress app on Windows and I thought it would work without, but it has no options or features at all unless logged in....

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I remember thye origin stories of the weirdest things

I remember thye origin stories of the weirdest things

I remember visually where I was standing when I first heard the CBC Radio announcer describing this piece of music he was about to play. It wasn't so much music like a song, but a tone. Somebody had invented, or discovered this tone that sounded like it was rising higher and higher, forever. It was a loop that tricked our ears into thinking it...

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If I could work like I write.

If I could work like I write.

One of the things I like about myself is how easily I've been able to write. It started out of a distraction during my high school years. If I'd lost my place and fallen out of sync with the lesson being taught, I'd just find a sheet of paper and put pent to it with a sentence. I'd be writing. I was asked how I write once and I answered that I...

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The fables of Chakotay

The fables of Chakotay

I wanted to tell tonight's entries along with the fables of Chakotay. I start by .. Wow. Brain working very hard to type now. To think. Distractions almost got bizaare. I want to But almost from the ... No. Too tired.   May return.   Or not. CHAKOTAY: There's a story I heard as a child, a parable, and I never forgot it. A scorpion was...

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The 7:10 Loop

The 7:10 Loop

Things always change when the THC hits. I had to turn off Deception for being to complex and/or emotional. Luvkily I have another cheap sitcom to watch. Now suddenly I'm sleepy. Are you kidding? I wason a fair portion of stay awake till Thursday night drugs and one toke I'm ready to dose? do... dose and dose are the same word. I hate when English...

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Pausenblog: Kyrpton.

Pausenblog: Kyrpton.

I am about to watch the TV series debut of Krypton. I'm a little high, enough to be inspired to blog. My set and setting are rather depressing at the moment, and it is very possible I may bail quickly and tune in instead to a more familar how, lik South Park or whatever cop murder mysteries I have stored on the PVR. Maybe even NCIS which I've...

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The Loup – Survivor Pausenblog

The Loup – Survivor Pausenblog

I don't know if it is the greatest or dumbest idea, but Why so extreme? Can't it just be ok. You mean meh? I've never used meh. That Emoji Movie has me thinking of meh. I even posted a long birthday message about hearing meh from a ffriend who's birthday today happens to be. On Facebook, it tells you your friends' birthdays and I'm always a...

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