On ecstacy Hey. From the first time we chatted on the webcam site years ago, I knew I like you. A peer with storues, no fear of drugs, and similar likes to mine.I rememenbr duing our initial chats, I was asking fr guidance. I knew I could love you, but I remmebr you setting romance off the table...
Old Archive Writings
Craigslist Stoner Buddy Version
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Craigslist Ad (Not Posted) A stoner version of that. Not hookups, but like pen pals. Virtual stoner friends. Not birtual, digital. A guy or gal to try and see if ytoy clkick. When both do, lifelong friend. Diversity Anyone can click. Math is compatible. Our crazies sync. The things that turn you...

Looking For Buddy
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Craigs List (Not Published) Ok here is my deal. I am a very decent, smart, wise, funny, entertaining character in the right circumstances. I use drugs to come out of my shell a little, and enjoy being high. However, for the first time in a while, I am totally alone,...

PAUSE & BLOG: figure skaters
General Blog Messages | Live Brain Transcript, Old Archive Writings, pause
Plan. Cop knows what youre doing is wrong, they look the other way for income. He takes a scim. So easy. Manageable risk, especially if they all cover for each other. Cop mafia. All cops are, until they screw up and have to come cl;eran as an iscolated incident with a...
2013 The plan – share
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Thnis is what I want to do in 2013. Make videos. Instructional computer videos, with my personbality I know a lot of shuit that people would benefir from knoiqwn, and my personal hands on experience with novices opver 20 years has tyaughht me one thing my competoitors...

Alt-FS
Dream Universe, General Blog Messages | Old Archive Writings, vanilla
January 20th, 2013. 11:04am on a Sunday, and I’m listening to z103.5. My choice for pop music for decades. I am high on a tiny amount of THC, less than the size of a pea. One poor inhale. Enough for a good release, and some writing, at my desktop, not bed-side. Katy...

Suicide plan
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Suicide. I have always said thebest non religious reason to stay alive, is curiosity. The world is fascinating to view as a spectator, and every generation sees existing change and evolution in theuir lifetime. Wanting to see what’s next keeps me alive. However I...

Pausenblog: Victoria Secret Inspiration
Dream Universe, Pause & Blog | Live Brain Transcript, Old Archive Writings, origin story, Random Thoughts & Ideas
Idea: I crieque shows as I watch them… On WEEEED. I can pause and rant. Somebody edits and posts as a syndication to stoner stores. Only one per city or region. My column… On weeeeed (reference Jon Stewart referebnce abnd respecxt to what’s his name. Oh I feel...

Web Ideas
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Web idea. I wanto shareastory.com Each episode, I reach into my trunk of memories,, pull an itrem oiut,m and try to tell a story about the memory I retrieved. It will create a video arhive of who I am, and maybe stay online forever. Me and another person, either...

Royal Pains: PauseNBlog
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I watch a tv show called Royal Pains. It is about a talented Doctor with fantastic emergency improvisational skills, and a really good diagnostic ability. He lives with his brother, a financial nerd and business major. Together, then run HankMed, which is a...

Human Species – Different Breeds?
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In the privacy of my own mind, I am somewhat calculated. I believe I see the world from a different perspective than many. I have been told I am obsessive, and since that day, I have obsessed over whether it is true or not. I’m not TV-quality obsessive-compulsive, but...

Toronto Trek – Polaris Info Desk
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It’s 11:24am. My official start time is 3pm, but I’ve been here since about 9am, setting up. As the guy who sits behind the ‘info desk’ all weekend, my actual preparations are minimal, comparred to almost everyone else at this pop culture fan convention. There is...

Invisible Planets and Stars
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Imagine an orange. You have 10,000 tiny straws, and you cover the surface of the oranhe with the straws so that every bit of oramge has a straw in it. Now conider the straws are actually beams of light, beaming outward from the oramges surface, and the orange is a...
Conspiracy Theories
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Conspiracies. When I was a young adult, a modem had just been invented, that didn’t need suction cups, and a 70’s shape phone handle to be placed in the cups for an naudio tone to squell at 300 bad to a computer at the other end of the phone line. Your computers could...

My Science Fiction Convention
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It’s the second week in July and I have just completed my fourth year, manning the INFO DESK at a fan pop culture convention. Star Trek nerdom, expanded to all things cool in media. There are many like it in every city each year, and I have no idea what the future...

Proposal to L
Dream Universe, General Blog Messages | Never Sent, Old Archive Writings, proposal
Proposal to Elisa. She could become my best friend, and/or we could do a project together. I have lots./ There is a great ideas I have, that would be a perfect fit for a business partnership. A long shot that coulkd be a hit. Trip Guides Tip specific entertainment....

loose teeth
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I could very easily lose my teeth. On any given day, at any given time. This statement makes more sense wqhen you unjderatand I have false teeth, dentures. A full set, boith top and bottom, and I choose to believe they look OK, and not like a silly set of falkse...

Random Depression before bed
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This has been a bad week. My recreational drug usage has had a lasting effect of extra sadness, in a time when regular sadness was at a peak. Things I noticed, from the mood pit. One thginjg that upsets me, is the lost potential of thoughts I experience from a...

The Daily Show inspired.
Pause & Blog | daily, Old Archive Writings
The Daily Show, with Jon Stewart, makes me feel smart, on multiple levels. It makes me feel well informed about the ideals of the two parties of Govrenment, three in Canada, and the American election, politics and Government. It makes me feel informed about the...

Drugs are like virginity
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Drugs are like virginity. It changes you and yoou’ll never think about things the same way. The reason weed may never be legal, like gum or booze, is that it changes you. \There is a number. A percentage of brain types, probably not identified, that it really changes....

Weed High
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Weed high With some week blotter sold as lsd. Suspect. Anyway, juist had an extreme e orgasm. Heartrate changing wow. Need rest and recouperate. Won’t happen. 9:02 on a Sunday. Almost every time Insit down on weed, and start to type shit into private jouyrnals, long...
The Greatest Invention / The Worst Invention
Dream Universe, General Blog Messages | church, community, Old Archive Writings, origin story, religion
The greatest invention of all time was Church. The worst invention of all time, was religion. Not so bad an idea, just poorly executed from day 1. All of the original inventions habve the same flaw. They are absolutre, and treated as canon. As fact. As truth. To truly...

Time Travel and Legal Weed
Dream Universe, General Blog Messages | legal, Old Archive Writings, Random Thoughts & Ideas, travel
Two Things Time Travels at the speed of light, away from the big bang. We are in the middle of a time-line, like a straw of light from our sun, and/.or the big bang. (2) How legalizing weed would speed evolution, evcomnomy and society. All the greatest inventions of...

Another Idea
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An old idea I am re-hashing. A web site where people have an idea and cash, and they want an artist to draw it. Nothing like I want to draw a cat for you. Well, like that, but with multiple artiusts with portfolios. More like Fiver, but just for one category....

Sunday at the Holiday Inn
Second Life | brain, draft, holiday, life, Live, Live Brain Transcript, Old Archive Writings, read, Second Life, sunday, transcript
Ok. Time to write. I’m high on one single teeny one-hit toke of week, and a fair amount of something else. A drug I don’t do often, and it doesn’t have an overwhelming effect on me, but it does change the mood, and with weed, I’m ready to write. It’s June 17th 2012. ...

Crazy People Stories
Dream Universe, General Blog Messages | crazy, Old Archive Writings, people, stories
May 18 2012 An old idea, revisited. I happen to be friends with a lot of crazy people, myself included. For a few years, I was on medication, and in those 5 years I got a great job and income, a girlfriend, sex, and other frills. Â I drove a nice car, had a nice home,...