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I blog because I have no friends
It occurred to me tonight that my simple life blogs that I know are not that interesting are simply the kind of conversation I might have had with a friend instead. The blog is a lonely one sided conversation.I am talking to myself - in text. It's helpful. Even if I know I won't revisit the posts,...
The documenting of NOW
I would like today to include some good blogging. I have so many thoughts running through my head. My wants sadly, seldome get satisfied this way. Distractions and mood shifts get in the way. I don't like writing about failure or depression. I'm sick. On day X of...
Fake Monday blog
I've been blogging on my bus and subway rides as a good way to work out my feelings and mindset in between therapy. It's helpful, and I recommend it, even if you don't really tell anybody about the blogs. They can still be therapeutic. It's the new socially...
Put a check in the box next to “misplaced teeth”
I've lost my smile tody. A near nap with my dentures didn't end the way it started. I woke up without my smile. Literally. I woke up with one of the two full sets of removable dentures in my hand, and the other, not. Yup. Crazy people lose stuff. That's on the list. I...
Sad I’m not crazy
When I was first told I'm obcessive I obsessed about it. When I was first told I have a. D. D I obsessed about it. When I was first told I had anxiety I obsessed about it. I'm a little messed up now as an adult not really know what kind of crazy I am. He says I might...
I bumped my mood.
A Thursday. At this point in my story, I'm snorting an amount that is slightly more than I have lied about using to some, and others I have told I'm not using. I've lost as much weight and shape as . Ding. I can't recall his name yet, but I can tell you he's embraced...
We’re Not Crazy
deadsensescompany: “We’re Not Crazy” Sometimes I used to think I was crazyBut I could never really tellFor was it wrong to have suicidal tendenciesEven when everything was going well? Was it crazy to cry aloneBelieving things would never change?Believing darkness...
Another Red Flag. Frequent Crazy Blog Posts
I don't know how many blogs I have now. The open one, the secret one that I shared to prove I was being honest about my bad drug habit. I wasn't. I once said to the poerson I was living with; I tell the truth about everything. I only lie about drugs. ...
It might be interesting to go crazy while I watch
Recently, when I began what I am now referrinng to by thye name; Phase 2 of my mid life change...I knew I would be living on the edge of danger and mental health. I even inckluded fantasy scenarios in my mind of losing some of my itellegence. I watched my father turn...
Crazy People Stories
May 18 2012 An old idea, revisited. I happen to be friends with a lot of crazy people, myself included. For a few years, I was on medication, and in those 5 years I got a great job and income, a girlfriend, sex, and other frills. I drove a nice car, had a nice home,...