The obsessive decision loop that happens when I have to choose between sleep or going up for another night of drug induced distraction.
loop
Doing the same thing over and over…because you forgot
Today was the day I noticed my position on the loop of drug use. The things I do every few weeks without realizing — until I notice it.

Boof timing
A post about the pros and cons of boofing.

I had a lot of conclusions. Bam that's the word. That's the gosub return concept I've been searching for. Conclusions, because a close bracket is a smile.

The 7:10 Loop
Things always change when the THC hits. I had to turn off Deception for being to complex and/or emotional. Luvkily I have another cheap sitcom to watch. Now suddenly I'm sleepy. Are you kidding? I wason a fair portion of stay awake till Thursday night drugs and one...

The 7:10 loop from 1st Life to Second Life
Ecstasy. Indica 7:10 dabbing Second Life. No edits. Wednesday 7:10pm I'm rethinking how weird I might seem. It never occurred to me that sometimes I might be a creep. People might lump me in with the other creeps. I'm a 54-year-old hanging out where the teens and 20...

The Universe Begins
I saw wow. It's the moment of realization the loop isn't real. It is one moment on a journey. I can almost grasp the crucial end point, but once I figured out there is a moment when time began. The moment you realized you'd never notice a change. Once I realized the...

So Many Thoughts
Sooo many thoughts Tonighte was a joy of thought, with the only sadness being I couldn't share it all, it was happening so fast. I had tried shrooms on molly for the first time, certainly in a sutuation like this, with my cuirent mad scientist brain. The side effect...