It's Saturday at 8:30 p.m. By Monday my ritual of pretending to think of Jan 1 as the ultimate Super Monday. Even when it falls on a Thursday. January 1 is my official reboot. My new optimism about trying something new with a new partner, vetted and selected as my new saviour, but I found out they...
I had a lot of conclusions. Bam that's the word. That's the gosub return concept I've been searching for. Conclusions, because a close bracket is a smile.
My mind fluctuates between happiness and terror now that I'm blogging in a Universe that I recently shared with people I know. It's always been much scarier sharing with people I know. It's one thing to read about a person's troubles on screen, and form your version...
Things always change when the THC hits. I had to turn off Deception for being to complex and/or emotional. Luvkily I have another cheap sitcom to watch. Now suddenly I'm sleepy. Are you kidding? I wason a fair portion of stay awake till Thursday night drugs and one...
Ecstasy. Indica 7:10 dabbing Second Life. No edits. Wednesday 7:10pm I'm rethinking how weird I might seem. It never occurred to me that sometimes I might be a creep. People might lump me in with the other creeps. I'm a 54-year-old hanging out where the teens and 20...
I saw wow. It's the moment of realization the loop isn't real. It is one moment on a journey. I can almost grasp the crucial end point, but once I figured out there is a moment when time began. The moment you realized you'd never notice a change. Once I realized the...
Sooo many thoughts Tonighte was a joy of thought, with the only sadness being I couldn't share it all, it was happening so fast. I had tried shrooms on molly for the first time, certainly in a sutuation like this, with my cuirent mad scientist brain. The side effect...
I don't think I can be alone much longer. I looked at mail order bride web sites this week. I got high 5 days in a row and did almost no work. I did it again tonight knowing I have to be on full personality for Saturday adventures tomorrow. I'm calling out to the...