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Desire vs Fear. I accept that I let fear win
General Blog Messages, Personal Journey, The Struggle | blocked, deep, first impressions, pride, reflection, self esteem
A deep self refection morning rant about my life. The third blog post in a row after a good sleep. Feeling rather meh. Sad without the need for a solution today
6am Monday. Deep Dream Refectionn
Daily Drug Journal, Dream Universe | cows, deep, dream universe, meth, mood, morning routine
A first thing in the morning review of my Mo day dreams without a bunch of drugs clouding my reality.
Friday Posting. Unoriginal Repeats
This blog post is so generic that 35 seconds after I posted the image of the chocolate bar I actually forgot what the blog was about.
Morning Show Blog (revised)
Commentary & Opinion, General Blog Messages | deep, Howard Stern, Jesse and Gene, morning show, toronto
My memory of Toronto radio morning shows.
Not everyone will get this. Always True
Commentary & Opinion, Daily Drug Journal | deep, meth, morning, thinking
I can’t decide whether this is a deep philosophy post or a silly thought post. It did serve the purpose of inspiring me to wake up more and start my day.
I wish it was easier to describe a dream
Daily Drug Journal, Dream Universe, Drug Posts, The Struggle | addiction, deep, fear, justify, meth, pride
A poor description of a great dream makes me ponder life and life choices.
The midnight debate, augmented by AI
Daily Drug Journal, Drug Posts | AI, debate, deep, spun
A deeper than usual examination of the usual sleep or spun mental debate I go through on nights when sleep isn’t coming easy. Guess which side won?
Empty House. I clean-ish up
Daily Drug Journal, Drug Posts, Personal Journey, The Struggle | addiction, deep, depression, drug use, life, realizations, revelation, self esteem, tidy
As I typed this blog I started to realize all sorts of new things about myself, most of which were not all happy cloud thoughts. It is deeply self reflecting.
The other me I’m not
General Blog Messages, Personal Journey | deep, life
All through my life there was a version of me I thought was real. The me that was good at so many things I wasn't doing, but if I did, I would be good at. I had dreams of doing things I didn't. As I got older and perhaps wiser, I started to realize a few interesting...
Oh yeah… It’s Friday already
Dream Universe, Personal Journey, Second Life | already, brain, deep, draft, friday, it’s, journey, life, Live, Live Brain Transcript, Niagara Falls, personal, read, Second Life, transcript
It's not like there is any real significance to weekends when you're at home 24/7. I still honour our cultural traditions and not get high till Friday. But I got high not remembering it was Friday. This week went by fast for me because I have important work, and I've...