mood

I think of ideas or the ending to sentences but by the time I’m typing them I no longer have confidence so I either end abruptly, change the subject, or stop blogging mid sentence.

Never try to guess my reaction

Daily Drug Journal (Video), General Blog Messages | bed, blah, day off, mood

One of the most consistent things about me, is my inconsistency. I can pretty much guarantee people that I will not react the way that they expect me to react to whatever situation is in front of me. There are some things you just think you can rely on as to how people will react. Not me. This is...

Fantastic morning mood

Daily Drug Journal (Video), Drug Posts, Drug Video | drugs, ketamine, life, medicated happiness, mood, philosophy

I made a 5-minute video previous to this that was supposed to be today’s daily journal but I guess I would still a little high and somehow it didn’t get saved. I was in such a up mood this morning I could have made 10 videos and I think I made four. I sent this one to a friend for inspiration and they thanked me.

the Monday of Sundays.

Drug Posts | happiness, ketamine, mood, therapy

I can see why people use ketamine in therapy because it's 3:00 p.m. on Sunday now and I haven't slept but I had a fantastic mood day. That's a day when you feel like it's a fantastic day even though you don't actually get much done you just feel like it's all good. It...

The limbo mode

Life | blah, mood

There is a mood between wanting to sleep and wanting to work and it is this mood that I find myself spending a good portion of my days in. If Ian is the right word. I finish my morning chores before 9:00 a.m. and don't technically have anything to do until about 3:30...

Motivation by mood

General Blog Messages, Life | mood, Netflix, sunday

Recently I have noticed my mood is being used as a skakegoat to not do or watch things. I find myself wanting to be productive this morning but just not "feeling" like each option I present. I sit here scanning the TV options, finding several good choices I definitely...

Thursday Morning Mood

Drug Posts | drugs, focus, mood, thursday

I slept well, and woke up refreshed. Almost instantly, I reached for my last piece of chocolate and the meth bong to start my day. I don't have guilt or regrets about this anymore. At this moment in time, I am ok with identifying as a daily meth user... At least to...

The week in review

Drug Posts | life, meth, mood

This my second week using daily... I think. It might only be my first. I have not really noticed much different, and in refection yesterday and today - I'm thinking it might not be very good. There is a type of meth that allows for, if not causes sleepiness. Yesterday...

Monday was better

Personal Journey | blogging, goals, mood, procrastinate, tuesday, web site

I had a good day yesterday. The right set and setting to keep me motivated, productive and focused. Today... Not so much.There are things I want to get done, but today was more blah. I did more nothing today than something.In the end, I did progress on the blog. I...

Note to self: it won’t work

Drug Posts | avoidance, Lazy, meth, mood

After a few months of not using, I was actually looking forward to feeling motivated and productive again. A week after using, my brain remembered it doesn't work that way. The positive good mood work effects wear off and you're still the same effort avoiding person....

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