In the past. I have always talked about each new move as a Chapter in my life story. I learn so many new things when I'm living in the house with other people. Now I think it might be time to modernize my terminology since so much about how we share our story is now multi media. I don't write...
Idea. I would like to make $2000 a monh and not much more. I want to create a site to win the market. A site that is not on;y free, but BETTER than all those crap sites that don'y actually have real people or elegable. Site Idea: Â social network Craigslist JUST for Toronto. Craigslist style...
Chapter one. Once upon a time. In a small town just north of Thunder Bay there was an old fairy tale that has been told for generations about the story of the town's clocktower. It stood at the base of the main street and was older than photography so nobody really...
37 seconds later, I drifted to qyesy, saw a zeppelin and smiled. The story I want to share is huge, but I don't mind takinmg 54 myuears to tell it. ding memory: Always play a sport with somebody who plays better than you Jeff, or you can't learn an improve. ding....
I have been on the other sie of the door wondering; are you up? She makes a noise outside my door. I am startled, and involentarily yelp. I trait I learned from my father, sadly. Loud startles. Nobody wanted to go wake him up. She kniows I am awake, and about towrite....
Second Life Story. I wished this and I am now a real sick person about to die. I am now living in this universe with this awareness. I have chosen to live in this linden home for 24 hours. Sirens. Maybe not. I like it. The big brother parody home game. It's you...
About NetBound idea. switch all customers to 2 dollar plan and sell people as your guy, for life...ish #ish It's my favourite word that I made up. The Orange Shirt Team. Each one representing the I. Commercial: Hey Jan, do you know anything about Viruses? What the...
yres? [00:53] Frogstar42 Loup: I have a new idea. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: Big Brother Home Game. I'll wear an anckle bracelet and le live streaming on the Internet 24/8 simulcast with ME, the real Jeff. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: I have 4 webcams on me 24/7. [00:54]...
There certainly is an excitement building inside the scenarios I am imagining inside my head. Several of my ideas have been leaked to the #D avatar world and been liked. It has given me a boost, which unfortunately I am abusing. I am staying awake too...
I’m glad I remembered the title because there was lemon cake and … well.. Lemon cake. The origin story of lemon cake for me, goes all the way back to when I never learned gradients. Lemon cake was always just awesome. Those that I might grade as very different...
You may not know the Beaver. You have heard something about it. That was the one with Mel Gibson's comeback wasn't it? The Beaver was about a man whi fiund his way back yo sanity by talking through a puppey. Sound like anyone? It is 2am. I successfully talked my way...
I am a loyal man, for the simople reason I adapt to my now, and prefer never to change. I want to date. I can pretty much decide if I'm compatile with somebody in a very short time. When I clcik instead of clash #clickorclash I'm gentle and caring and absolutly no...
rediet has treat me like im five, which i chuckle at and enjoy, but a treat me like im old is a slightly different humour... because were probably more self aware ifn what we lost than our baby self was self aware of how amazing it was to figure out how everything...
I grab a handful of Hershies kises from my salad bowl. I have admired that Hersheys kisses may be cute and addictive but I admire their shape because I bleieve it is engeniered to allow for a specific maximum per grab. I walk away with a serving size of chocolate. If...
I opened the blogging portion just now, knowing full well that I'd already forgotten the thought that was important enought to write.... because it could be 20 years before I have gained enough fame to have a fan find these, review them and then start a business and...
yres? [00:53] Frogstar42 Loup: I have a new idea. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: Big Brother Home Game. I'll wear an anckle bracelet and le live streaming on the Internet 24/8 simulcast with ME, the real Jeff. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: I have 4 webcams on me 24/7. [00:54]...
Its so weird I can almost forget the awesome orgasm I... did I? If I don't confirm anything my shrodingers cum puddle is not in my orange cum wrag... and it is. We'll find out after these ... wtf? Oh, the tablet isn't pluggged in and it had video on pause. It's gonna...
I laugh as I start to write. The piece is to start as a cometary that I am not only enjoying the improved perception of progress, from my bed... The King's home row and my computer...one symbolic row to my right. I leave this chess board. ding. Realization connection...
an internet show hosted by richard christie and i ding hosted by me with guest anchor guest bing. word origin connetion. a lightbulb turned on and I saw e the thought apper in my universe biz. A show hosted by Orange Jeff who starts the show every day at 7 ding. THere...
Talking to myself in text to another person who isn't there to listen but will come in and catch up every so often. In the Second Life universe, one can carry on several different storylines and be chatting with multiple partners, clients, dealers and lovers all at...
I grab a handful of Hershies kises from my salad bowl. I have admired that Hersheys kisses may be cute and addictive but I admire their shape because I bleieve it is engeniered to allow for a specific maximum per grab. I walk away with a serving size of chocolate. If...
I've been happier than my norm of late, and I can blame the drugs if I choose, but the condition has made me write, blog and share more. These are some of the things I actually typed to people when I felt cheerful, not high... but was probably high. The setup. Second...
I've been happier than my norm of late, and I can blame the drugs if I choose, but the condition has made me write, blog and share more. These are some of the things I actually typed to people when I felt cheerful, not high... but was probably high. The setup. Second...
I am a threshold stoner. My first does sets the bar and it fades down as time passes. It doesn't go back up, nor matter how muh I try, after the first hour, drugs are immu... I seem immune to drugs taking me higher. There ae exceptions, as with the Ketamine holesI've...
I have moved to using the Jetpack web site at Wordpress.com to write, rather tah the Wordpress of my web site directly. It is a trial NOW that I try, in search on a better NOW. The answer to life, the universe and everything truly is ASACI ASTERISK. $42. Anything and...
rediet has treat me like im five, which i chuckle at and enjoy, but a treat me like im old is a slightly different humour... because were probably more self aware ifn what we lost than our baby self was self aware of how amazing it was to figure out how everything...
A lot has happened in my life, Â and I suppose I chose to return to drugs. Â Visually I was able to see this time, Â how disruptive it is to my happy sober Monday to Saturday life. I have also returned to my alternate Universe where I get to be a whole new person, Â and...
I've thought about these ideas at one time or another. Conversation starter cards to have in bars. Social Media specific to a local bar Sent Me Up. Â A dating service 100% done by a close friend. Second Life is going to be replaced, Â and sex might become mainstream....
There is a movie, Formula 44. I am about to spoil it for you, which is a shame because it's really worth watching. However, if you're an intelegent person, you probably figured it out from the title of this blog. Good for you. Sorry I spoiled it. In the movie, a new...
Every so often I hear a ping...or in this case, I heard a whistle that my body interpreted as the death beep. I hear many noises from my bed at 4am. I can mentally scan and pick some out. I remember the handsome blond Duke brother had to teach Smallvilles Clark Kent....
When I heard two voices outside my window at night, I created their story in my head, and these were scary people that tracked me down from the webcams that have my address and telephone number. I so much want to do the webcams but there are too many people who choose...
Point Forms I have been trying Craigs List. I stopped Second Life although if I am going to be awake tonight (wink) I may try again. I need a person to be my #1 in there. It's to boring alone in my current life state and mood. I like Second Life on E, but not alone....
That hurt. I did OK in Second Life as Orange Jeff, but Live Jeff can't get women to notice him online.I must write horrible profiles.I put drug-friendly at the bottom on Tinder, almost like the escorts I dream about add party friendly to their ads. I'm willing to give...
Try Harder, the crazy man said to Ford.. err, I mean Dirk Gently. It doesn't work that way, Dirk replies. Wouldn't it be cool if you really could share thoughts? Not all the time, but in order to express what something was like. One of the most common questions the...
Details of my imagined life are real, or as real as any story being told as truth. There is a line in the very first Jurrasic Park by Jeff Goldbloom; "Life finds a way"... argh. Is it Life will find a way? In any case, it stuck with me that our bodies and minds are...
A telling remark from a friend about why she just didn't get why the idea of Second Life was so great. She said something like, "why not just do things in this life". She doesn't get it. That's fine. I didn't for a half dozen years either. Here is a statement I...
I watch the sketch on cbc's this hour has 22 minutes tonight about a woman who was the happiest woman in Canada. The sketch then went on to portray her as a complete lunatic It bothered me because for the first few examples of her happiness was in line with the way...
Since I switched to paying for Howard Stern legally and Satellite radio in the car instead of the pop top 40 station I was clinging to. I will probably always prefer the up beat rave style music I used to call, rave music or sometimes techno. I liked it and it was...
Orange Jeff's favoritesI spent quite a while in awe of the talent that comes out of Second Life artists.
22 elders gather in the center of the village. They quiet everyone down and start off poorly by predicting nobody will believe it. Starting a sentence with you're not going to believe this is as bad as .. Beetlejuice is as bad as cans. Ding. Interesting. Whoa. Ding...
It's 6:06 on a Sumday. I did not leave the house. I think I showered Friday. I have been getting worse. I have been doing nothing without a little more of the stuff. I have been aware that at some point soon, the positives woud turn to the negatives, but when my...
There are several directions this story could go from that heading. I intended it, as I used it several times today, Thursday, November 23rd. In Canada, a Thursday. Well, I suppose it is a Thursday everywhere, or was... but in the United States [sic] it is...
Second Life looks different when you send your drone up into the air to take really wide angle pics.
I’ve met some nice whores in Second life, and they trade sex for drugs. This woman was not one of them. She seemed surprised when I decided to bail. I did steal an extra cup cake before I vanished.
I really am too tired tonight. I shouldnt be, but the back problem retrned. I wasnt surprised, since the last time the fall season brought me the back problem, it was also ecstast based... orso was my guilt based self diagnosis. This pst week I'd been popping capsules...
The last thing I do when I've just written a post like that is click publish or update and view it. That is often the first tiume I see the post title since I wroye it. I chuckle inside at the realization that I didnt even tell the story about not talking about porn....
I'm not really a sexual person, and I'm a little upset about that. It hasn't been that bad really. I only really started thinking about it since I started doing more drugs, and hanging out in Second Life. Pre 50 Jeff was still struggling with the negative voice within...
Pausenblog. A German word I invented that refers to the way I often pause my video to blog about a thought, not always inspired by what I'm watching. Tonight is one of those rate occasions where I pause a porn. A new fresh porn that I love. Katie Banks. This will be...
r2–d2: Treehouse Point by (Alex Levine Photography) I don’tn’t have one in real life, but my Second Life avatar does.
These past few eeeks in Second Life have been interesting. I guess t be fair, they're always intetesting. pause. There is a group in Second life called "Get HIGH and Play Second Life". It is one of the first weed groups I joined. There arremany others, but I always...
There are a lot of ways to use Second Life to bring attention to it in the outside universe. Big brother house Tv network Podcasts studio to rent Hosting and web design Retail store locations Nightclubs with real staff and drinks Voiceover actors Dating and singles...
I was going to start with the connection to the title of both this post, and a Katy Perry video. I have more memory of it than any other Katy video because it was a modern retelling of the core bible story, pretty girls get to go to the ball. I don't think I started...
The Reaization Lightbulbs Bumper sticker therapy A new universe is created with my first fan. The moment of confirmation. In that instant, my stories are out. My negative voice has come back. I lose my place, my thought and my joy. I take a hypnosis break. In Second...
So happy to find my brand in Second Life.
I don't want to be dismissed as crazy, even when I do things that might be considered crazy. I am writing a second blog, a mere 2 minutes or less after ending the previous one, but that was Jeff, and this is supposedly written by Orange Jeff. It's going to be obvious...
I made the desion to write tonight. I have been neglecting it because I had some realizations come about and I was more self concious. I am actually progressing.. or at least coming closer than I have before. I may actually move forward this year. I feel the need to...
It should come as no surpri-- I stop myself, because that is starting off on the negative assumption that I would fail. I did fail, but I should not have assumed it before the fact, because that kind of thinkiing is what allows failures to seem less severe. Past...
alishafox: I need a best friend to do drugs with. I’ve found a bunch of friends to get high with in Second Life online. A whole universe with less rules and judgment.Distance is irrelevant.
I don’t have a real life love life, so I get high and live in the world of Second Life.
Ding. Right out of the gate, whoosh. The Zamboni of my mind is clearing the ice. What... Ding. Surprise check and I remember, but the guilt in my mind of ... There was a lot going on in my mind, but the closer I get to a reality the the more I tried to be more...
Checking out the dispensary in my Second Life neighbourhood.
Testing and setting up for my Second Life video blog.
That looks wrong. I always had problem with some things more than others. There were three words I could not pronounce because it took more than two tried and Ok. My level of high is Pause In the past, I have had a sudden spontaneous breakthrough and the...
Virtual World Phone Sex - Guide To The Second Life Femdom Mistressessensualdommebrighton: I highly recommend virtual phone sex to anyone who doesn’t get regular real-world sex… or even those who do.  I love getting high as fuck and living in a fake universe.
Enough sleeping in the Alternate Universe.  I’m high as fuck, it’s 11pm - let’s wake up and live my Second Life… I’ve got all the fictional drugs in this universe.
Spent the day deleting all my old used drugs in Second Life. Accidentally deleted a few good items but that’s to be expected when you’re high.
I think I'd like to read some of my early writings that are in my memory chest. I probably won't alone though. I had an offer from a young friend I abandoned because I got scared. She was homeless and really loved Ketamine. I also feared she was 18 or 19. Not the 23...
A little toke and coke in my alternate universe. Second Life drugs can be quite fun, and I love being the guy who has them all.
I have been denying personality change as a side effect but just now, as I was contemplating the case the police are creating around me. First I realized I was too freely talking about my use of the dark web for drugs in public. I never offered to sell or supply but I...
In second Life, avatars have one super power that doesn't exist in real life. The ability to allow people to see your thoughts in a unique textual way that breaks barriers. In first life I write a blog after a date that I know she reads. It's genius. Or crazy. I need...
Lightbulb moment. The closer you get to death, the more your life may present itself to you for review. Tonight, just now it occurred to me I have been writing this entire thing as a suicide note, to be continued. I am lucky, because if I ever start to consider death...
I struggled. I can't trust that I'm not actually crazy now. I always suspected my mother went freely into her madness just to run away from the responsibility of his care. A spoiled humiliated frustrated proud man #prideworthy lose his place. To lose his abilities to...