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Happy Friday

Happy Friday

Wednesday of this week was my attempted tolerance break. Thursday was my attempt at cutting back slightly. Today is Friday and I really like to convince myself to leave the house so no tolerance break and no cut back. It's party Friday. I'm going to invite the rooster...

Internal Dialogue of my brain

Internal Dialogue of my brain

3am. You seem anxious. We'll, I heard a rumour you were going to not use meth today. Let me make a case against that. (Falls back asleep) 4:00am Ok, so I'm assuming that nonsense about quitting today is behind us. Can you tell me if we'll start right at 5am when he...

My Stock Reply

My Stock Reply

I should keep this stock reply on a function key. Hello new follower. I expect you’ll be wanted ti tell me the virtues of your clean strong meth. Let me explain my position on that. I live in Toronto, which is Canada. Toronto is a huge city, bigger than Chicago. Like...

Addicted to addiction…

Addicted to addiction…

The worst part, about being a drug addict, is that you know you’re a drug addict. You know, all your excuses are bullshit. You know, when it’s your addiction talking, not you. You know, you’re hurting those around you. You know, you need help. You know, you’re lost....