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Video

Video

I like my videos to have a variety of styles and concepts and processes, so this particular one was just another experiment with using some of the newer software that's designed to make instruction videos for me. It's just a generic voice and a generic avatar in front...

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Too many videos

Too many videos

I held off for a while. Traditionally when I smoke some meth, one of my primary activities is to play on my phone or on my computer and record video of me blowing clouds and then edit the video into short musical clips that I can share on my Instagram site or this...

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Always a surprise treat

Always a surprise treat

It never ceases to amaze me how many hits are possible days after I have declared I'm out. Little brown spots on the sides of the glass pipes melt into a vapour that exhales in a satisfying cloud. I never expect to be as much as I do days, and sometimes weeks after...

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Crazy shit

Crazy shit

There are quite a few crazy things drug users do that seems foreign to those who are not. Rationalations and justifications and waking up at 230am on a much needed sleep day because it's probably confession day so I wanted to be high far enough in advance to mask the...

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Active Tuesday

Active Tuesday

After several days of not sleeping, I had a good sleep last night. I didn't wake up much, and I felt rested In the morning, so of course I just did more. I have to find a routine that works for me, but I don't think I'll be sleeping much tonight. I got up and started...

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Sunday 3am Top Up

Sunday 3am Top Up

It’s been several years since I’ve smoked a 3am bong hit between naps. I made memes of a few, which is why I remember them. I remember that point in the night when you have done it, even before any mental debate. There is never a question of not smoking more.

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I smoked a nice amount of weed after a booty bump of fucus. I just did another one now. It’s a subtle rush, but better than other methods, for me at least.

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The Dosage Myth

The Dosage Myth

One thing I've always been fascinated by is the quantity of medication required to do a specific task. I'm not referring to dosage but more literally to the actual quantity of medication that is included within each pill. Society has been conditioned to think that...

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Saturday Sleep

Saturday Sleep

I was tired most of the day yesterday. Considering how much meth I smoked trying to not be tired, it was a bit surprising. I figured today would be a good day to catch up on some extra sleep. On weekends, I get to sleep past 7am. I slept till about noon, with...

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Change of plans? No problem

Change of plans? No problem

I've always been adaptable to a change in plans at the last minute. At least I think I have. I know I don't mind postponing or cancelling. It ends my anxiety instantly. I suppose I get upset at the big plans I was looking forward to, but I try to not let change like...

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