It’s funny to think that there’s such a thing as bad math which would imply that there’s good meth and there is but it ain’t what I’ve got today
I passed worry and fear weeks ago
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Accidental Meth Addiction Q&A
I cannot decide if this was a good reply or not, but meth says it’s a great example of meth addiction so I posted it feeling confident.
Decision Time. 2:34am
A 3am blog about what happens next. 4am, 5am. Are we set for a new music release, or work?
A weird place to be in my brain
Hard drug choices. Drugs are bad, but bad drugs are worse.
Morning necessities
I’m out again. This or soon will be.
Mouse or Tree
It's 2am and I'm having trouble falling asleep. There are three possible reasons but I have chosen to believe it is a mouse in the wall next to my bed. I declare it tonight's story. It certainly isn't a twig on the window. It's coming from inside the house. It's...
My brain approved a sabotage
I slept all day yesterday and missed the evening chores
Final moments. Microscopic last ditch attempts to cloud
Trying out my new inside-Wordpress camera plugin that I created with AI.
Blogging on the desktop. How novel
Morning routine blog is in a low period again.
So awake it makes me tired
A blog between two moments
But it’s the crappy years at the end…
A long mind dump after some cloud blowing intersection. Am I getting dumber and how I justify that as a good thing.
Those lack of motivation blues
A mood motivation blog. Half a day is better than a bed day, any day.
Things we’ll never do again…again
A 430 am blog written while not taking her calls. Broken promises expected and delivered.
What’s my secret?
Another overnight music video creation.
I have not been this busy in a while
A quick blog between tasks about being impressed that I’m in between tasks.
I tried… until 7:40am
The first day of my most recent “I’m out” phase where I begin the rationing and scrounging to make it last until I can re-up
Paying attention, or trying to
Let the world burn. Society is a spectator sport and I’m changing teams. If I can’t beat them, join them. XHail Trump
Abandoned but not lost memories
After my recent but not total loss of the website I recovered it but with lots of blank placeholders where there used to be messages. I haven't quite figured out why that happened but I'm ignoring it and moving forward. I downloaded a plugin that went through the...
Hidden sadness
A blog post while I contemplate my drug use briefly before using and forgetting.
You don’t look high.
An opinion about people never looking the way we expect someone who is high should look. They welcome appear high.
Exhale and Repeat
Another original song with lyrics and editing by me and music by sumo.ai I like the idea of this video and I'm sad I will probably not get any fans commenting or...
It’s crazy but…
Another late night choice. To use, or ot to use there is no question.
Power out. Time to nap
A blog written without Internet when the power went out.
Nobody sings about drugs anymore
An original song by me and AI edited as a long series of mostly bad lip syncing imagery of Piper.
The Thursday Recap – I thought it was Friday.
An unusually happy life change for the usually gray depressing month of November.
November Blackout blog
Up all night again not always by choice… At least at first.
Staying up for SNL
Pre SNL show.
Spun Monday
A Monday morning refection and review. I just realized I don’t really know what status quo means
The hitchhiker’s guide: meth
A little while ago I created it an AI chatbot that answered questions as if it was the hitchhiker's guide to the Galaxy. Occasionally I will open it up and ask it to describe certain things and then I will ask it about those things on other planets like are there...
I offer my service to train ai
AI doesn’t know how to snort or smoke.
Oops. Another “late” Sunday
another sll night play atound with AI sessions
The ups and downs
Review of my day on meth
I can’t find my phone
I lost my phone and I might blame my new meth
Shocking Awareness
--Original copy I learned a new piece of information yesterday that came as an absolute shock to me and I'm not quite sure how to process it. The revelation was presented...
Wild mornings
Yesterday included some extra activities including getting four of the yearling calf daughters into a tiny trailer and a 90 minutes ride to take them to the meat processing ranch, otherwise known as the slaughterhouse. Doug will return at some point in the future with...
Breathing new life yet again
Another day, another morning hit. Like the Jewish story of making 1 days worth of oil to last 8 days. Happy Hanukkah.
6am Monday. Deep Dream Refectionn
A first thing in the morning review of my Mo day dreams without a bunch of drugs clouding my reality.
A good cry for no reason
A generally positive blog following spontaneous sadness from the night before.
The cat alarm
My morning started with purrs and pizza today. Big smiles.
The Meth World Bowl
Ideas for a meth competition. Probably in poor taste.
A nice glow
I hadn’t posted in a while so I made a new one.
I’m doing that every hour wake up thing
I wasn't sure if I'm dealing up every hour or sleeping for only an hour between wake -,ups. I'd it the same thing? Either way it's an interesting way to sleep. It's frustrating but I do seem to hit rem sleep, so I feel like I had 8 individual deep sleeps. For the...
Weekend music video
A meth music mini movie set to original song and lyrics by me and Suno AI.
Pretending to sleep.
A clean Wake-up and meth refresh, ignoring how tired I should be – for now
Thursday noon report
A daily video blog about my mood and what I’m doing about my mood.
Not everyone will get this. Always True
I can’t decide whether this is a deep philosophy post or a silly thought post. It did serve the purpose of inspiring me to wake up more and start my day.
An adult look at my adult coping mechanism.
I found this blog I’d written a while ago but I don’t think it made it here.
The streak ended as the stock ran out.
Another week without and my blogging process has become less a priority as my life has less change than it did. An excuse.
Talking to myself about Thursday
A mini mental debate about usage and the video blog for today.
Sometimes a kind word is enough…
Sometimes a kind word is enough to boost your mood. On other days a bit of meth helps. Today is Tuesday and I woke up just before 6:00 a.m., went to pee showered my face and returned to bed with the two cats who amuse me. It appeared that I wanted to go back to sleep...
Boof timing
A post about the pros and cons of boofing.
I wish it was easier to describe a dream
A poor description of a great dream makes me ponder life and life choices.
230am for no good reason and one bad one
A 3am blog about blogging at 3am #spun
Wednesday Ginger Cloud. New Stash
A single cloud with the Snapchat ginger filter.
Wednesday BUSY BUSY videos
Daily recap of my well medicated Wednesday on the farm
Heavy Rough Slow Wake-up
Tuesday on fumes.
Monday an extension of Sunday
It’s Monday and I am running on almost no sleep but spirits are high and spun
New Sunday
Sunday in Dreamland. Status update.
Friday Report: I’m a music producer now
My Friday entry which signifies the last official day of me having any meth on hand. Starting tomorrow it’s scrounging day. Dirty pipes and floor shards.
Thursday PM recap
Part two of Thursdays daily journal and evening recap.
End of a high note, and the cookie is a bonus
Three revelations back to back. I’m a different person each day as I ration the last of my masking medication meth
Watching Meth Documentaries
At midnight tonight, I decided to boof and smoke some meth because I was itchy and restless. I decided to do some research on methamphetamine. As I near the end of this current stash, and consider another break I wanted to revaluate the risks. I'm not really getting...
11pm. Still counts
Jetpack knows people like continuity. It sends me a message telling me how many days streak I have been posting blogs in hopes that that inspires me to keep it up and of course it does. Today I went in town with Doug and we did a few things at a few stores. Third week...
There are not bugs under my skin
I gave in to the temptation. Stop the itch with a cloud
When it happens at midnight, you can’t say no
The meme says it all. When the intrusive thoughts are nagging, I comply.
Sunday Meth Mashup Premier
Monday premier of my newest music video with a song I’ve already used once, but I like it.
Saturday, in my bed
Saturday morning live, from the bed of OrangeJeff.
Friday Mood Flipping
Text and video blog for Friday morning. I decided this meth really does suck. Not just probably. It was cheap and contaminated.
Let the good times roll
Just a single photo stripped from a Snapchat filter video that I liked more than most tonight.
New inhale method
My Wednesday morning report where I changed up my routine yet again and got more fun than usual. I have to unmask.
# The Discovery and Use of Amphetamines: From WWII to Modern ADHD Treatment
The discovery of amphetamines dates back to the late 19th century when chemist Lazăr Edeleanu synthesized amphetamine in 1887. However, it wasn't until the 1920s and 1930s that their stimulating properties were recognized. The pivotal moment came in 1929 when American...
Surprise. It’s 7am already
Another all nighter resulted in yet another obsessive session making another mini meth music masterpiece. Original lyrics and music by Suno.com