Orange Shirt Blogs

Warning: Heavy Drug use

Welcome to the Orange Shirt Blogs. A personal space that I don’t share with everyone. It includes honest blogging about my struggles with mental health, drug use, sexuality and life in general.

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The most recent non-drug related text and video posts

Thanks were given

Thanks were given

I was in a good mood today and I hardly ever worried about my place and future today. It is Thanksgiving and I remembered that everyone has shit and baggage and existing without bothering people too much is acceptable if you are trying. I'm trying. I'm acceptable for...

OrangeJeff and Pi Discuss Orange

OrangeJeff and Pi Discuss Orange

I just realized I haven't really brought orange to the outside farm anywhere.   Well, Jeff, it sounds like you've got an untapped opportunity to spread the orange love to new horizons!  Perhaps you could brainstorm some ways to infuse your love for orange into the...

Influencer Draft.

Influencer Draft.

The hitchhiker's guide to the Galaxy has this to say about influencers. Ugh. The entire category of social media influencers is quite possibly the most dangerous concept to ever be introduced into society. It seemed innocent at first. Attractive or entertaining people...

Trauma to this day.

Trauma to this day.

I didn't want to get yelled at so I made it worse.  I don't have a lot of tasks to do, so I hate doing them poorly. Sometimes in my head, I'll create a scenario where I will upset somebody and do I avoid the task. Giving them reasons to be upset more than the original...

Monday Rejects – Bad AI

Monday Rejects – Bad AI

Every so often I go through my Google Photos and post some of the leftovers and rejects from the previous week. [gallery ids='238981,238980,238976,238975,238974,238970,238969,238968,238972,238959,238953,238931,238879,238900,238712,238715,238639,238622,238601'...

Fake me and Piper

Fake me and Piper

I was trying any image creation tool I could find hoping to get a reasonable image of Piper and I sitting on a bench. These are some of tonight's trials

Yours for $80 today.

Yours for $80 today.

I clicked on a link for an ad because it seemed interesting. Experience has taught me that I won't get anything of any value until they tell me what the price is and they probably won't tell me what the price is until I've gone through all the exciting adventures of...

And now for some advice for those people who send messages to strangers online and just say hey or Hello. STOP IT. Don't send one word messages to strangers hoping to find a new friend or chat partner. One word Messages from strangers will always be suspect When a...

Addiction Leverage

The idea of getting found out as a drug user living in a house owned by non-drug users is a constant fear. It's not so bad where I live now and my sister is currently aware although probably not fully aware of the amount of meth i smoke on a daily basis. I don't know...

I think I don’t remember

I haven't been blogging as much the past few weeks and I haven't really noticed it or thought about it much. It was my intention to keep it up and do it daily but not much is happening in my life these days. From start to finish, it's pretty much the same day...

Daily Cow and Chicken Video Archive

My day spent

Well it's 10:30 and I am appropriately tired. The last couple of days I haven't gotten to sleep till 1:00 a.m. but maybe that will be different tonight. It will certainly be different over the next few days since tomorrow morning I will use the last of my magical...

Double Duty. oh no

I was editing a video and checking my social media just now, as I do most mornings after the morning farm chores. Suddenly, I made an important and potentially horrible discovery. I woke up, realizing that I'd been asleep and dreaming for an hour. My dreams were of...

Officially a grumpy old man

In the past I would have answered differently. Today after waking up to the sound of barking dogs I open my email and one of my customers was asking about an email they received from Microsoft insisting they respond and accept the new terms of agreement.  Younger me...

12 hour energy drink

It's 230am and I'm struggling to sleep.at around 130 this past afternoon I looked inside and old pill bottle that I must have used at some point to transport, so it had a sweet little white crystal ring of chunky dust around the bottom. I was pleased to sample some...

October Dreams

October Dreams

I love October dream season. The weather changes and my dreams become more vivid and exciting. Here in the mountains 800 m above sea level those October dreams seem to come in August. The last few nights I've had amazing multi-story large cast script type dreams. They...