The most recent non-drug related text and video posts
October Nights, Dreams and Mornings.
October is the best. Deep sleep hard mornings and orange chocolate.
Thanksgiving dinner
A blog it doesn’t mention Thanksgiving dinner and then an unrelated music video that I wrote today about coming clean and admitting my drug habit so that I can share this blog with more people. Hidden away in an unrelated post so that I have an out when I don’t do that.
What if descriptions come true
Artificial evolution
When I say I’m a great self starter…
Unfinished but fun is the way I live my life.
Abortion Scales
Early morning concepts are what I wake up thinking.
New Songs and Platform
Link to my new Reddit Subreddit about drug music videos
I just realized I can’t fly – again
The second time I realized I can’t fly..
Whoosh, it’s Friday
I've been trying to do things that are somewhat memorable each day so that when I look back the week didn't go by without anything to make it stand out from the previous week. I needed this month to go by quicker than the others because I had no money, and it was...
Yet another unfinished work self defined
An unfinished song about not finishing things
I’m not stupid, my AI is.
Struggles with ai programming and the English language
Other People’s Perspective
A review of a review of me
Blogging from the past
Every now and then I start a blog like this one without a clue what it would be about. I know I have several videos and photographs on my phone worth sharing. Here we go. [videopack...
My brain approved a sabotage
I slept all day yesterday and missed the evening chores
Rough morning. Cake farts
This was a hard blog to write. I’m sad I forgot the dream. It’s was three back to back good ones.
It was easier empathically
I forgot I had some weed 2 hours ago. Edibles. They seem to have hoit me while I was typing and I on;y remembered later.
Gloom week
I tend to run low or out of everything at once, usually towards the final days of the month. The 22nd is when my big payment for the hosting server is due and I'm often out of food, chocolate and occasionally drugs. I have $410 coming in next week so it'll be close....
I question what matters as I curate my memories
I already forget
Sunday morning mood swings up up and away
The drug is having less effect these days so I have a bit of increased anxiety that doesn't really go away. Part of it is because August is the third August and I still have the overall feeling I am a dissapointment not pulling my weight and an irritating drain on the...
Don’t bring me down
A sadness message after frustrating my sister in a way that made me think about my life being trapped here against their will.
Chapter Three… The end
It wasn’t the right time to write this blog so I ended it early. My mind is thinking in multiple directions and doesn’t have the focus for the right mood. I hope this isn’t the one that gains traction and gets shared but sometimes that’s the way life works.