Bait and switch before I knew it.
I won’t try this again, probably
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Mouse or Tree
It's 2am and I'm having trouble falling asleep. There are three possible reasons but I have chosen to believe it is a mouse in the wall next to my bed. I declare it tonight's story. It certainly isn't a twig on the window. It's coming from inside the house. It's certainly not the fact that I have...
Rough morning. Cake farts
This was a hard blog to write. I’m sad I forgot the dream. It’s was three back to back good ones.
Power out. Time to nap
A blog written without Internet when the power went out.
Two minutes to midnight
Still technically Monday and I haven't fallen asleep yet. I've been playing with noses instead of creating anything or making new videos. I should be tired. I haven't smoked anything since 3 or 4:00 p.m. and I was doing pretty well at regulating her fairly normal...
What time is it?
Few times in the past couple of weeks I have either woken up from a nap or just looked up and not known whether I had done my morning or afternoon chores. Once recently I woke up at 9:30 from an after chore nap and thought oh my God I haven't fed the cows yet which of...
Less blogging as expected
It's not that my life is more exciting when I'm using drugs, it's that I sleep more when I'm not. My life has about the same level of excitement either way but when I am sleeping, I'm less likely to blog. Ironically, I've had some pretty amazing dreams the past week...
Sleeping Life without drugs
Today was a sleep day. I woke up to the alarms each time. The 4:20 alarm was the worst surprise. Waking up has never been a very serious problem for me. I can rise pretty quickly when I need to. I woke up and did the scheduled tasks each time. The pig is now comfy...
Change of plans? No problem
I've always been adaptable to a change in plans at the last minute. At least I think I have. I know I don't mind postponing or cancelling. It ends my anxiety instantly. I suppose I get upset at the big plans I was looking forward to, but I try to not let change like...
A new Monday. Begin.
It turned out today was not the start of my new year. Maybe tomorrow.
Alternate Dream Universe
I don't know if it's common or unique to me, but the universe that I live in is separate from the universe that I dream in. The universe of my dreams is fairly consistent in the way that it's different. There are a number of places that are regulars for me although...
4:20 Blog
The time is a coincidence and I used it as a title instead of the title I had in mind all weekend. The Sleepend. I'm still not sure which one I prefer but spell check certainly prefers the one that's a real word. Actually a 420 isn't a word of course. I'm sleepy. This...
Holiday Monday. Weird Emotions
It's 7:04am and I just got back to my bed after taking out my recycling. One blue plastic bag for plastics and one for paper, including 4 Dominoes pizza boxes. None of his recycling or garbage was already there. On a usual Monday he would have brought his stuff to the...
False Positive. It’s an Apple Fritter
Glazed donuts often have a timeline of freshness that begins right away. Tonight I was offered three McDonald mini donuts. One was a springle. These are yeast donuts and ideally should be consumed within an hour or three after purchase. I prefer the longer lasting...
Sleep is timetravel
I wish I could wake up, and the stuff I started was done. If I had enough money, I could hhire my own band of carpenter elves thatworewie I slept. I wish I could convince people it was a bold ideatosell my book as afirst draft ofuneite beinins to ramblingsn ideas I'd...