A typical morning mood post where I complain nobody likes my online work. Self pity isn’t pretty.
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Should I call it anti-productive
Daily Drug Journal, Filter Fun | cows, farm, fun, progress, YouTUbe
I'm not sure that being productive is the same as being busy. Lately I have come in and worked constantly from the moment I finished my meal to 10:30 or later each night. Sometimes I get into the working mood around 4:00 p.m. were whenever I finish with the cows. I have multiple tabs open and I...
Oh yeah. It’s a holiday
Daily Drug Journal | farm, journal, making videos, video blog
This blog post is 50% video and 50% text and explains my holiday Monday morning getting ready to feed the animals and then recapping afterwards.
I woke up late. Whoops
Daily Drug Journal, Drug Posts, Video | chores, farm, meth, party
I woke up late. I slept past my alarm for the first time since I’ve been doing the chore. I thought it might happen. I was solo partying pretty hard last night.
The lazy farmer
Farm Posts, General Blog Messages | chores, cows, efficiency, farm, Lazy
I used the common term lazy even though I understand that I'm not really lazy. Do I though? It's clear that I expend energy trying to save energy. I put a lot of effort into not putting a lot of effort into things. I go out of my way to try and lesson number of steps...
My eyes stay dark.
Farm Posts, General Blog Messages | farm, morning routine
For the last few years, I have been sleeping with a hat. It covers my eyes when I sleep so it is essentially dark in my head, even if the room or sunlight is bright in the room. I am able to wake, but not evaluate the darkness. It allows me to drop back to sleep...
Smiles in January
During November and December, I am often down. They are depressing months for me, not only because of the Christmas season and the gift giving rituals, but also the music and the fake happiness that surrounds the season. in January, I look forward to new. It's Monday...
Today was a good day
Farm Posts, General Blog Messages, Personal Journey | change, farm, life
Today was a good day. I didn't sleep during the day and I got a lot of stuff done including some backlog work with a customer I actually avoided for over 2 weeks. I made up and he didn't seem too upset. It's not really a lie to say it was a health reason I was...
Morning feed
Farm Posts | farm, feeding, YouTUbe
My morning animal feed task.