The Orange Shirt Drug Blogs

In keeping with lights pattern of having bad things happen when you're in a bad mood and multiple bad things happening in threes or in groups, this isn't a great Monday. It seems my server has upgraded websites to a newer PHP that isn't compatible with all the plugins I use so that's one thing....

Week two. Burnt buzzes

Taking a break but not quitting.

After this break

After a break

They’re laughing at me, aren’t they?

Fuck. Realization.

Another day outside Paradise

Recap of my horrid morning.

How well do I know people

Good morning blog about how my brain creates a decision making process about everything. I have to choose to trust blindly and it gets harder every year

Wow. Two masking dudes

A brain to gboard unedited script here, but if luck hits it right a different version will magically start an income for something I want to give away

Is the wall breaking?

A shit post about shit.

Wednesday all night

Wednesday all day and all night.

Terrifying but ignorable guilt

Another problem I ignore hoping will go away.

Holiday Monday Amped Am

I am super amped up this morning believing this blog is great.

I’m not used to being busy

I started writing about something else and just rambled.

Offline ramble. Distractions and Excuses

Why I don’t like to finish what I’ve started.

I wish I knew more, but I do. Perspective

A quick unintended ramble about being secretly smarter than you.

I admit it. I’m brain blocked

I distraction blog written when I’m supposed to be doing something else about distractions when I’m supposed to be doing something else.

When the meds aren’t working

The circle of dehydrated solid bulky poo.

My fantasy. Who, me?

I just got a reply on Reddit to an attempt at flirting that made me remember how bad I am at flirting

I’m out. January edition

The repeating return of being out and restocking my current drug of choice, and chocolate.

I passed worry and fear weeks ago

It’s funny to think that there’s such a thing as bad math which would imply that there’s good meth and there is but it ain’t what I’ve got today

Accidental Meth Addiction Q&A

I cannot decide if this was a good reply or not, but meth says it’s a great example of meth addiction so I posted it feeling confident.

Decision Time. 2:34am

A 3am blog about what happens next. 4am, 5am. Are we set for a new music release, or work?

I listened to one of the early AI podcasts

A spontaneous life evaluation post. The kind I often have in January. Reflect on things I’m not planning on changing

The ewww but do it anyway ritual

The life of a drug user.

A weird place to be in my brain

Hard drug choices. Drugs are bad, but bad drugs are worse.

I won’t try this again, probably

Bait and switch before I knew it.

Sleepover

Deep bleh thoughts

No Smoke. No Snack Tuesday

Part of an unbalanced break – fast. Literally fasting through a break… Maybe.

Morning necessities

I’m out again. This or soon will be.

Sudden irrational fear… But maybe

Oh no. I’m out again

Hair ,-The nightmare.

A deep and personal blog written as soon as I woke up today. Life perspective.

Really bad Jeff day

That time I built on hard work.

spun spun spun… All night song

Original song and music video edit

Things I notice occasionally

A mid day pondering.

My legacy is self ruining

That escalated quickly. A 5am confessional.

Six false starts.

The secret blog revealed. Warning. Not for the faint of heart.

I picked up my phone for this

The most important blog I didn’t write.

Autistic User Manual

Late night blog post that should have been longer but I lost the energy halfway through. The original idea was I wanted to talk about the concept of creating a user manual for autistic people and their friends and family.

Six two

Today is a good day. Why write it any other day?

Thursday Review.

Good and bad moments, but a good day starts with bank deposits.

A day of sucking

A lot of things have not gone well today and I'm always fascinated by these kind of unrelated minor problems that seem to happen when I'm in a bad mood. I've always said; good things happen when you're in a good mood and bad things happen when you're in a bad mood. I never really thought much...

The return of doubt

When I'm low on my drug, I ration the doses so I don't have to go without any at all. It's probably not a good plan but to some extent it does give me a small amount each day instead of going cold turkey until I have a car and funds at the same time, and can go restock. The problem happens that I...

October Nights, Dreams and Mornings.

October is the best. Deep sleep hard mornings and orange chocolate.

Morning blog choice

I don’t know how to describe this blog. New rut is disturbing.

Thanksgiving dinner

A blog it doesn’t mention Thanksgiving dinner and then an unrelated music video that I wrote today about coming clean and admitting my drug habit so that I can share this blog with more people. Hidden away in an unrelated post so that I have an out when I don’t do that.

My first liver spot!

A story about life’s mood swings and wasted worry.

Thursday of the week alone

I've been alone since Tuesday, taking care of the house and the animals, and I've done an OK job. It's not particularly difficult, it's just more than usual, remembering times and paying attention to the distress barks if there are any. And today I woke up i've been getting up a little bit earlier...

New Songs and Platform

Link to my new Reddit Subreddit about drug music videos

Whoosh, it’s Friday

I've been trying to do things that are somewhat memorable each day so that when I look back the week didn't go by without anything to make it stand out from the previous week. I needed this month to go by quicker than the others because I had no money, and it was always stressful to ask for...

Labour Day 2025

Daily drug hello plus bonus Holiday Monday Rabbits

Morning without chocolate

The video was recorded in WordPress using my own phone camera and a plugin written by AI and I.

Post Test

The silly debate. Really?

I knew the answer before I asked the question but still stalled a whole hour to really be sure. One day I may say no.

Blogging from the past

Every now and then I start a blog like this one without a clue what it would be about. I know I have several videos and photographs on my phone worth sharing. Here we go. ...

Basic Video Post

Talking to myself.

Mouse or Tree

It's 2am and I'm having trouble falling asleep. There are three possible reasons but I have chosen to believe it is a mouse in the wall next to my bed. I declare it tonight's story. It certainly isn't a twig on the window. It's coming from inside the house. It's certainly not the fact that I have...

Posting things I’ve forgotten

I do not know.

Insignificant missing post

A blog about forgetting to write this blog.

I feel like sleeping till something changes

I know that's not quite how sleeping works. You have to make the changes in the awake time but lately I don't feel like much of anything. Kind of blah and I know I have blah periods where I post about being blah periods. This is one of them but somehow seems more significant than the rest. My...

My brain approved a sabotage

I slept all day yesterday and missed the evening chores

Was that horrible?

The afterthought of my previous blog post about canceling plans with my new activity partner.

Final moments. Microscopic last ditch attempts to cloud

Trying out my new inside-Wordpress camera plugin that I created with AI.

Forced Dieting

Another diet blog during my fast

I forget my own records

A mopey woe is me self pitty blog I should delete, but didn’t.

Still sleepy, two puffs

The idea of infinite divisions comes to mind. You have a set amount of something and you can cut it in half. Mathematics tells us you can cut it in half infinitely. Science tells us that there is a finite amount of cutting in half because there are no molecules or atoms beyond a certain point but...

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