Wednesday Number two
It turns out today was Wednesday all day long Even though I made a couple videos and posted them yesterday labeled Wednesday. So I was a day ahead. Maybe I posted them after midnight. It's...
Video Fun
This morning’s cloud video. I’m almost out.
Blog Promotions
I was up late playing around with promotions
Side Effects may include
blog thoughts late at night.
Oh yeah… Tuesday already
i have no idea what i wrote in this blog post. i already forgot it.
Admitting you have a problem is not half the battle
Nobody likes to say they’re a drug addict. I’ve never considered myself an addict to anything really. I’ve always been able to quit and have minimum consequences.
Big Slide Show
big slide show
Assorted Filter Fun
Assorted photos taken this past week and manipulted by fun tools
Two Frame-Worthy Images
These two images are among my favourites this week.
Too many videos
I held off for a while. Traditionally when I smoke some meth, one of my primary activities is to play on my phone or on my computer and record video of me blowing clouds and then edit the video into short musical clips that I can share on my Instagram site or this website. The end result is that...
Sunday Morning Vlog
Talking to the camera
Thursday Binge
Two meth movie memes I made this weeek.
Always a surprise treat
It never ceases to amaze me how many hits are possible days after I have declared I'm out. Little brown spots on the sides of the glass pipes melt into a vapour that exhales in a satisfying cloud. I never expect to be as much as I do days, and sometimes weeks after what I expected was the end....
Silly images
Crazy shit
There are quite a few crazy things drug users do that seems foreign to those who are not. Rationalations and justifications and waking up at 230am on a much needed sleep day because it's probably confession day so I wanted to be high far enough in advance to mask the smell. Crazy shit. So now I'm...
I’ve been a bad boy
I did a thing. And by thing, I mean nothing. I had an unexpected and unplanned fast and sleep day. I took a Saturday off and made no contact. I slept. It's Sunday morning now and I should make an appearance and do my morning chores but I'm afraid. I don't know what I want. I know I should not have...
Life choices and blog decisions
Guilt tripping in total darkness in my bedroom knowing I’ll be up late again.
Drugs change me
These images were created on my Adroid using an AI App
Playing with AI
Today was apparently “Play with AI tools” day.
Active Tuesday
After several days of not sleeping, I had a good sleep last night. I didn't wake up much, and I felt rested In the morning, so of course I just did more. I have to find a routine that works for me, but I don't think I'll be sleeping much tonight. I got up and started my morning farm routine around...
October is Orange Month
October is orange month.
The Days of September
A summary page of my end of September long holiday weekend binge.
Stoner Story
I know it’s a cliche, but I actually. lost my drugs somewhere in my in my bedroom before I had to leave on a week long vacation.
BC side notes
The first thing I learned was the local slang. What I call Tina, is commonly referred to as side here. It's an interesting choice and when I inquired as to why somebody hinted that in clubs you could use hand signals for up down and side drugs. I didn't want to argue that meth would make a better...
I held out till 330
This post makes more sense after the midnight post.
I remember Sunday Nights
I don’t consider it a relapse because it was never my intention to quit. I do see the irony of trying to keep my usage a secret while maintaing a public blog.
Meth Blogging
Ok... do I'm using again until I can get an Adderall prescription.
Sunday Afternoon Meth Matinee
Another meth video
Sunday 3am Top Up
It’s been several years since I’ve smoked a 3am bong hit between naps. I made memes of a few, which is why I remember them. I remember that point in the night when you have done it, even before any mental debate. There is never a question of not smoking more.
A lot of forgetting this weekend.
I decided it was time to blog about my wild weekend since they don't happen very often. The landlord had invited his son over and we sat in the kitchen the three of us and got super high on weed and lines of coke. Lots of lines of coke.. I didn't sleep Friday but I did sleep in Saturday and then...
I’m on Russian TV, 24/7 without knowing
A thought occured to me 2 hours into an edible I knew I should have saved. It would have been killer before I'm already high. I enjoy the edible come up and high. Storytime. Inyeruption. Second life version of the Canadian speakers corner if licencable or usable like Britain In second life, live...
Read moreI smoked a nice amount of weed after a booty bump of fucus. I just did another one now. It’s a subtle rush, but better than other methods, for me at least.
The 6am News
Our top story. Today was a productive cheat day and night. And morning. I smoked a nice amount of weed after a booty bump of fucus. I just did another one now. It's a subtle rush, but better than other methods, for me at least. I try not to worry about infection in much the same way I ignore...
The Dosage Myth
One thing I've always been fascinated by is the quantity of medication required to do a specific task. I'm not referring to dosage but more literally to the actual quantity of medication that is included within each pill. Society has been conditioned to think that bigger is better in many aspects...
I’m Chicken
I wish I had the nerve and the talent to properly express myself on websites and figure out how to meet people and mingle. I am a 59-year-old male with excellent communication skills. I'm a nice guy but I am asexual and have never really experienced passion or horniness or sex. I'm awkward. I...
January Meth Movies
This Gallery includes all of the files that I created during January 2023
My sneaky tricks have failed me
Galley of playing around on my phone in the dark during the night hours
I’m making up a new word
Blogging at 3am means I must have found some additional drug supply. Yup. Boofing bong water.
Final again
I am reminded of the days when I used to save documents with file names like final. Final two. This is the real last one. This is the one. The last final. I made a number of videos recently proclaiming the last of my winter meth stash and then I made another one after finding new ways to scrounge...
The Last – Again
This is the end. Feb 2, But luckily it's groundhog Day so it will repeat over and over and I'll be able to stay high.
Sleeping Life without drugs
Today was a sleep day. I woke up to the alarms each time. The 4:20 alarm was the worst surprise. Waking up has never been a very serious problem for me. I can rise pretty quickly when I need to. I woke up and did the scheduled tasks each time. The pig is now comfy under its blanket. It's time to...
Tuesday Weather. 🌞 And ☁️
This post marks the very first time I have ever used emojis in the title and I have no idea whether they will translate to the browser or Apple computers or anything really. When I typed in sun and cloud these replacements were offered as options and I decided to choose them. It is most likely not...
Weekend Rejects
Three experiments I didn’t share because I didn’t like them enough.
Anticipation Foiled
It’s gone. Silly 2am accident and my last day is now.
I need a Barber
Face Filter Fun
A small gallery of the things I played around with this weekend.
End of the month. End of the stash.
I certainly should have expected I'd use up my stuff quicker than expected but it seems fitting I will be out on the last day of January. I have no regrets for my usage going up. Despite being a little suspect in the purity department, I really enjoyed this binge. It may be some time before I...
Another secret attempt at sharing
I'm almost 60 and about to stop using meth again. It puts my mind in a reflective mood reevaluating who I am, and what things I missed that might still be possible. It's part of a recurring trick my brain starts playing in an attempt to justify buying more drugs. I try to convince myself there are...
Daily Smoke. Daily Video
John Stewart once said something helpful about doing a daily show. You never have to worry about doing a bad one for long because you replace it tomorrow. This is not a great daily smoke video. One exhale, restyled as different versions of me.
Blah Thursday (Solved)
How to fix a blah mood in 31 seconds
My life as a raver
Back in the 90s, I used to be a raver. When I'm trying to appear cooler than I am, I tell people I used to rave every...
Four Pics
Random Photos from my Phone
Wednesday Blahs
Done work for the day, so I get spun and play.
Video Correction Request
Disguised excuses
Every now and then I take note of something in my life that is different than I remember it being. The question I always ask myself is, is this because of my drug use or because I'm almost 60 years old. The good news is, whichever one I wanted to be it can be. In some cases it would be beneficial...
The Virtual Editing Room Floor
Stuff that didn’t get selected to share on my social media sites.
Monday Mix Extra
3am weather update. I have to finish clicking my lighter before his 3am alarm clock goes off so 2:50am is like last call.
The time between 3am and 6am
When I find myself awake and aware at 3am, it's usually clear I'll be up all night. Sometimes I can fall back asleep but these days it usually means I used some drugs too late or too often for sleep. At this point in the early morning, the effects of my Paxil have little effect, so I tend to start...
Non-Sexual Frustrations
I scroll through Tumblr or Reddit and the posts about drugs are always intermixed with drugs containing sex. Most frequently, lots of nudity and hard active sex. I want to be a part of that world, but I'm terrified, so I just ignore it. I don't even try. I stay sexless and dull, scrolling by the...
Sunday Funnies
It’s Sunday, and in memory of the days gone by when I was excited to read the newspaper comics, today’s video has been modified to look like cartoons.
Saturday Sleep
I was tired most of the day yesterday. Considering how much meth I smoked trying to not be tired, it was a bit surprising. I figured today would be a good day to catch up on some extra sleep. On weekends, I get to sleep past 7am. I slept till about noon, with occasional wake ups to take my meds...
Change of plans? No problem
I've always been adaptable to a change in plans at the last minute. At least I think I have. I know I don't mind postponing or cancelling. It ends my anxiety instantly. I suppose I get upset at the big plans I was looking forward to, but I try to not let change like that bother me. I like the...
Friday Meth Music Mix
I can almost remember
I had a good night's sleep and only woke up once I think just before midnight. Then again for the final time at 5:45 a.m. There's a unique state of mind that I'm not sure I've experienced before. I can remember having a dream, but not remember the dream. I definitely had a unique dream complete...
Too wide a net
Sometimes I think this blog is trying to do too much for me. It is my hobby and the silent friend I talk to when I need an outlet. It doesn't judge me. That might change. One of problems in life is that expectations of success are usually not close to reality. I don't like my dreams and goals....
Two for Tuesday.
I started early, virtually the moment I woke up. Then again at noon at 5pm. If the pattern holds, I’ll do more after 6pm and try to sleep later.
Falling asleep is harder now
There are winter bugs keeping me awake at night. Well, and the meth too. It's probably the meth now that I think about it. In fact, I'm not even sure there are bugs.
Hyper Focus
Hyper Focus is real. It’s why I’m still making memes at 2am
Quickie Pics from Snapchat
Todays creativity flow.
Backstage Party
A short film by me staring various crazy characters on my staff.
Sunday TV Project
It’s only 2pm and I have accomplished a lot of fun projects. This is one of them.