It’s crazy but…
Another late night choice. To use, or ot to use there is no question.
Friday 4am.
I still don't understand why Jetpack on the Android sucks so much. I also don't know why I keep giving it a chance instead of using...
Nobody sings about drugs anymore
An original song by me and AI edited as a long series of mostly bad lip syncing imagery of Piper.
The Thursday Recap – I thought it was Friday.
An unusually happy life change for the usually gray depressing month of November.
How others perceive
The line that some people will never cross is different for everyone but the line that people won’t let me cross without dumping me as a friend often surprises me
The high isn’t always the reason
The obsessive decision loop that happens when I have to choose between sleep or going up for another night of drug induced distraction.
Day whatever. Still clouding
quick. blog during the 5 minute rush from melting a brown spot on the side of my bong. one cloud to go.
Staying up for SNL
Pre SNL show.
The end of the Orange Month
I hear the "Just for Laughs" character in my head saying, "It's over." For years, it played at the end of almost every Just for Laughs comedy special, and I even used the sound once or twice in my videos. It would be something Canadians probably remember, but not many outside Canada. It's...
Enjoying the sunset for a change
Post lumberjack duties
Spun Monday
A Monday morning refection and review. I just realized I don’t really know what status quo means
30 bars of Walmart Cvocolate
I just borrowed the car and drove into town just to spend the last of my cash on chocolate.the last two times I tried, they were out of my brand. They're on a sale price and it's almost Halloween so I didn't know if I'd get lucky or not. Starting my mornings with 100 grams of cheap Swiss milk...
Blogging by proxi
Two blogs in one. The video blog, followed by a commentary on the process of using Lipsync with digitally altered or created faces
Post Birthday Blues
I'm doing ok. I finally had the nerve to ask about my drug use and the fact that everyone in the house is aware I use drugs. I'm not certain they understand it's meth but it's not vital since they seem somewhat accepting of it regardless. I'm a little concerned it may have been one straw in the...
The hitchhiker’s guide: meth
A little while ago I created it an AI chatbot that answered questions as if it was the hitchhiker's guide to the Galaxy. Occasionally I will open it up and ask it to describe certain things and then I will ask it about those things on other planets like are there other planets with chickens or...
Friday. Birthday Eve
I've been far more conscious of how good I have it now that I am living with the security of a home and food. At the exact same time, I am continuously aware of how unfair it is to be in this position of advantage. Basically, I'm costing the couple that has given me this place to call home, a...
Honest and open post on my drug use.
An unfinished blog about merging all my blogs into one.
I offer my service to train ai
AI doesn’t know how to snort or smoke.
Oops. Another “late” Sunday
another sll night play atound with AI sessions
Not wasted being wasted
When I lay in bed all night awake, I consider that wasted time but when I actually do stuff all night wasted, it's productive. Although things didn't get done, I had fun and educated myself on new tools and AI image generators, video generators and more realistic lip syncing software. This week I...
The Drug Archive
Tumblr used to be where I posted most of my drug videos. These included memes, music videos and a lot of drug use on camera. Then one day they deleted everything without warning or explanation, so I'm building up my collection here. This is currently a gigantic unsorted collection going back...
A good story trumps reality
A first things when I woke up morning blog about Politics and Religion and how the best story and best storytellers often win. A story can trump reality.
Nice Dreams. What day is it?
A journal entry that takes a deeper meaning of life turn after I wake up and smell the clouds.
Mid week morning
A rather generic update on an uneventful week where I acknowledge but ignore my problems and continue existing with minimum effort.
A Monday Morning
A nice dream at that Vegas Hotel for an unspecified annual convention.
Choosing guilt over labour
My morning mood and cautious humour
Silence beats conflict
First car ride with my sister since I found out her husband wasn’t surprised by my drug use.
Dream Reruns
A good morning with some realizations to make it a better day. Don’t talk to me before I e snorted my morning meth
The ups and downs
Review of my day on meth
I can’t find my phone
I lost my phone and I might blame my new meth
the two sides of my thoughts
Describing the sadness. Thanks for mansplaining my mood
Doing the same thing over and over…because you forgot
Today was the day I noticed my position on the loop of drug use. The things I do every few weeks without realizing — until I notice it.
Shocking Awareness
--Original copy I learned a new piece of information yesterday that came as an absolute shock to me and I'm not quite sure how to process it. The revelation was presented to me in the middle of a...
Wild mornings
Yesterday included some extra activities including getting four of the yearling calf daughters into a tiny trailer and a 90 minutes ride to take them to the meat processing ranch, otherwise known as the slaughterhouse. Doug will return at some point in the future with packaged beef. We assume it's...
Waking up. Falling back. Waking up.
My multiple wake ups before feeling awake meant multiple cool dreams.
A meth based religion
A spontaneous blog post that turned into a bit of a rant against our current society and how we are taught hate by the organizations that claim to be kind and forgiving.
I can’t decide: Sad or Worried
I need another one of my silly errors today. The kind that could be blamed on ADHD but that doesn't take any of the guilt away because I still did it and it still part of a routine that shouldn't happen. It's the second time it's happened that I'm aware of but the first time it's happened with...
Monday Meth Music Movie
Another nice meth mini movie
Addiction Leverage
The idea of getting found out as a drug user living in a house owned by non-drug users is a constant fear. It's not so bad where I live now and my sister is currently aware although probably not fully aware of the amount of meth i smoke on a daily basis. I don't know how much her husband knows if...
I think I don’t remember
I haven't been blogging as much the past few weeks and I haven't really noticed it or thought about it much. It was my intention to keep it up and do it daily but not much is happening in my life these days. From start to finish, it's pretty much the same day repeated. Not quite light Groundhog...
I was on a break
My daily blogs have not been daily.
Insightful Chat I saved one day
[2020-01-31 4:38 a.m.] Brie: https://www.flickr.com/photos/185448132@N07 [2020-01-31 4:39 a.m.] Orange Jeff: thanks... although one pic? ha ha... you need a driver buddy for adventures. [2020-01-31 4:39 a.m.] Orange Jeff: and pics [2020-01-31 4:40 a.m.] Brie: I just started 🙂 [2020-01-31 4:40...
As of 8am, it’s a great Monday
I slept well and woke up and refreshed chemically. Did some good web design yesterday, had some good corn to eat and I'm ready for the day. I accidentally washed all my laundry yesterday without using any soap and they appear pretty much identical to if I had. Interesting. It reminds me of when...
My day spent
Well it's 10:30 and I am appropriately tired. The last couple of days I haven't gotten to sleep till 1:00 a.m. but maybe that will be different tonight. It will certainly be different over the next few days since tomorrow morning I will use the last of my magical crystals. Possibly the last...
Officially a grumpy old man
Breathing new life yet again
Another day, another morning hit. Like the Jewish story of making 1 days worth of oil to last 8 days. Happy Hanukkah.
The last has been postponed
A morning blog and video about the last day and the last teeny bit left before cold turkey. Just like a high school essay, I got another extension.
Thursday. Desperate scrounging
A quick morning memory trip back to my earlier days as a user
6am Monday. Deep Dream Refectionn
A first thing in the morning review of my Mo day dreams without a bunch of drugs clouding my reality.
A good cry for no reason
A generally positive blog following spontaneous sadness from the night before.
Found a day late landscape video blog
A video dialry I don’t remember anything about.
Landscape video blog not found
Wild dreams and sleepy mornings.
Minimal rations Thursday
I woke up a little bit more tired than usual and used the last chunk so I could find various containers to get a little bit of a morning wake up. We'll see how the rest of the day goes. I checked my emails and my socials and made a few Snapchat scenes I could use for cow counting videos in the...
It’s about time to say it’s about time
A rerun of the kind of blog I post every time I’m on my last days of my drug supply.
club frogstar
Video promotion for the new community website.
The cat alarm
My morning started with purrs and pizza today. Big smiles.
Camel weather day.
A hot summer night where I distract myself away from negative thoughts by thinking about the negative thoughts of the world instead of just me.
I’m not perfect for the photoshoot
A long winded high as fuck blog post on 60mg of edibles.
The Meth World Bowl
Ideas for a meth competition. Probably in poor taste.
A nice glow
I hadn’t posted in a while so I made a new one.
Old person pain
Blog about my new pain. I whine too much
I love remembering wild dreams.
Thoughts about my dream and my morning wake up. Actually thoughts about my dream that was about my morning wake up.
Midweek update
A full blog of comments opinions and a recap of my good day.
Secret Life – A music video
A Suno song about living a secret life.
I’m doing that every hour wake up thing
I wasn't sure if I'm dealing up every hour or sleeping for only an hour between wake -,ups. I'd it the same thing? Either way it's an interesting way to sleep. It's frustrating but I do seem to hit rem sleep, so I feel like I had 8 individual deep sleeps. For the first portion of the night, I...
Revelations and reveals.
A revelation is a discovery with a new understanding. It frequently gets followed by several new understandings in a fast chain reaction. Figuring out one piece of the universal puzzle can lead to a series of new understandings in an exciting way. 7:36 pm as I write this on my phone but it won't...
What if.
I feel like I hurtled a number of obstacles in order to get to this place where I can talk a blog. I had an epiphany this evening during a audio hypnosis style. I have enjoyed hypnosis for as many years as I can remember. From the moment I discovered them and that not might have been as early as...
Was this self Sabotage ding.
A high stream of consciousness post.
Drug History on stage
An AI generated video of a blog post about my drug life choices.
Faceless Video Fad
Multiple useless videos created by free AI for fun and profit.
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