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70’s Variety Childhood
A text transcript of what was supposed to be an audio podcast with OrangeJeff and Pi.ai
Sessions with a bad AI Therapist
A session with my AI therapist Pi.ai where I talk about my life in the moment
Was this self Sabotage ding.
A high stream of consciousness post.
Crazy monolgue while tripping on Ketamine
It was recording audio, obviously. So, I've been taking these ketamine trips twice a week, once a week, twice a week, frequently, because I have some free academy. And although I can't describe the effects and tell you what it's like, it is making me see the world a...
Going Live on YouTube
I wanted to take just a second to blog about the fact that I went live on YouTube this morning while I fed the animals....
Day two. It doesn’t get easier..
Doing pretty much the same thing every day doesn't necessarily get easier. For someone with attention deficit disorder it can actually get more difficult because each day it becomes less interesting and the temptation to be creative and look for ways to make it fun...
Dave Alker – unfinished
my entire life starting at age 26 and say when a wise old giant widget salesman it wasn't until after his passing that someone pointed out he only ever wore that's blue pinstripe suit. never occurred to me that's what made him classy in my mind or at least wise. It's...
Various High Ramblings
Running gag. No, you're saying it wrong you have to say Zeppelin with the Canadian Zedd Idea for brother widow Would you trust m| in your s}ace? We have to be Tik talk fou# Famo{is bit drugs are as open as you're willing.
Make me a thousandaire
Idea. I would like to make $2000 a monh and not much more. I want to create a site to win the market. A site that is not on;y free, but BETTER than all those crap sites that don'y actually have real people or elegable. Site Idea: social network Craigslist JUST...
Aweome Trick.
I have been on the other sie of the door wondering; are you up? She makes a noise outside my door. I am startled, and involentarily yelp. I trait I learned from my father, sadly. Loud startles. Nobody wanted to go wake him up. She kniows I am awake, and about towrite....
Heard inside Second Life. Avatar Life
I’m glad I remembered the title because there was lemon cake and … well.. Lemon cake. The origin story of lemon cake for me, goes all the way back to when I never learned gradients. Lemon cake was always just awesome. Those that I might grade as very different...
Act Two. It’s really worth finding act one.
I grab a handful of Hershies kises from my salad bowl. I have admired that Hersheys kisses may be cute and addictive but I admire their shape because I bleieve it is engeniered to allow for a specific maximum per grab. I walk away with a serving size of chocolate. If...
I actually said these things
I've been happier than my norm of late, and I can blame the drugs if I choose, but the condition has made me write, blog and share more. These are some of the things I actually typed to people when I felt cheerful, not high... but was probably high. The setup. Second...
The Thursday Report
Point Forms I have been trying Craigs List. I stopped Second Life although if I am going to be awake tonight (wink) I may try again. I need a person to be my #1 in there. It's to boring alone in my current life state and mood. I like Second Life on E, but not alone....
The Secret Submissive
Details of my imagined life are real, or as real as any story being told as truth. There is a line in the very first Jurrasic Park by Jeff Goldbloom; "Life finds a way"... argh. Is it Life will find a way? In any case, it stuck with me that our bodies and minds are...
Can I be other people?
A telling remark from a friend about why she just didn't get why the idea of Second Life was so great. She said something like, "why not just do things in this life". She doesn't get it. That's fine. I didn't for a half dozen years either. Here is a statement I...
Am I wrong for liking things?
I watch the sketch on cbc's this hour has 22 minutes tonight about a woman who was the happiest woman in Canada. The sketch then went on to portray her as a complete lunatic It bothered me because for the first few examples of her happiness was in line with the way...
That moment when…
Since I switched to paying for Howard Stern legally and Satellite radio in the car instead of the pop top 40 station I was clinging to. I will probably always prefer the up beat rave style music I used to call, rave music or sometimes techno. I liked it and it was...
Storytime.
22 elders gather in the center of the village. They quiet everyone down and start off poorly by predicting nobody will believe it. Starting a sentence with you're not going to believe this is as bad as .. Beetlejuice is as bad as cans. Ding. Interesting. Whoa. Ding...
I’m going to try and say a lot tonight…
It's 6:06 on a Sumday. I did not leave the house. I think I showered Friday. I have been getting worse. I have been doing nothing without a little more of the stuff. I have been aware that at some point soon, the positives woud turn to the negatives, but when my...
Happy Thursday
There are several directions this story could go from that heading. I intended it, as I used it several times today, Thursday, November 23rd. In Canada, a Thursday. Well, I suppose it is a Thursday everywhere, or was... but in the United States [sic] it is...
You don’t stop the mountain climber on the way up.
I really am too tired tonight. I shouldnt be, but the back problem retrned. I wasnt surprised, since the last time the fall season brought me the back problem, it was also ecstast based... orso was my guilt based self diagnosis. This pst week I'd been popping capsules...
The Porn Stories
I'm not really a sexual person, and I'm a little upset about that. It hasn't been that bad really. I only really started thinking about it since I started doing more drugs, and hanging out in Second Life. Pre 50 Jeff was still struggling with the negative voice within...
Interaction is where you learn
These past few eeeks in Second Life have been interesting. I guess t be fair, they're always intetesting. pause. There is a group in Second life called "Get HIGH and Play Second Life". It is one of the first weed groups I joined. There arremany others, but I always...
August 15th 2017 Thought Stream Transcript
I just took a multiple toke dab in my new bong, but it had the opposite effect. I wanted a longer draw so I got a tall bong with all sorts of slow downs... percolators and some other term that escapes me now. A new concentrate with a horrible taste and not as high as...
Drama Monday
Today was a bad day. The third in a row. If we're counting, my hosting company has let my customers down four times. Four overnight downs. 2 fir mail, and twice for web but I only actually remember web once before. In any case, I've been caught using the same...
Omg 10 seconds later
Sorry. False alarm. Something shiny. Its been a cool idea all along. Ham I have always been the creator of stories as far back as my favourite family support stories I like to be reminded of, so I thank you. Flash. Every time I see Ham ding swear jar contribution sjc...
Orange Jeff Sticky
Hello. My name is Jeff. I like Orange. I'm currently quite high. I'd like to tell you my story. I am a 53 year old simgle, never married, great best friend. I am social, and confident in myself in some ways, but only newly. I know I am a great person. I've worked hard...