I try to not regret. That is why I hate making a choice
Living my entire existsnce as a resourceful child doing anything I possibly could to avoid being yelled at, lectured. Don’t interrupt, inconvenience or annoy Dad… Or anyone. Please don’t yell at me. I made a lot of those decisions I hate to make giving priority to ones where nobody will yell at me. I do… Read More »

I try to not regret. That is why I hate making a choice

Living my entire existsnce as a resourceful child doing anything I possibly could to avoid being yelled at, lectured. Don’t interrupt, inconvenience or annoy Dad… Or anyone.

Please don’t yell at me.

I made a lot of those decisions I hate to make giving priority to ones where nobody will yell at me.

I do a lot of annoying things every day simply by making decisions using a totally different unemotional understanding. I tell everyone not to rely on guessing how I react to everyday things you don’t knotice that cause me pain thinking you might yell at me if I bring home the wrong style or brand and it could occupy my distraction away from things I didn’t yet understand.

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