Yesterday included some extra activities including getting four of the yearling calf daughters into a tiny trailer and a 90 minutes ride to take them to the meat processing ranch, otherwise known as the slaughterhouse. Doug will return at some point in the future with packaged beef. We assume it's...
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Friday Report: I’m a music producer now
My Friday entry which signifies the last official day of me having any meth on hand. Starting tomorrow it’s scrounging day. Dirty pipes and floor shards.

Not really a short week but is already the weekend
Friday report on the state of my brain today. The state is assumed good until I hear otherwise or the universe throws a curve.

3:39am Shard Boofin’ Time
Photo from the bathroom where I shit out what I just finished pushing in.

The Drugs Lied to me
I could never trust the voice in my head where drugs are concerned. Tonight as I was preparing to settle down and rest for the evening, the voice inside my head suggested otherwise. "It's a long weekend and you don't have to work tomorrow", it said. "If you get high,...
Friday night in bed by 8pm
I probably won't get to sleep till after midnight but I rest. I had plans to go out tonight but instead spent my money on food a few other things. I'm on a tight budget this month trying to make all my payments without them slipping into next month which isn't as...

Feelings Friday
The plans for today are in flux. As I was turning the key to lock the back door, my phone rang. My co-worker informed me that our boss has tested positive for Covid-19 and I should not come in to work. My mind floods with different thoughts and possible futures....

Oh yeah… It’s Friday already
It's not like there is any real significance to weekends when you're at home 24/7. I still honour our cultural traditions and not get high till Friday. But I got high not remembering it was Friday. This week went by fast for me because I have important work, and I've...

The Friday Grab
Although I enjoy the drug chat rooms, they are probably bad for me. They keep me active and wanting to be high more, to belong and avoid any suspicion that I project on them. I'm not typical so I feel I might be feared as an under over. I say stupid things sometimes....

The Important Friday.
It turns out we do thank God it's Friday. Old English Frīgedæg ‘day of Frigga’, named after the Germanic goddess Frigga, wife of the supreme god Odin and goddess of married love; translation of late Latin Veneris dies ‘day of Venus’, Frigga being equated with the...

The Friday I was ignoring
I had a recnt Religious fight. Not really a fight. A comment attacked, and then they ran away. Too bad. THe Bible was probably less about lessons and more about communal analogies. I did a really nice video tonight 10pm. If I watched it I could...

Twelve O one. Officially Friday.
Since my room mate is moving her storage locker full of furnishings here on Sunday, she's making some noises in the other room past midnight, so I get to be active and loud for a little while longer. It's clear now I'll be up all night, although my sleep attempt felt...

Friday is a Monday. rabbit
It's December first. I didn't do November,.. I didn't even have a fajitas party. Only the second month I've !issued since I started. I really didn't go out much, and now as I therapy write at the speed of thought again, I'm getting worse. A lot of what I think these...