A blog biography of how I started out with a dream that just became reality for every human with a phone and I was OK with it being my life.
Mini Biography of how I got here
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To blog or not to blog.
Once again I contemplate the value of the blog in society and in my life. No decisions are made
Landscape video blog not found
Wild dreams and sleepy mornings.
Big idea. Multiple drafts.
An idea came to me, and I spent a day experimenting. I wonder whether I’ll care tomorrow.
Stage Blogs
A blog about some of the things I did this week using AI software. Always learning new things.
I’m streaking
Sunday reflections are mostly positive today.
The Neurodivergence of society.
A blog about the new “trend” of discovery. An ADHD world emerges from ignorance.
Obligation Thursday video blog
My Thursday morning video recapping my mood and the animal chores with a positive mood.
So much distraction completed
I want to start with WOW but it's not a very good literary way to begin a post. Still, when I explain some of the things I have accomplished overnight, WOW seems the best way. Starting last night, I began working on issues I've been troubled by, but have been ignoring...
Tuesday Morning Blog Video Extra
Continuing extra to the text blog. Moody Tuesday.
Snapchat informed me it’s Earth Day
Observing my usage habits.
Rejected YouTube page greeting video
One day I experimented with several types of video formats for my first impression video that would appear on my YouTube home page. This was not the one.
First of a few posts back to back
There are a couple of things that I would like to see improved that would help me in my daily blogging life. The Wordpress Company has put out an app called jetpack, which is a way of blogging from your phone. Unfortunately, everything is absolute trash at uploading...
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The night I did ketamine. Part 1
this is a video blog of my experiences the night I did ketamine.
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a blog of my writing being read as writing
One in 50 ideas blogged
I had a lot of perfect thoughts just now, and with each new realization, I felt a jolt of pleasure like a plinko game. High on edibles. 60mg I remember the rush that accompanies an active brain sparking new ideas or realizations. The joy in the moment one thought is...
Good idea I’ve decided I won’t do
Despite being aware that nobody is checking out this blog except Romanian botts and search engines, it still keeps me happy and gives me something to do each day instead of sitting around on my bed doing drugs like the stereotype junkie. I can tell myself it's a great...
Is 8pm considered Mid-Day on Fridays
I didn't actually wake up this morning and start working right away. More accurately, I turned the ceiling light on and started working right away. I didn't get to sleep last night although there's an hour in there around 5:00 a.m. that I might have rested. The weird...
Great way to start a day
The first of a few messages posted today. Hybrid vlogging where I type, talk and record.
For no reason I’ll admit to
It's Saturday at 4,:30am. I woke up slightly off my regular schedule and broke a streak of consistency. I'd had several weird dreams related to non existent web design projects that seemed complex and broken, so I almost call them nightmares. I had a bit of a hunger...
Last post for a crappy Wednesday
I'm posting this blog standing outside the chicken coop but 5:30 p.m. and it's still light enough to see. That's a good sign. Everything else about today didn't work out so well. Standing outside chicken coop because the pig woke up and he wants fat even though that...
The loop
I know I've talked about the loop before and honestly I know I've talked about a lot of different ones but this week I'm experiencing this week is the loop of doing the same thing over and over expecting different results where have I heard that before. I get high at...
Wednesday Edition
A rare video blog instead of typing.
Sad lack
My life here on the farm doesn't change much day today. I feed the animals, I sleep, I watch TV, and I saw problems for customers as they come up. It's not a lot to blog about and that kind of makes me sad. Oh well.
Even A.I. Hates my Rooster
This is pretty neat. I was offered a free trial of this Artificial Intelligence copywriting tool, and in the moment I couldn't think of any real practical use - so I entered two options. I hate my Rooster and Everybody hates Roosters. This is what it produced: Why I...
Not allowed to talk about it
I'm not supposed to use the word rats out loud in the backyard or in my blog. We don't talk about it. But I do see them. And one just ran by my feet just now which is the closest interaction I've had. At least they don't go for my ankles like ferrets do. I hate...
I tried something new today
Technically, I'm trying it right now. I bought some Walmart house brand fruit filled Apple cinnamon doesn't have a name beyond that made with real fruit wow ingredients apple and 40 other things. [video...
Lunch, Dinner, Breakfast, lunch
This was an experiment of the new feature called story post that I don’t think I’ll be using again
37 seconds in. Pausenblog. A made up word that has a feel to it
37 seconds later, I drifted to qyesy, saw a zeppelin and smiled. The story I want to share is huge, but I don't mind takinmg 54 myuears to tell it. ding memory: Always play a sport with somebody who plays better than you Jeff, or you can't learn an improve. ding....
Look, an idea out of my left back pocket.
yres? [00:53] Frogstar42 Loup: I have a new idea. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: Big Brother Home Game. I'll wear an anckle bracelet and le live streaming on the Internet 24/8 simulcast with ME, the real Jeff. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: I have 4 webcams on me 24/7. [00:54]...
The new daily.
I am a loyal man, for the simople reason I adapt to my now, and prefer never to change. I want to date. I can pretty much decide if I'm compatile with somebody in a very short time. When I clcik instead of clash #clickorclash I'm gentle and caring and absolutly no...
The nose whistler whistler.
rediet has treat me like im five, which i chuckle at and enjoy, but a treat me like im old is a slightly different humour... because were probably more self aware ifn what we lost than our baby self was self aware of how amazing it was to figure out how everything...
We’ll catch the next one
I opened the blogging portion just now, knowing full well that I'd already forgotten the thought that was important enought to write.... because it could be 20 years before I have gained enough fame to have a fan find these, review them and then start a business and...
Look, an idea out of my left back pocket.
yres? [00:53] Frogstar42 Loup: I have a new idea. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: Big Brother Home Game. I'll wear an anckle bracelet and le live streaming on the Internet 24/8 simulcast with ME, the real Jeff. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: I have 4 webcams on me 24/7. [00:54]...
And he was chanting; “Oh why did I think about not forgetting?” Fuck, are you kiddinge me?
Its so weird I can almost forget the awesome orgasm I... did I? If I don't confirm anything my shrodingers cum puddle is not in my orange cum wrag... and it is. We'll find out after these ... wtf? Oh, the tablet isn't pluggged in and it had video on pause. It's gonna...
Thi is my life now, until this is.
I laugh as I start to write. The piece is to start as a cometary that I am not only enjoying the improved perception of progress, from my bed... The King's home row and my computer...one symbolic row to my right. I leave this chess board. ding. Realization connection...
business idea.
an internet show hosted by richard christie and i ding hosted by me with guest anchor guest bing. word origin connetion. a lightbulb turned on and I saw e the thought apper in my universe biz. A show hosted by Orange Jeff who starts the show every day at 7 ding. THere...
What do you want m to tell you. This one didn’t have a title.
Talking to myself in text to another person who isn't there to listen but will come in and catch up every so often. In the Second Life universe, one can carry on several different storylines and be chatting with multiple partners, clients, dealers and lovers all at...
ACt Two. It’s really worth finding act one.
I grab a handful of Hershies kises from my salad bowl. I have admired that Hersheys kisses may be cute and addictive but I admire their shape because I bleieve it is engeniered to allow for a specific maximum per grab. I walk away with a serving size of chocolate. If...
I actually said these things
I've been happier than my norm of late, and I can blame the drugs if I choose, but the condition has made me write, blog and share more. These are some of the things I actually typed to people when I felt cheerful, not high... but was probably high. The setup. Second...
Done. Five strong brownie in one evening and I hardly show signs of intoxication.
I am a threshold stoner. My first does sets the bar and it fades down as time passes. It doesn't go back up, nor matter how muh I try, after the first hour, drugs are immu... I seem immune to drugs taking me higher. There ae exceptions, as with the Ketamine holesI've...
My secret blog is cursed and my universe advances me to the next level.
I have moved to using the Jetpack web site at Wordpress.com to write, rather tah the Wordpress of my web site directly. It is a trial NOW that I try, in search on a better NOW. The answer to life, the universe and everything truly is ASACI ASTERISK. $42. Anything and...
The nose whistler whistler.
rediet has treat me like im five, which i chuckle at and enjoy, but a treat me like im old is a slightly different humour... because were probably more self aware ifn what we lost than our baby self was self aware of how amazing it was to figure out how everything...
First Pausenblog of November.
A lot has happened in my life, Â and I suppose I chose to return to drugs. Â Visually I was able to see this time, Â how disruptive it is to my happy sober Monday to Saturday life. I have also returned to my alternate Universe where I get to be a whole new person, Â and...
Rapid Fire ideas
I've thought about these ideas at one time or another. Conversation starter cards to have in bars. Social Media specific to a local bar Sent Me Up. Â A dating service 100% done by a close friend. Second Life is going to be replaced, Â and sex might become mainstream....
My Drug Dealer Might be Placebo
There is a movie, Formula 44. I am about to spoil it for you, which is a shame because it's really worth watching. However, if you're an intelegent person, you probably figured it out from the title of this blog. Good for you. Sorry I spoiled it. In the movie, a new...
Things I didn’t blog
Every so often I hear a ping...or in this case, I heard a whistle that my body interpreted as the death beep. I hear many noises from my bed at 4am. I can mentally scan and pick some out. I remember the handsome blond Duke brother had to teach Smallvilles Clark Kent....
I foresee possible futures and the bad stories effected more than just me.
When I heard two voices outside my window at night, I created their story in my head, and these were scary people that tracked me down from the webcams that have my address and telephone number. I so much want to do the webcams but there are too many people who choose...
I’m going to try and say a lot tonight…
It's 6:06 on a Sumday. I did not leave the house. I think I showered Friday. I have been getting worse. I have been doing nothing without a little more of the stuff. I have been aware that at some point soon, the positives woud turn to the negatives, but when my...
Second Life looks different when you send your drone up into the air to take really wide angle pics.
I’ve met some nice whores in Second life, and they trade sex for drugs. This woman was not one of them. She seemed surprised when I decided to bail. I did steal an extra cup cake before I vanished.
Punchline it forward
The last thing I do when I've just written a post like that is click publish or update and view it. That is often the first tiume I see the post title since I wroye it. I chuckle inside at the realization that I didnt even tell the story about not talking about porn....
I’m in love with Katie Banks
Pausenblog. A German word I invented that refers to the way I often pause my video to blog about a thought, not always inspired by what I'm watching. Tonight is one of those rate occasions where I pause a porn. A new fresh porn that I love. Katie Banks. This will be...
r2–d2: Treehouse Point by (Alex Levine Photography) I don’tn’t have one in real life, but my Second Life avatar does.
Interaction is where you learn
These past few eeeks in Second Life have been interesting. I guess t be fair, they're always intetesting. pause. There is a group in Second life called "Get HIGH and Play Second Life". It is one of the first weed groups I joined. There arremany others, but I always...
Last Friday Night
I was going to start with the connection to the title of both this post, and a Katy Perry video. I have more memory of it than any other Katy video because it was a modern retelling of the core bible story, pretty girls get to go to the ball. I don't think I started...
Alone in the pause between your words.
The Reaization Lightbulbs Bumper sticker therapy A new universe is created with my first fan. The moment of confirmation. In that instant, my stories are out. My negative voice has come back. I lose my place, my thought and my joy. I take a hypnosis break. In Second...
Orange Jeff’s Turn.
I don't want to be dismissed as crazy, even when I do things that might be considered crazy. I am writing a second blog, a mere 2 minutes or less after ending the previous one, but that was Jeff, and this is supposedly written by Orange Jeff. It's going to be obvious...
Topic #16.. No, 17, no.. umm
I made the desion to write tonight. I have been neglecting it because I had some realizations come about and I was more self concious. I am actually progressing.. or at least coming closer than I have before. I may actually move forward this year. I feel the need to...
The Monday Report
It should come as no surpri-- I stop myself, because that is starting off on the negative assumption that I would fail. I did fail, but I should not have assumed it before the fact, because that kind of thinkiing is what allows failures to seem less severe. Past...
alishafox: I need a best friend to do drugs with. I’ve found a bunch of friends to get high with in Second Life online. A whole universe with less rules and judgment.Distance is irrelevant.
I don’t have a real life love life, so I get high and live in the world of Second Life.
Post Birthday Depression syndrome.
Ding. Right out of the gate, whoosh. The Zamboni of my mind is clearing the ice. What... Ding. Surprise check and I remember, but the guilt in my mind of ... There was a lot going on in my mind, but the closer I get to a reality the the more I tried to be more...
Checking out the dispensary in my Second Life neighbourhood.
Testing and setting up for my Second Life video blog.
Today I am Guilligan
That looks wrong. I always had problem with some things more than others. There were three words I could not pronounce because it took more than two tried and Ok. My level of high is Pause In the past, I have had a sudden spontaneous breakthrough and the...
Virtual World Phone Sex – Guide To The Second Life Femdom Mistresses
Virtual World Phone Sex - Guide To The Second Life Femdom Mistressessensualdommebrighton: I highly recommend virtual phone sex to anyone who doesn’t get regular real-world sex… or even those who do.  I love getting high as fuck and living in a fake universe.
Enough sleeping in the Alternate Universe.  I’m high as fuck, it’s 11pm - let’s wake up and live my Second Life… I’ve got all the fictional drugs in this universe.
Spent the day deleting all my old used drugs in Second Life. Accidentally deleted a few good items but that’s to be expected when you’re high.
Dear Diary
I think I'd like to read some of my early writings that are in my memory chest. I probably won't alone though. I had an offer from a young friend I abandoned because I got scared. She was homeless and really loved Ketamine. I also feared she was 18 or 19. Not the 23...
A little toke and coke in my alternate universe. Second Life drugs can be quite fun, and I love being the guy who has them all.
Oh shit, I totally forgot about the paranoia
I have been denying personality change as a side effect but just now, as I was contemplating the case the police are creating around me. First I realized I was too freely talking about my use of the dark web for drugs in public. I never offered to sell or supply but I...