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Second Life is an alternative online universe where people are free to create whatever environments where they live and work. Posts in this category mention Second Life in some way although the entire pot may not always be about my Second life character.
Second Life is an alternative online universe where people are free to create whatever environments where they live and work. Posts in this category mention Second Life in some way although the entire pot may not always be about my Second life character.
Alright, folks, gather around for a tale that's part "Black Mirror" and part "Weekend at Bernie's"! So, imagine this: you kick the bucket, lights out, game over, the whole nine yards. But instead of floating up to the pearly gates or taking the fiery elevator down below, you find yourself... booting up in Second Life!Now, for those of you who haven't logged in since 2008, Second Life is like The...
A remake of a famous classic beer commercial. It's called The Rant. I am Jeff and I don't actually speak French.
Our world is a hard thing to survive and it's easy to forget that a lot of people do not experience much of it the way we do. The social media is excellent at educating us all about social anxiety, the autism spectrum and new gender acceptance. We are all just trying to navigate through it all to find friends or lovers we can tolerate spending time with. It's hard for many people, myself...
Playing with new AI lipsync software to bring my alternate reality partner to life
I spent a lot of time in second life this weekend because I had Molly and since I don't have access to a real human to touch and cuddle, I settle for the artificial alternate universe that has voice but no touch or smell. Doesn't take too much to extend your beliefs into that universe even if the graphics are either crude in their motion. They make up for it in the quality of their graphics...
This is a gallery of some of my favorite pictures from the alternate universe known as Second Life. The original metaverse
In the past. I have always talked about each new move as a Chapter in my life story. I learn so many new things when I'm living in the house with other people. Now I think it might be time to modernize my terminology since so much about how we share our story is now multi media. I don't write chapters. I record 15 second updates, and old people complain about how fast the world is moving these...
Idea. I would like to make $2000 a monh and not much more. I want to create a site to win the market. A site that is not on;y free, but BETTER than all those crap sites that don'y actually have real people or elegable. Site Idea: social network Craigslist JUST for Toronto. Craigslist style personals lists in several categories. Personal ads or even personals pages and blogs. A social...
I'd like to think I could be honest again, because I think I'm worth a second look. I only feel this is true. When I'm high. I did a huge thing today. I just did it. I got high on a drug that isn't weed. Let me lead into that. I have a story. I'm an interesting thinker but drugs enabled me to think I could live without people. I became my worst enemy... Alone Jeff. I only react. I have modeled...
Sometimes I amaze myself with what I'm willing to do to appease others. In this case, it's as much appeasing myself I suppose. I'm mixing up emotions in my head. This week I happened to acquire $100 in cash. This is money that rightfully should be dedicated to paying down my overdraft and covering bills. More specifically, this money was given to pay half of my monthly car insurance bill. It's...
I finished it. Back to normal. Normal-ish. Today was a good day, despite a constant upping. A lot. It's 8pm and I am high on weed, I feel tired but my heart is racing. I did a lot on two weeks. I'm hoping my math is wrong and it was three weeks. In truth I've been bringing on drugs for a while. A long binge. It will be tough to quit and a while to recover and be as good as it was in June....
There is a moment in the life of any substance users life, when they remember a better life. No. I already changed my mind. I won't speak for them. I am always comparing myself in a quest to be more normal. It leaves me in a never-ending quest to change. My role model is absolutely everyone else. I think that may be more common than... Change. I can speak for me. I have a loop. A save point in...
I convinced myself a little meth might allow me a Bing and productive weekend, but the truth is, my regular drug free life now is very happy and productive. More than it ever has been. My little meth turned into a full on binge Thursday. Finally fell asleep Sunday at 6pm with the help of a sleep aid. It's Monday today and I'm in full hangover mode, so naturally I boosted to be ready for a...
Was today. I've been there. I've even worked there. Fell in love and creayyedca home life for myself, which I ruined. I've learned a lot. You're dead now. Stop talking about the universe and create it. Some people rollplay the had memories and some will make new memories. I am a universe. A finite universe 100% created by the experiences gathered from my senses since month 4. Movie. Starts...
I heard a distinct Bing sound and that was the first time I was aware of anything. Everything was black and I couldn't really feel inside myself. It's a hard to describe a concept unknown to anyone. If a blind person asked you what blue was you would describe things that were blue, which would be useless. I just was. A thought hearing a ding. Attention. Attention. I'm Doctor Phillips and I have...
I'll see how far I get. Hi. I'm orange Jeff. It's a Wednesday and I've snorted enough meth to keep me up till who knows when if I really pushed it. It's an old story, I told over a year and a half ago. My problem is the story is from this week. Twho days before I have to be a weekend employee of respect at a convention where I work the info desk. I am predicting a fail at this point, with...
I think I'm ready to go home now. Before the literal fireworks might begin. I don't want to be carrying a tray full of beers when those bangs take me off guard. The above two sentences were here when I opened up the blog. They're from Sunday. Tonight I wanted to blog an idea for an app. A lot of other social media share apps use the word story to create a blog... Oh wait ...
I didn't blog from my subway ride for a couple of trips because my timing was off and the ride was busy. Toronto transit is great but it's better when you're not riding at the same time as all the other passengers. School rush hour is earlier than business rush hour and retail rush hour. I don't know if they staggered it for transit on purpose or for other logistical reasons but it creates a...
I'm feeling great. I've still got a few issues, but the drug changes have settled. Ironically, I just got a call that I can order from a third option. Good old Apotex, which is the biggest Canadian generic drug manufactuer. I still liked the first generic brand, but hated the second. This brand has two side effects. (1) It's time release is more gradual, which is probably better, but I got used...
Chapter one. Once upon a time. In a small town just north of Thunder Bay there was an old fairy tale that has been told for generations about the story of the town's clocktower. It stood at the base of the main street and was older than photography so nobody really knows. Experts have studied its architecture but it remains unique in this world. Its most unusual feature is that instead of having...
Life Stream BloggingThis is a first. I am live streaming my blog in two universes simultaneously. I have spent the time since 4:20 today setting this up. It took a little while extra because I toked on my new wax vaporizer pen. I still say it should have a U in Canada but it seems they don't want to create two boxes. Then I set out in my new Pot Bar in the alternate universe known as Second...
I'm just the right amount of the high to blog, and 9:36pm on a Thursday. I am doing my best not to panic, and not to freak out, because I feel a failure cominhg on, and I'm not sure what to do about it. Noteable this week. Phyciatrist on Monday. Weird. Not easy. Unfocused and starting over, biut still good. Still value. Still nopt guilty enough to quit. I am almost a hermit man and almost a...
A vlogging community and studio. helpinhg each other do shows for themselves or profit orange shirt tv pst it notes for meetups. the wall at the grocery store community web design. sl and rl
Each time I say I feel close... like this could be the one that works. The one that happens. Each time, I wake up the next day like it never happened. Each time, I do get closer, but a think slice of progress, almost impossible to notice. Except on weed. Every day, I create a new onsticle to that progress and crushes my joy by whatever means possible to lessen my confidence and choice. I have no...
Old post - Out of date sequence I'm torn between two topics to write about tonight. The four women in my life. One, currently living with me while she comes to grips with her new reality and admits she needs help. Like decison making for you kind of sick help. However, as of today, I am her caregiver, like ... wow. I will admit what I was about to type before I stopped. ...like a philipino....
Bad me. It's been 6 minutes since I typed that, and then lay down staring up. This is the progression. Or as far as I can get. Having insomnia issue that kept me up, despite tired. Sitting pondering. I lay in the pretending to sleep mode but at a time in the evening, I give up. It is my way to avoid. It has been my way. Ponder 1. The weed I bought is strong indica and the new dab...
The things I have done in the alternate universe either alone, or with a companion. [useyourdrive dir="19p_ky9Ugal1s23kPzRtTF4FC9nY8HHOX" mode="gallery" viewrole="guest" downloadrole="all" ]
My idea for the moment. Everyone needs a good community. A group of friends to share ideas and do stuff with. People who care about you and keep you distracted and fun on a lonely evening. Everyone, but specially awkward singles of any age. I propose an online community idea that could be done easily and cheaply but benefit a whole lot of people. This proposal was written on weed with...
It's a week and a bit since I started the new perscription from my phyciatrist. I didn't really ask for the drugs, although that was my intent for the last three years. The whole story stems from me wanting to see if amphedimine based medication would work for me, because my A.DD has gotten more noticiable since I started evaluation my life when I had to live on my own for the first time. I...
A lot has happened in my life, and I suppose I chose to return to drugs. Visually I was able to see this time, how disruptive it is to my happy sober Monday to Saturday life. I have also returned to my alternate Universe where I get to be a whole new person, and I've chosen High Jeff to be open and free about being super high both as I enter that universe, and also Orange Jeff as I am known...
37 seconds later, I drifted to qyesy, saw a zeppelin and smiled. The story I want to share is huge, but I don't mind takinmg 54 myuears to tell it. ding memory: Always play a sport with somebody who plays better than you Jeff, or you can't learn an improve. ding. What if --- No. I'll not bring some scenarios into my narrative. I remember a time, when I was living in an enviornmenty that had --...
Somethig that frustrates me in this new connected world is that we can see tonnes of cool people but they're not in my city. Any future for me is digital and virtual. I've never had great success with online friends. They last till they don't. I suppose I could look for -- I digress. Wouldn't it be cool if there were a quality luxury nightclub / dance club that everyone could go to at the same...
I have been on the other sie of the door wondering; are you up? She makes a noise outside my door. I am startled, and involentarily yelp. I trait I learned from my father, sadly. Loud startles. Nobody wanted to go wake him up. She kniows I am awake, and about towrite. I feel down. Up and down. I thinkI wrote some awesome stuff this pasy weekend, as well as the video. I am on a high of hope. Can...
Second Life Story. I wished this and I am now a real sick person about to die. I am now living in this universe with this awareness. I have chosen to live in this linden home for 24 hours. Sirens. Maybe not. I like it. The big brother parody home game. It's you alone. Hi. This one is me alone. I think it's right there for some people. She laughs because she's not sure if he's joking, or really...
My first time trying distraction-free writing in Wordpress. I am surprised it's not full screen... it's a popup that is actually quite distracting because of the DIVI interface behind shows in the corners with blue and green and purp[le squares. Distraction free also means feature-free. I'm dumping this experiment. It is however not lost on me that distraction-free writing mode is...
About NetBound idea. switch all customers to 2 dollar plan and sell people as your guy, for life...ish #ish It's my favourite word that I made up. The Orange Shirt Team. Each one representing the I. Commercial: Hey Jan, do you know anything about Viruses? What the Fuck Marsha? What are you talki-- No. Computer stuff idiot. The virus episode is season 3. Nooooo. I hardly use it. We got a guy....
4 am on a Saturday, the regular crowd pouring in. Yes. I finally fit it in its slot. It's been out of sync. I do not pull that rope and ring that loud bell every time a puzzle piece fits. It just means the next sign will appear like a Pez. If my life were a tv movie, it'd have certain signs, and why am I married to Minuette? .... Today I learned the feds shut down some of the sex worker...
As an experiment, I am going to use this prime moment where judgement is imparred, and that inner voice that exists to say no and stop me from doing the things I wish I could. I'm going to stream a long winded post here in this block with no promotion and see. Observe. I'm Orange Jeff, and this is an orange shirt blog. When you write, or make videos or sing, but you don't share, then...
I can do that... Really I can. I just can't do that high, is what I really mean. However, if you ask me twice, I might confess that I just hate doing stuff... no, wait. Oh High Hi... I didn't see you come in. pause. Do I really want to go down this road? It's only day two and already I am starting out with a play? A script. Well. It was fun, wasn't it? Yes. Then... why not. You like...
I've been doing much thinking trying to decide the best format for my blog which includes video segments and type of segments. Today's experiment is actually the Google Voice keyboard. This entire blog with the exception of some minor Corrections was entered was entered with my my voi. New light I was about to set up Second Life to have orange jet character live review the the the New...
I opened the blogging portion just now, knowing full well that I'd already forgotten the thought that was important enought to write.... because it could be 20 years before I have gained enough fame to have a fan find these, review them and then start a business and make a zillion dollars.. We'll be up to zillion by then I am sure. It might be less. Maybe 17 years if I died in 5. I think about...
yres? [00:53] Frogstar42 Loup: I have a new idea. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: Big Brother Home Game. I'll wear an anckle bracelet and le live streaming on the Internet 24/8 simulcast with ME, the real Jeff. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: I have 4 webcams on me 24/7. [00:54] Paige Copeland: wait WTF [00:55] Paige Copeland: why do you wear an ankle bracelet? [00:55] Frogstar42 Loup: Sitting on my interview...
I’m glad I remembered the title because there was lemon cake and … well.. Lemon cake. The origin story of lemon cake for me, goes all the way back to when I never learned gradients. Lemon cake was always just awesome. Those that I might grade as very different qualities today were ignored as a young child not having a lot of conversations with my parents. My Mom did make a special lemon pound...
You may not know the Beaver. You have heard something about it. That was the one with Mel Gibson's comeback wasn't it? The Beaver was about a man whi fiund his way back yo sanity by talking through a puppey. Sound like anyone? It is 2am. I successfully talked my way of of doing a thing I think I want till I do it.
rediet has treat me like im five, which i chuckle at and enjoy, but a treat me like im old is a slightly different humour... because were probably more self aware ifn what we lost than our baby self was self aware of how amazing it was to figure out how everything woked silently without understnding ... why amd whay am I in text html mode. whoops. attractive fontt is soothing. interesting IN...
I am a loyal man, for the simople reason I adapt to my now, and prefer never to change. I want to date. I can pretty much decide if I'm compatile with somebody in a very short time. When I clcik instead of clash #clickorclash I'm gentle and caring and absolutly no concept of how annoying I might be because I still obcess a lot and ... Errr... I mean, Ihave a weakness in my mental state, that I...
I grab a handful of Hershies kises from my salad bowl. I have admired that Hersheys kisses may be cute and addictive but I admire their shape because I bleieve it is engeniered to allow for a specific maximum per grab. I walk away with a serving size of chocolate. If they were any other shape, I'd have to self discipline my portions. I always ate Dad's shortbread chocolate chip cookies. Item #3...
yres? [00:53] Frogstar42 Loup: I have a new idea. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: Big Brother Home Game. I'll wear an anckle bracelet and le live streaming on the Internet 24/8 simulcast with ME, the real Jeff. [00:54] Frogstar42 Loup: I have 4 webcams on me 24/7. [00:54] Paige Copeland: wait WTF [00:55] Paige Copeland: why do you wear an ankle bracelet? [00:55] Frogstar42 Loup: Sitting on my interview...
I opened the blogging portion just now, knowing full well that I'd already forgotten the thought that was important enought to write.... because it could be 20 years before I have gained enough fame to have a fan find these, review them and then start a business and make a zillion dollars.. We'll be up to zillion by then I am sure. It might be less. Maybe 17 years if I died in 5. I think about...
Its so weird I can almost forget the awesome orgasm I... did I? If I don't confirm anything my shrodingers cum puddle is not in my orange cum wrag... and it is. We'll find out after these ... wtf? Oh, the tablet isn't pluggged in and it had video on pause. It's gonna shut down... I reach for thecable which is the white one that isn't a genuine Samsung, and doesn't have the hamburger. Yeah, now...
I laugh as I start to write. The piece is to start as a cometary that I am not only enjoying the improved perception of progress, from my bed... The King's home row and my computer...one symbolic row to my right. I leave this chess board. ding. Realization connection as I was typing at the speed of thought. I am symbolicly now standing in a void. Even with the light of the single bulb, I...
an internet show hosted by richard christie and i ding hosted by me with guest anchor guest bing. word origin connetion. a lightbulb turned on and I saw e the thought apper in my universe biz. A show hosted by Orange Jeff who starts the show every day at 7 ding. THere it is. I give in to the addiction as it evolves. The excuse could be my answer, and as a n... I am g.... In 2018, a number of...
Talking to myself in text to another person who isn't there to listen but will come in and catch up every so often. In the Second Life universe, one can carry on several different storylines and be chatting with multiple partners, clients, dealers and lovers all at the same time. It's kind of like overseas tech support. Janice says she's dealing with you right now, and her call center is in New...
I grab a handful of Hershies kises from my salad bowl. I have admired that Hersheys kisses may be cute and addictive but I admire their shape because I bleieve it is engeniered to allow for a specific maximum per grab. I walk away with a serving size of chocolate. If they were any other shape, I'd have to self discipline my portions. I always ate Dad's shortbread chocolate chip cookies. Item #3...
I've been happier than my norm of late, and I can blame the drugs if I choose, but the condition has made me write, blog and share more. These are some of the things I actually typed to people when I felt cheerful, not high... but was probably high. The setup. Second life. Found the contact in my wallet of a really cute readhead and her profile and pic were friendly and nice. I scanned her...
I've been happier than my norm of late, and I can blame the drugs if I choose, but the condition has made me write, blog and share more. These are some of the things I actually typed to people when I felt cheerful, not high... but was probably high. The setup. Second life. Found the contact in my wallet of a really cute readhead and her profile and pic were friendly and nice. I scanned her...
I am a threshold stoner. My first does sets the bar and it fades down as time passes. It doesn't go back up, nor matter how muh I try, after the first hour, drugs are immu... I seem immune to drugs taking me higher. There ae exceptions, as with the Ketamine holesI've visited with my last drug delivery. Its a weird high I don't enjoy, except to be a change every so often. I uit no drugs I've...
I have moved to using the Jetpack web site at Wordpress.com to write, rather tah the Wordpress of my web site directly. It is a trial NOW that I try, in search on a better NOW. The answer to life, the universe and everything truly is ASACI ASTERISK. $42. Anything and everything, defined and or otherwise beyong imagination. We are the authours and librarians of our universe and the sooner you...
rediet has treat me like im five, which i chuckle at and enjoy, but a treat me like im old is a slightly different humour... because were probably more self aware ifn what we lost than our baby self was self aware of how amazing it was to figure out how everything woked silently without understnding ... why amd whay am I in text html mode. whoops. attractive fontt is soothing. interesting IN...
The New Daily Orange report.
Orange doesn’t choose a side
BAM… Except in Canada, it’s socialist. Whoops. That might be a problem. Orange may have just trumpoed to the top of the list of reasons it might not be the best path forward.
No. I refuse. ding. Whoops. I am sorry my President, I’m in the wrong room. My apologies.
You’re Orange Jeff? Cool. I use a lot of your submissions. Thnaks. The 137 year plan is going well, yes?
A lot has happened in my life, and I suppose I chose to return to drugs. Visually I was able to see this time, how disruptive it is to my happy sober Monday to Saturday life. I have also returned to my alternate Universe where I get to be a whole new person, and I've chosen High Jeff to be open and free about being super high both as I enter that universe, and also Orange Jeff as I am known...
There is a movie, Formula 44. I am about to spoil it for you, which is a shame because it's really worth watching. However, if you're an intelegent person, you probably figured it out from the title of this blog. Good for you. Sorry I spoiled it. In the movie, a new drug hits the streets, and it does absolutly nothing. Zero, Zilch. That's the surprise ending youre not supposed to know. It's...
I've thought about these ideas at one time or another. Conversation starter cards to have in bars. Social Media specific to a local bar Sent Me Up. A dating service 100% done by a close friend. Second Life is going to be replaced, and sex might become mainstream. Second Life is like Westwirld except with 2016 graphics, and everyone is a real person. I believe there is a huge market to sell...
When I heard two voices outside my window at night, I created their story in my head, and these were scary people that tracked me down from the webcams that have my address and telephone number. I so much want to do the webcams but there are too many people who choose to be anti fan in unexplained defiance. Ding. What if everyone eventually figures out the answer to their life. As they...
Every so often I hear a ping...or in this case, I heard a whistle that my body interpreted as the death beep. I hear many noises from my bed at 4am. I can mentally scan and pick some out. I remember the handsome blond Duke brother had to teach Smallvilles Clark Kent. I had a recent dream that sound was also a solid but the vibrations . Humans and animals all hear a different range but there is...