depression

Monday

Monday

I ran out of supply last week, but that statement is seldom 100% true. Today at 144pm I had been sleeping on and off for most of Sunday and today. I get depressed over being depressed. I want to sleep but it's not an image I'm proud of. I have no offline friends here...

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As I lay

As I lay

It's 3:14 as I start to write this. Pie time. Earlier today I ate a fridge cold apple "pie" from McDonald's. It's not really a pie at all, but it did contain what appears and tastes like Apple in a hand holdable shape. They call it a pie. It's Monday. Sometime in...

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To pivot or not to pivot

To pivot or not to pivot

I'm having one of those moments in life where I have to make a decision, or not. I have a lot of these moments and they go by without a blog post because I stall long enough that the decision is made for me. That will probably happen today as well, but before that, I...

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Idle Saturday

Idle Saturday

Well, today was not the recessed day I was hoping for. I slept all of Friday. I slept some of today. Tv Tols little interest and I'm itchy everywhere. My arms and other parts are red and pimply from the scratching. I'm pretty depressed. I'm failing on several levels...

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Sad Thursday

Sad Thursday

I think I'm watching a romantic comedy but I'm not quite sure. It's a NetFlix film. It hasn't made me cry yet, but I was halfway there before I started anyway. It's a Thursday. It's a weird week. I've been down more than usual because I'm not used to the poverty...

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