It's 5:17am and I'm up smelling that horrible coffee smell, possibly for the last time. The final full day in Ontario, quite possibly forever. There were a few last-minute offers to stay but they were really more idealistic procrastination stalls. I forced the play and although I'm not ready on a...
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It's 11:22 on a bad day. A Friday. So bad, I can't seem to be able to write about it. My brain would rather you not make this into a story, and just let me forget the bad stuff. I lied today, and confessed to being worse than I think I am, and blamed addiction withdrawal as a reason to cancel...

Episodic journal turned blog
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January 20th, 2013. 11:04am on a Sunday, and I’m listening to z103.5. My choice for pop music for decades. I am high on a tiny amount of THC, less than the size of a pea. One poor inhale. Enough for a good release, and some writing, at my desktop, not bed-side. Katy...

Almost49- stoner journal.
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Oh no, they want something and they think if I’m even higher, I might chage, and reveal something new. I bonged a good one, and am battling YES vs the no that says it’ll smell and you won’t be able to tend to emergemcies They’re weaker when I’m already stoned. I get...