It's 6:08am and I made a very quiet snap as I closed my bedside wYet bottle after my morning pill. Coincidence or not, it triggered the chain reaction that would begin the morning routine. A light rustling of the metal cage one floor directly above my head. There was no stopping it now. The first...
I woke up. I blogged. I ate chocolate. I started my day.
It's 6:30am on Thursday February 8th. I have one cookie left. 3 pieces of chocolate, two swigs of Orange Crush, three bagels and just enough of my drug to ration out the day. I'll be out of most before my 8am chores and everything by the time my afternoon duties are...
My end of day summary is positive.
The first of a few messages posted today. Hybrid vlogging where I type, talk and record.
I slept well, and woke up refreshed. Almost instantly, I reached for my last piece of chocolate and the meth bong to start my day. I don't have guilt or regrets about this anymore. At this moment in time, I am ok with identifying as a daily meth user... At least to...
It made sense to actually nest the blogs written on the same day. They're one continuous story in a way, at least today - and some other days. I notice my blogs have gotten a bit better. I'm no longer doing in those crazy highs that made me type so fast and furious...
Point Forms I have been trying Craigs List. I stopped Second Life although if I am going to be awake tonight (wink) I may try again. I need a person to be my #1 in there. It's to boring alone in my current life state and mood. I like Second Life on E, but not alone....
There are several directions this story could go from that heading. I intended it, as I used it several times today, Thursday, November 23rd. In Canada, a Thursday. Well, I suppose it is a Thursday everywhere, or was... but in the United States [sic] it is...
This was written Thursday and not saved. I had completed a great Monday of work and happiness and a good Tuesday and productive Wednesday which ended seeing my friend and being socially active. Thursday night, after almost feeling better from my two week flu-like...