I'm not sorry. I do not regret today's desision... But of course, I'd say that now, still under the influence of a euphoria I previous denied. I am euphoric and creative and excited. I have been writing all night. My normal behaviour was to take some MDMA and try to find somebody to help me with...
I like the idea that I invented a word, but even more that I invented it in German, a language of my people, that I do not speak. We didn't talk much about my father's people. I was raised British on my Mother's side. Our town was British. It's less British now. Over the years the community...
Things always change when the THC hits. I had to turn off Deception for being to complex and/or emotional. Luvkily I have another cheap sitcom to watch. Now suddenly I'm sleepy. Are you kidding? I wason a fair portion of stay awake till Thursday night drugs and one...
I've thought about these ideas at one time or another. Conversation starter cards to have in bars. Social Media specific to a local bar Set Me Up. Â A dating service 100% done by a close friend. Second Life is going to be replaced, Â and sex might become mainstream....
It's 6:06 on a Sumday. I did not leave the house. I think I showered Friday. I have been getting worse. I have been doing nothing without a little more of the stuff. I have been aware that at some point soon, the positives woud turn to the negatives, but when my...
Pausenblog. A German word I invented that refers to the way I often pause my video to blog about a thought, not always inspired by what I'm watching. Tonight is one of those rate occasions where I pause a porn. A new fresh porn that I love. Katie Banks. This will be...
These past few eeeks in Second Life have been interesting. I guess t be fair, they're always intetesting. pause. There is a group in Second life called "Get HIGH and Play Second Life". It is one of the first weed groups I joined. There arremany others, but I always...
The Reaization Lightbulbs Bumper sticker therapy A new universe is created with my first fan. The moment of confirmation. In that instant, my stories are out. My negative voice has come back. I lose my place, my thought and my joy. I take a hypnosis break. In Second...
alishafox: I need a best friend to do drugs with. I’ve found a bunch of friends to get high with in Second Life online. A whole universe with less rules and judgment.Distance is irrelevant.
I EXPERIENCED A REALLY COL lkjlkkk i hhhhh wow. Â it was a hard habbit to break. i exerienced a hell. it was the most awesome experience of my life. the terror of a hell. i just want to hit a key. the difference between existance or not is not just yes or no. the...
I have been a fan of time travel as long as I can remember, perhaps back to the 1700s. I've read a lot of time travel stories, and watched all the time travel series and movies. I can't get enough, because I love examining the way the world could be. This fall TV...
Plan. Cop knows what youre doing is wrong, they look the other way for income. He takes a scim. So easy. Manageable risk, especially if they all cover for each other. Cop mafia. All cops are, until they screw up and have to come cl;eran as an iscolated incident with a...
