Drug Video

I’m still working on more closely defining the videos that are of drug use, drug memes, or just general videos. Most of the ones in this category are drug-related

Drug Video

April 14th thoughts

April 14 morning thought and clouds

I’m still working on more closely defining the videos that are of drug use, drug memes, or just general videos. Most of the ones in this category are drug-related

Extras Dumping

Extras Dumping

These are a bunch of posts and videos that didn’t get their own blog post this week. Some were too big to upload and some were just self explanatory and didn’t justify a separate post. It is my new idea. The dumping ground for abandoned OrangeJeff content.

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Pondering Life and Fridays

Pondering Life and Fridays

The concept of Friday has been bred into us over years as being the beginning of a weekend. The start of our combined relaxation and freedom. Of course when you don't celebrate weekends and your days are all the same Friday's seem less significant and yet in our minds there is still something about the day that indicates the end of the work week, even if your work days are identical. I have made...

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Shardi Bardfast

Shardi Bardfast

I created a second Snapchat account for a user with a more meth related name. My plan was to allow myself to post some meth content more publically to find an audience that didn't know about me. I was thinking I could post anything that used a Snapchat filter instead of my true face would be safe, but even though I chose an email address I knew none of my contacts would have, it still loaded my...

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I think of ideas or the ending to sentences but by the time I’m typing them I no longer have confidence so I either end abruptly, change the subject, or stop blogging mid sentence. 

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Post farm feed post about posting

Post farm feed post about posting

I was finishing up feeding the animals, filled with excitement to come back inside and start a new blog entry. The previous blog which I had written just before leaving to feed the animals was ironically about me feeling need to need to blog more often. Well fuck it. I'm going to blog more often anyway. My initial plan was to start talking about the meth chat series that I created years ago and...

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This Phase.

This Phase.

Just now I remembered something. I've been here before, and by here I mean this phase of being a daily user. I remember it's happened similarly before. I'm not sure when, or how often I have repeated this part of the drug user loop. I felt good and more confident and I started reflecting on...

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Two minutes to midnight

Two minutes to midnight

Still technically Monday and I haven't fallen asleep yet. I've been playing with noses instead of creating anything or making new videos. I should be tired. I haven't smoked anything since 3 or 4:00 p.m. and I was doing pretty well at regulating her fairly normal sleep cycle. I made a lot of errors today both in speech and memory and just in general doing clumsy things which didn't occur to me...

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I make a lot of videos

I make a lot of videos

I try not to think too hard about the fact that my life is now much fuller. I'm busy from morning till night most days. I do my farm chores and talk to the camera. Those videos and clips are then thrown together with very little effort and some helpful apps and shared on YouTube with select copies shared with Instagram, TikTok, Snapchat and Facebook. I am obsessed with making videos and there...

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My Drug Questions Answered (Part 1)

My Drug Questions Answered (Part 1)

I share my private videos in public because if they were only shared in private then nobody would see them but me. Although I do enjoy making these videos and probably would anyway it is nice to share them and get praise occasionally. I do get questions occasionally. I'm going to try and answer some of them here. Q: You blow quite a lot of clouds in your videos. Are they all from one session? A:...

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Best Friday night in a long time.

Best Friday night in a long time.

One of the things that I seek out but don't really seek out is friendship. I want it and might even go as far as to say crave it but I don't really do much to actually find it. This should come as no surprise since I do very little to do or complete any goal. I'd go as far to say I'm afraid of goals because success means more effort and I've modeled my personality and lifestyle over contentment...

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Friday Recap

Friday Recap

If I talk too much on my phone in the morning and try and upload it from the phone to the blog, it's too big. There's a very specific size limitation of my wordpress site without having to go to an FTP, which I don't want to. I could, of course, upload it to my Google drive and then use an app to display things from my Google Drive. I just thought about now I can also upload it to youtube if it...

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Maybe it is a morning race

Maybe it is a morning race

I woke up from a particularly good dream this morning by a dog bark. One single dog bark. It was eventually followed by a second Park and the third but spanned out over time. One bark every 30 seconds or so seems to be more efficient at waking humans than a flurry of barks. They seem to have learned this only recently. It was the same when I lived in niagara. You could ignore a flurry of barks...

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Inspiration from routine.

Inspiration from routine.

In recent days I have made some inspiring quotes to other people, in messages and comments. Today, as I woke up at 6am from a kickass awesome dream ready to start my day, it suddenly occurred to me that I have inspired myself as well. Sometimes, curly sans serif text over a JPEG background with a single line comment makes sense. Life can't always be dimmed up by a Facebook posting, but it...

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My new morning routish(ish)

My new morning routish(ish)

This is a video I created this morning and. oddly, I did it in Snapchat and I think I turned on a couple of filters I didn’t expect, so it’s got a super zoomed face but apart from that it is my. it is my morning video blog, attempting to keep the routine up..

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Don’t Call me a Crackhead (Original Music Video)

Don’t Call me a Crackhead (Original Music Video)

Even though this video wasn't technically written by me, I'm very proud of it because it was my idea and guidance that I co-wrote with the kickass awesome and free AI song creation too. It created the lyrics, aND i ADJUSTED THEM A COUPLE OF TIMES. iT CREATED THE MUSIC AND i MADE THE VIDEO. iT TOOK LESS TIME THAN MOST OF MY METH VIDEOS. Despite my pride, I don't share it publicly because it's...

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YouTube and me.

YouTube and me.

I knew eventually my worlds were going to collide and people would find out about the drug side of me that has crossed the line for most people. Heroin and meth seem to be the drugs that scare people more than the others. They'll still be friends with you if you smoke weed or you do some coke in the bathroom at the strip club but if they find out you smoke meth or do heroin, they tend to stop...

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Daily use. Morning routine

Daily use. Morning routine

I woke up at around 2am and 4am, both of which are pretty standard times my body seems to like for a late night pee break. This time, I convinced myself to go back to sleep instead. When I woke up a third time and discovered it was 6am, I was actually surprised. 6am is the beginning of my window of wake up. I stood up, took my morning pill, ate a piece of orange flavored chocolate, had my pee...

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A slide show from TikTok

A slide show from TikTok

I don't use TikTok to create many of my video because Snapchat is faster and easier, and because I can't display drug content on TikTok. EVery now and then I discover some cool effects though, like these slide show filters.  

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Addicted to posting

Creative SPUN art

I like this weird one. I should probably have played a little bit more with exposure and positioning but it was almost 5:00 a.m. and I'd spent far too much time on this concept.

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Today’s fun

Today’s fun

When I was in high school I really liked photography. As yearbook photographer, it allowed me to interact with people in ways I wouldn't normally be capable of. I had my own dark room and enjoyed the creativity of not only taking photos, but making them interesting in some way afterwards. Of course this was all before the internet came along and long before digital photography took over. I...

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One in 50 ideas blogged

One in 50 ideas blogged

I had a lot of perfect thoughts just now, and with each new realization, I felt a jolt of pleasure like a plinko game. High on edibles. 60mg I remember the rush that accompanies an active brain sparking new ideas or realizations. The joy in the moment one thought is understood. I enjoy each and every moment of understanding for anything and everything. I like to understand things. I was higher...

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Video

Video

I like my videos to have a variety of styles and concepts and processes, so this particular one was just another experiment with using some of the newer software that's designed to make instruction videos for me. It's just a generic voice and a generic avatar in front of video.

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Wednesday Number two

Wednesday Number two

It turns out today was Wednesday all day long Even though I made a couple videos and posted them yesterday labeled Wednesday. So I was a day ahead. Maybe I posted them after midnight. It's 12:42 a.m. on Thursday now so we're all caught up

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Too many videos

Too many videos

I held off for a while. Traditionally when I smoke some meth, one of my primary activities is to play on my phone or on my computer and record video of me blowing clouds and then edit the video into short musical clips that I can share on my Instagram site or this website. The end result is that my video library is filled with clips and videos of me smoking. A lot. Too many. It really isn't a...

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  • Yes and. Yes And

    Yes and. Yes And

    Knock knock I say out loud. Who is there, I answer with odd curiosity as to why we are narrating …
  • Confessing it’s not the flu

    Confessing it’s not the flu

    I was thinking, rehab is like Bankrupcy. It’s a moment in time where you get to admit you fucked up, …
  • Time travel used to exist.

    Time travel used to exist.

    I just watched the latest and perhaps last Ryan Reynolds film; the Adam project. I am a fan of time …
  • Accessorize for a smile

    Accessorize for a smile

    T Shirts are great if they fulfill three uses. Provide a smile Reflect your style or opinion without words Starts …
  • Sunday #1 of 2

    Sunday #1 of 2

    Around 7:30 p.m. tonight, it occurred to me that tomorrow is garbage day, But it’s also labor Day which means …