I'm enjoying life despite the empenfing doom. I'm having fun. Making friends and being me. Awkward and odd in all my glory. I'm saying dumb sjit and apologizing and nobody seems to hate me. They forgive and move on. Ironically these new friends are all from a...
It's not actually a waiting room at my doctor's office. It's an open concept area with the nurse reception behind a thick glass. It's one if those designs somebody thought was new and modern but the staff actually hate. Almost every time I need to talk to the...
If I let it, my life may once again have been saved... if I let it. In the final moments, once again the universe provides and my "cram before the exam" way of life pulls out another miracle. I stop to evaluate. I'm still in a state of denial where I believe my...
Because a need a wisdom tooth pulled out.
I’d much rather share and do drugs with somebody… But I’m ok with doing them alone too.
[Written sober] I don't like to lie. With the exception of drug lies, I've never been very good at it. Whenever I've lied in the past, I've usually come clean within a few minutes or days. Lies stay in my head and rattle around guilt obsessions. I used to say I never...
Have you ever had one of those friends that likes to portray the role of a smart friend? They'll point out inaccuracies and correct you at embarrassing times, and often use big words or obscure words you don't immediately ecognize when a common word would suffice....