Orange Jeff Show

The Conversation Room

The Conversation Room

You see an online virtual mall filled with flashy storefronts and top notch animated advertisements everywhere. You walk down the pathway in awe at how many options there are to spend money on a seperate universe. You see a new store is opening up where the old bookstore used to be. The Conversation Room doors open soon. Nobody knew what it was....

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Sunday Experiments

Sunday Experiments

I woke up at about 8:15am and decided today was a day to give some of the week's backlog of unfinished tasks the attention they needed. That lasted about 15 seconds before I returned to this stress-free website project. I really would like to finish the webcam streaming functions without resorting to external live stream resources. I know it is...

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Nice moon

Nice moon

I was distracted to the bright moon out my window. It changed the overthinking. I have so many current projects that were exciting before sleep and after waking up, I embrace my now and never give all my recorded media blogs a second draft. The joy in writing is delicate. It is significantly harder after you've already started thinking about...

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Experiments in Blogging.

Experiments in Blogging.

My plan is to be recording by audio, and there's this important to all that. Okay. Water, oops, live brain transcript, Canadian Thanksgiving October 11 2021 Coming up day drinks water. So the story so far. I just got high. And it's, it was at 420, in the afternoon on a holiday Monday. The plan is to not do that again tonight, but just turn on the...

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A New Fan

A New Fan

I woke up at 6am and started my Monday right away. I turned on the webcams and started recording footage for what might be used for the making of The Orange Jeff Show. I have a new optimism fueled by a new fan, a new month, a growing need for change and of course, a morning boost of drugs. Monday is a downtown office work day for me. I should be...

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Multimething

Make me a thousandaire

Idea. I would like to make $2000 a monh and not much more. I want to create a site to win the market. A site that is not on;y free, but BETTER than all those crap sites that don'y actually have real people or elegable.   Site Idea:  social network Craigslist JUST for Toronto. Craigslist style personals lists in several categories. Personal...

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Last of the bad.

Last of the bad.

I finished it. Back to normal. Normal-ish. Today was a good day, despite a constant upping. A lot. It's 8pm and I am high on weed, I feel tired but my heart is racing. I did a lot on two weeks. I'm hoping my math is wrong and it was three weeks. In truth I've been bringing on drugs for a while.   A long binge. It will be tough to quit and a...

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Audio Test blog.

Audio Test blog.

This is a test of me belonging using my voice. But not making a video. I don't have a good explanation as to why I'm not just making a video. Should I? It'd be a lot easier. 3 hours later. I'm back. I just wanted to take a moment and record in words, how much fun I had today, alone. I did the same things I would have done when we were together,...

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Simulcast

Simulcast

I'm just the right amount of the high to blog, and 9:36pm on a Thursday. I am doing my best not to panic, and not to freak out, because I feel a failure cominhg on, and I'm not sure what to do about it. Noteable this week. Phyciatrist on Monday. Weird. Not easy. Unfocused and starting over, biut still good. Still value. Still nopt guilty enough...

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A bad thing for a good reason.

A bad thing for a good reason.

I'm not sorry. I do not regret today's desision... But of course, I'd say that now, still under the influence of a euphoria I previous denied. I am euphoric and creative and excited. I have been writing all night. My normal behaviour was to take some MDMA and try to find somebody to help me with my lifelong quest. The quest for my partner. I try...

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Multimething

The Orange Shirt Creative Community

My idea for the moment. Everyone needs a good community. A group of friends to share ideas and do stuff with. People who care about you and keep you distracted and fun on a lonely evening. Everyone, but specially awkward singles of any age. I propose an online community idea that could be done easily and cheaply but benefit a whole lot of people....

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Today was an intentional fail. A sabotage. A way of running away.

Today was an intentional fail. A sabotage. A way of running away.

I saw it coming. It came. It happened. The Monday I gonored something intentionally, and upset thhe balance. I failed and will have to explain, or take the fault and run away. A huge deal. A job I need, but don't want. So I pre- failed. I'm sad. It's the monday after I relapsed. I took some molly and went on a walka bout. I got very high and then...

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