Orange Jeff Show

This category contains any video or blog posts that could be related to actual Internet content, including web streaming where I actually talk to the camera. Most of these posts are more than a year or 3 old.

Orange Jeff Show

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This category contains any video or blog posts that could be related to actual Internet content, including web streaming where I actually talk to the camera. Most of these posts are more than a year or 3 old.

ADHD movie nag

ADHD movie nag

A cute little informational video for people who have ADHD and have been using the term object permanence incorrectly

So much distraction completed

So much distraction completed

I want to start with WOW but it's not a very good literary way to begin a post. Still, when I explain some of the things I have accomplished overnight, WOW seems the best way. Starting last night, I began working on issues I've been troubled by, but have been ignoring for weeks. Months in fact. The menu system on my blog and some fine tuning to make the thing mobile compatible. I did it. A lot...

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I make a lot of videos

I make a lot of videos

I try not to think too hard about the fact that my life is now much fuller. I'm busy from morning till night most days. I do my farm chores and talk to the camera. Those videos and clips are then thrown together with very little effort and some helpful apps and shared on YouTube with select copies shared with Instagram, TikTok, Snapchat and Facebook. I am obsessed with making videos and there...

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Going Live on YouTube

Going Live on YouTube

I wanted to take just a second to blog about the fact that I went live on YouTube this morning while I fed the animals. Usually, I film short segments and cut them into little clips with closed captioning but I decided to film the whole thing today...

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Justin the Clocktower hero

Justin the Clocktower hero

This original story idea has been in my brain for several years. I decided to give an AI writing assistant the task of generating the story based on my specifications.
The AI primarily wrote the following story and then I adjusted and corrected it to match my original storyline. I’m happy with how it turned out as a story leaving open the door to create more stories about how Jack became a secret superhero, solving crimes and doing good.

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Chat bot Chat

I wanted a new project that wasn't going to take forever and didn't include drug use so that I could share it more openly. I decided to let chat GPT assist and I asked it to write a short script where four characters discovered that they could hear each other in the computer...

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A turning point.

A turning point.

I had an interesting conversation today that might lead to some life improvements. It might not but I'm going to try at least to make a difference. Much of my life I have blogged about some of the things that I think didn't work for me. I talk about the need for a companion. I say that if I had an assistant or a best friend that was consistent through my life things would have been different....

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The Practice Universe

The Practice Universe

Our world is a hard thing to survive and it's easy to forget that a lot of people do not experience much of it the way we do. The social media is excellent at educating us all about social anxiety, the autism spectrum and new gender acceptance. We are all just trying to navigate through it all to find friends or lovers we can tolerate spending time with. It's hard for many people, myself...

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Indentifing the symptoms. A new problem

Indentifing the symptoms. A new problem

I am experiencing a mental block that's trying to prevent me from continuing work on my new website project. I've had enough time to overthink and predict future failures so my excitement and enthusiasm in the creation of the project has dipped a little. This is not a new thing for me. It's actually the opposite and the new thing is how well I was working on it for so long. I give that to the...

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Focus Fuel Webcam Hit

Focus Fuel Webcam Hit

Every day I turn on my webcams and start working on customer support issues, website updates, and my own project at club.frogstar. I stream this on the webcams but I don't usually talk much, so all you see is me working, or taking hits off the bong.

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Artificial Excitement

Artificial Excitement

I've been working full days on the new website project over the holidays. On many ways I am impressed with myself, which of course leads me to suspect the good mood. I will find fault with my happiness soon enough. Onviously I am maintaining those hyper focus mostly because of my meth usage, which has been surprisingly low. That's because I amp up on the morning, and hardly stop working till...

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The Club

The Club

I am a helpful person when I can be. I like to make people smile. My goals in life have always been to support of others in some way. I'm working on a new project that has been my idea for decades. ... I stop typing. It's late on Christmas night and I want to sleep... But apparently not enough to stay trying instead of doing a little more. Meth is not a "one more before bed" kind of drug. It's...

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Controlling the Lava Lamps

Controlling the Lava Lamps

Updated May 2024 For a long time, I have had something in my bedroom/home office that could be turned on and off by the website while looking at my lie stream webcams. For a while it was a single bulb and then later it became a set of three orange lava lamps. They went offline when I moved out west and gave up the lamps, but this past week I have been trying to get them back online since I'm...

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The inconsistent excitement

The inconsistent excitement

I'm trying my best to get some major exciting progress on the task I've been hyper focusing on for a few days. I had some setbacks today but I finished what I consider a good day of work.I'm still keeping the negative thoughts away,so I like the website idea at this pace. The longer I postpone failing and moving on, the more life I'll have filled with things I like, right up until I don't.I've...

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Old  promo

Old promo

https://orangeshirtblogs.com/wp-content/uploads/media/old%20tv.mp4 This is a short opening sequence experiment for The Live Stream

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The Conversation Room

The Conversation Room

You see an online virtual mall filled with flashy storefronts and top notch animated advertisements everywhere. You walk down the pathway in awe at how many options there are to spend money on a seperate universe. You see a new store is opening up where the old bookstore used to be. The Conversation Room doors open soon. Nobody knew what it was. There were guesses and bar bets placed. They were...

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Sunday Experiments

Sunday Experiments

I woke up at about 8:15am and decided today was a day to give some of the week's backlog of unfinished tasks the attention they needed. That lasted about 15 seconds before I returned to this stress-free website project. I really would like to finish the webcam streaming functions without resorting to external live stream resources. I know it is possible because it was working fine until it...

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Nice moon

Nice moon

I was distracted to the bright moon out my window. It changed the overthinking. I have so many current projects that were exciting before sleep and after waking up, I embrace my now and never give all my recorded media blogs a second draft. The joy in writing is delicate. It is significantly harder after you've already started thinking about something new.

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Experiments in Blogging.

Experiments in Blogging.

My plan is to be recording by audio, and there's this important to all that. Okay. Water, oops, live brain transcript, Canadian Thanksgiving October 11 2021 Coming up day drinks water. So the story so far. I just got high. And it's, it was at 420, in the afternoon on a holiday Monday. The plan is to not do that again tonight, but just turn on the blog mode. And, oh, so much later, I get the...

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It’s October now.

It’s October now.

I got distracted on my way to writing this blog because it's 10:35 on the first Saturday of October and it occurs to me that I will probably be up at least another hour and could watch Saturday night live season premiere live for the first time in 2 years at least. That's not significant to my friends at all I'm the only one that has been a loyal viewer of Saturday night Live since the second...

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OrangeJeff is Orange Again.

The OrangeJeff All Nighter

What a great Quarantine Hobby Project. I'm building a free and public TV empire. I am still in the pre-production development of this show. My ultimate goal is to create a watchable program for Toronto stoners who might be up late looking for things to do. Tonight's version is boring because I could not actually figure out the audio and so I didn't talk much. I downloaded a new tool to help with...

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May 5th

May 5th

[widget id="wpwws_widget-2"] Hi, I was pleased that the day old Pizza lasted two days old and was good for breakfast. This is the last of the discount Pizza Hut's they're taking their sales away. I ate a lot of pizza over this. Like you have no idea. I could show you and you still wouldn't be able to comprehend because not all the piles of pizza boxes are showing but there are 50 pizza boxes...

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A New Fan

A New Fan

I woke up at 6am and started my Monday right away. I turned on the webcams and started recording footage for what might be used for the making of The Orange Jeff Show. I have a new optimism fueled by a new fan, a new month, a growing need for change and of course, a morning boost of drugs. Monday is a downtown office work day for me. I should be out the door towards the bus stop by 830am but...

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Multimething

Make me a thousandaire

Idea. I would like to make $2000 a monh and not much more. I want to create a site to win the market. A site that is not on;y free, but BETTER than all those crap sites that don'y actually have real people or elegable.   Site Idea:  social network Craigslist JUST for Toronto. Craigslist style personals lists in several categories. Personal ads or even personals pages and blogs. A social...

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Dead Vera won some money

Dead Vera won some money

  Disclaimer. As of November 14th when I wrote this, Vera Macdonald was alone and thriving on Facebook. The Vera I refer to in this blog is a fake Romanian Vera Macdonald, trying to get me to pay for my winnings. Conversation Information Vera Macdonald     WED 4:52 AM New User Created with stolen pic. I know its the scam even before the first message. Everything below is a fiction I created...

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#torontodrugs

#torontodrugs

COMMUNITY BASED BROADCAST STUDIO#torontodrugs#canadadrugsDreams that actually came true.FROGSTAR.TV is part of the Frogstar family of related sites.KIK chat group website #torontodrugs#canadadrugs Access to this website from Canada only. This page was created to introduce a the idea of a blog that can be shared by thge people of the KiK chat groups #drugstoronto and #drugscanada If you would...

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The Important Friday.

The Important Friday.

It turns out we do thank God it's Friday. Old English Frīgedæg ‘day of Frigga’, named after the Germanic goddess Frigga, wife of the supreme god Odin and goddess of married love; translation of late Latin Veneris dies ‘day of Venus’, Frigga being equated with the Roman goddess of love, Venus. Compare with Dutch vrijdag and German Freitag. In therapy, we discussed that I need to work harder to...

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Last of the bad.

Last of the bad.

I finished it. Back to normal. Normal-ish. Today was a good day, despite a constant upping. A lot. It's 8pm and I am high on weed, I feel tired but my heart is racing. I did a lot on two weeks. I'm hoping my math is wrong and it was three weeks. In truth I've been bringing on drugs for a while.   A long binge. It will be tough to quit and a while to recover and be as good as it was in June....

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The Wednesday of anxity and bad choices.

The Wednesday of anxity and bad choices.

  I'll see how far I get. Hi. I'm orange Jeff. It's a Wednesday and I've snorted enough meth to keep me up till who knows when if I really pushed it. It's an old story, I told over a year and a half ago. My problem is the story is from this week. Twho days before I have to be a weekend employee of respect at a convention where I work the info desk. I am predicting a fail at this point, with...

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Free Million Dollar Ideas

Free Million Dollar Ideas

https://photos.app.goo.gl/WLgSBp6AYKHF5JQ47 I am already thinking I might not share this, but 15 seconds ago, I was pumped. I was going to give away some of my million dollar ideas, and I use that number to show how old I am. Any good idea is worth more than millions to the right person. For people willing to start a business withthe knowldge to be a success, could be. In other words, there are...

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Audio Test blog.

Audio Test blog.

This is a test of me belonging using my voice. But not making a video. I don't have a good explanation as to why I'm not just making a video. Should I? It'd be a lot easier. 3 hours later. I'm back. I just wanted to take a moment and record in words, how much fun I had today, alone. I did the same things I would have done when we were together, except without the punchines, or interaction. I got...

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The 15 minutes of — anything

The 15 minutes of — anything

I toked. I sat straight up and made the choice to get out of bed and go to the computer. For years (I thought) I've been getting high some nights in bed, and whether or not I start to write or record is not always easy. Sometimes I just get high and watch TV. But in my head, I'm always thinking and creating and pondering. I mentioned to my psychiatrist that I often think about life like I'm...

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Simulcast

Simulcast

I'm just the right amount of the high to blog, and 9:36pm on a Thursday. I am doing my best not to panic, and not to freak out, because I feel a failure cominhg on, and I'm not sure what to do about it. Noteable this week. Phyciatrist on Monday. Weird. Not easy. Unfocused and starting over, biut still good. Still value. Still nopt guilty enough to quit. I am almost a hermit man and almost a...

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Opening Night at the Pot Bar

Blogged Live from the alternate Universe

I have blogged a lot in the past, and sometime as the chatcater Orange Jeff, but more recently, while a big high, I decided it might be novel to have Orange Jeff blog from within this Universe. I am literally typing this as ... Oh now I've ruined it all. I'm streaming live to YouTube although I forget whether I set it to be viewiable or not. I was pondering the other day, which of my business...

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Things you might enjoy doing with a group of friends like this.

Things you might enjoy doing with a group of friends like this.

Get high and... It's your fault Cards against humanity Spontanious talk show character roll play sitcoms expert on... a new game I just invented. We all sit at a table and a topic is pulled from a hat. The host picks up a micrtophone, turns to anyone and says; Mr SNobwilly. I understand you are considered the bworld formost expert opn... blank. Whatever. That petrson must then take the mic and...

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A bad thing for a good reason.

A bad thing for a good reason.

I'm not sorry. I do not regret today's desision... But of course, I'd say that now, still under the influence of a euphoria I previous denied. I am euphoric and creative and excited. I have been writing all night. My normal behaviour was to take some MDMA and try to find somebody to help me with my lifelong quest. The quest for my partner. I try to go into business either with one of my top...

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Multimething

The Orange Shirt Creative Community

My idea for the moment. Everyone needs a good community. A group of friends to share ideas and do stuff with. People who care about you and keep you distracted and fun on a lonely evening. Everyone, but specially awkward singles of any age. I propose an online community idea that could be done easily and cheaply but benefit a whole lot of people. This proposal was written on weed with...

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Today was an intentional fail. A sabotage. A way of running away.

Today was an intentional fail. A sabotage. A way of running away.

I saw it coming. It came. It happened. The Monday I gonored something intentionally, and upset thhe balance. I failed and will have to explain, or take the fault and run away. A huge deal. A job I need, but don't want. So I pre- failed. I'm sad. It's the monday after I relapsed. I took some molly and went on a walka bout. I got very high and then very low. I ghosted an employer ion the day of a...

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LRM – Lightbulb Revelation Moment

LRM – Lightbulb Revelation Moment

I realized quite a few things in tonight's high. I may remember some of them to type. 1) LRM 2. I might actually be better than just ok. Level up. Bonus Orange jello. c. I learned today that people almost never notice if you put the world the twice in a row. That was actually the coolest thing of the moment. It's #shareworthy to be sure, although I may never ever use it again it will come up in...

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The script of my dream

The script of my dream

I dream quite a lot, primarily because I tend to sleep quite a lot. I often remember them when I wake and sometimes they're worth writing down or posting to Facebook. Today I decided to blog my dream because it relates to my web site in a way. On my home site http://frogstar.com I have a number of royalty-free simple comedy scripts that seem quite popular. I released the skits to public domain...

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The Important Friday.

Pausenblog: November Greys.

It's a week and a bit since I started the new perscription from my phyciatrist. I didn't really ask for the drugs, although that was my intent for the last three years. The whole story stems from me wanting to see if amphedimine based medication would work for me, because my A.DD has gotten more noticiable since I started evaluation my life when I had to live on my own for the first time.  I...

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The Chat Session Origin Story

The Chat Session Origin Story

Watch how the conversation unfolded and tell me you want to invest. The world needs community in a world where we're not interacting like we used to. Community is key to happiness. Sadness shared is halfed. Happiness shared is doubled. We have the opportunity to invent a whole new world in the Second Universe model... but NOT Second Life. EVERUYTHING in this universe can be duplicated and sold...

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The Orange Shirt Show.

The Orange Shirt Show.

The Orange Shirt show is the predecessor to The Jeff Goebel SHow, but I'm not ready for that yet.   + The Current Life is knowing which way your stream of consciousness should choose at every form in the current. The Now is where the choices are made and if you don't, the current chooses for you. The NOW keeps moving if you choose or not. That's why people are able to live a life with a...

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I’ve been actively not going to sleep since 2 but just now I felt it. I bumped way too much for a Monday. I should. Ding

I’ve been actively not going to sleep since 2 but just now I felt it. I bumped way too much for a Monday. I should. Ding

They gave me 6 demerit points for using Should in the title. Cartoon version of me. Bam  Movie. 3 friends from high school download Sentiance Pak A. Lore. Egan downloads Sentiance Pak B. Data. The three of you look at each other with smiles, as will those of you readers who see setiance and that Lore and Datat, the two brothers that we're so different because Lore had choice, they called it...

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Here’s my business idea of the moment.

Here’s my business idea of the moment.

I traced mans fascination with technology and gadgets back to the invention of the cord. Even more than the plug or even the invention which some nerds might enjoy retelling. One unexpected side effect of our current generation correction is that people suddenly became aware that the past was a horrible time, on so many levels. Holding our legendary historical stories and figures -- I stopped. I...

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Be careful of the friction burns.

Be careful of the friction burns.

It's the 420 Loop. My first all nighter since whenever. I re=upped as they say. Late in the day Wednesday so I slept a normal night without a taste, which is rare foe me. It's not often I get new drugs and don't feel the need to do them as soon as I can, often in the parking lot of whataver plaza I met my guy in. i'd run out Saturday and slept all day Monday, waking up only twice to check and...

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READ ME FIRST

READ ME FIRST

A previously secret collection of over a decade of journals and blogs from the mind of Orange Jeff telling the honest stories of my mental illness, brain chemistry and the rest of my universe. My struggle to be a real boy, always comparing myself to what I thought was normal. This blog has secrets. Explanations and a lot of apologies, but no regrets. The first apology/explanation is about the...

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The Chat Session Origin Story

The Loup: Pilot Episode

My first time trying distraction-free writing in Wordpress. I am surprised it's not full screen... it's a popup that is actually quite distracting because of the DIVI interface behind shows in the corners with blue and green and purp[le squares. Distraction free also means feature-free. I'm dumping this experiment.  It is however not lost on me that distraction-free writing mode is...

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The 420 toast

The 420 toast

It was 420am. On a Saturday. We've sung that song already but as I was blogging the 4:20 report here, the chatheads going steals my focus and I am toasted by a fellow stoner. As traditional as a kisdvst midnight on new years eve, recognising 420  at 420 is a thing. April 20 is our holy day. She sent me this. Is there a picture here now? Review update. After more use in the frild, the Grammarly...

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The Friday I was ignoring

The Friday I was ignoring

I had a recnt Religious fight. Not really a fight. A comment attacked, and then they ran away.  Too bad.   THe Bible was probably less about lessons and more about communal analogies. I did a really nice video tonight 10pm.  If I watched it I could probably augment it with the blog. I had some strong pride riding in the background while I talked. It made the smile creep and gave...

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Crossposted without promotion

Crossposted without promotion

As an experiment, I am going to use this prime moment where judgement is imparred, and that inner voice that exists to say no and stop me from doing the things I wish I could. I'm going to stream a long winded post here in this block with no promotion and see. Observe. I'm Orange Jeff, and this is an orange shirt blog. When you write, or make videos or sing, but you don't share, then...

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