I don't really feel like doing anything today. Even this blog was a chore. I almost just typed blah and saved it at that. Today is one of those days where I take mental stock of my situation and blah is the best I can come up with. It's better in most ways than it was before my move, but in many...
I have two workstations these days, and which one I use for blogging or video or editing makes a difference. It usually means it creates extra effort to move content between the desktop world and the phone world. I compose a lot of video content on my phone. I make smoking videos but I also talk...
One way the universe shows us it's cruel is the idea of shopping therapy. As humans, we like new things. I personally like gadgets. Typically, women like shoes. There's something in each of us that makes us happy to shop and buy. The problem is it works best when...
Sometimes I think this blog is trying to do too much for me. It is my hobby and the silent friend I talk to when I need an outlet. It doesn't judge me. That might change. One of problems in life is that expectations of success are usually not close to reality. I don't...
I had a good day yesterday. The right set and setting to keep me motivated, productive and focused. Today... Not so much.There are things I want to get done, but today was more blah. I did more nothing today than something.In the end, I did progress on the blog. I...
It's weird when you have a lot of fast thoughts blowing through your brain but it's hard to stop and write about any of them. This drug gives my a hyper focus on things that I find interesting but it's easy to ignore things I should be doing. Today was all about the...
I often think of a good idea for a blog post, but as I set out to write it, I may be distracted by something shiny, or simply lose motivation thinking about the actual process of expressing the concept into words. I end up not doing that, and more often that not, lay...
It always frustrates me a little bit that blog readers get the life story backwards. No matter what page of this blog you have to read first, it's history is in a previous post. For example today I started off talking about being off drugs for the first day. Shortly...
Perhaps plans is the wrong idea. I set mini goals for each day. Some of them are extremely simple like don't forget to feed the fish. This morning I forgot to feed the fish. Some of them of course are more complex. A task that I see had been meaning to do, a customer...
My plan is to be recording by audio, and there's this important to all that. Okay. Water, oops, live brain transcript, Canadian Thanksgiving October 11 2021 Coming up day drinks water. So the story so far. I just got high. And it's, it was at 420, in the afternoon on...
It's a Friday before what is now called memorial day weekend, although I remember when it was Victoria Day and many people in Canada call it may 2-4 weekend presumably because one year it fell on the 24th and a beer company ran commercials. We Canadians love our beer...
Just a brief blog posting, late in December before the new year and SUPER MONDAY comes. I've not been smoking much weed of late, and not doing any other drugs, and so sadly, I have been blogging less. Life seems great in most aspects since I've been prescribed a legal...
I had a good Monday. I had a good Tuesday. When I say good, it should be understood that I mean I have managed to keep happy and active and accomplishing things that are not important or money making, all the while ignoring everything bad. May 1st kind of came up...
I just realized my Blog is like the movie Memento. It can be read backwards, and you learn what everything means in reverse, eventually. Imagine if I wrote it as a book, but one that was designed and styled to be read backwards. You start at age 100 with the current...
Working on my Blog
It's 9pm. I'm in the Second Life world again, and my weed high has died down a bit, but I've remained quite focused on one project. I want to start recording Orange Jeff mking videos in the two Universes at once. It often happens. http://onlinker.com is a virtual...
I have a to do list that is huge and intimidating. I shouldn't be writing social blogs. I should ber working... but as has been the case in the ;past, I have taken ... I have biotten off more than I can chew as people say. I said yes to things I should have not said...