I was always obsessed with the taboo idea of getting high, but my circle of friends were not. I never smoked, didn't drink and my home life was reasonably normal for a kid growing up in the 70s and 80s. Because I had severe ADD before anyone knew it was a thing, my...
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On January 1st of this year, I made an ass out of myself and did one of the things I try hard not to do. I said things that I could not take back and regret. Sadly, I also don't fully remember the scope of them, but I was the New Years Eve party equivalent of a...
Im alway a little gun shy to over enjoy things that people around me don't. I am finding what is happening on this soinning earth fascinating. I most enjoy being a spectator of it all, and do that thing i do that those who interact with yiu have to choose. Is jeff too...
It's 9pm on A saturday in March. I'm JEff Goebel, I'm wearing Orange. I'm highg, and I guess I just started another loop. Several things hanged in this loop. I tried a free sample snort of something new, and it had the expected nothing results. Recently I...
I really am too tired tonight. I shouldnt be, but the back problem retrned. I wasnt surprised, since the last time the fall season brought me the back problem, it was also ecstast based... orso was my guilt based self diagnosis. This pst week I'd been popping capsules...
I wish I had the nerve to be a drug dealer. I have great access, and could make enough money to solve my problems… but I’m terrified of getting caught… so I don’t. I don’t know how dealers are not afraid every day.
I think I’ve done acid more than 300 times since the 90s raves
This was written Thursday and not saved. I had completed a great Monday of work and happiness and a good Tuesday and productive Wednesday which ended seeing my friend and being socially active. Thursday night, after almost feeling better from my two week flu-like...
There is a moment, when you've been laying in bed for a while, resting in the exact same position you do to fall asleep every other night, but on party days, fake sleep is all you're going to get. I can lay there for 5 more hours and fake sleep, occasionally getting...