A previously secret collection of over a decade of journals and blogs from the mind of Orange Jeff telling the honest stories of my mental illness, brain chemistry and the rest of my universe. My struggle to be a real boy, always comparing myself to what I thought was normal. This blog has...
This blog is a mixture of writings when I was high. Â Sometimes, very high. Orange Jeff is an alias that I use in the alternate Universe I spend time in known as Second Life. More than an alias, Orange Jeff is a persona. In that Universe, I am openly a drug user. Drugs...
I want to cheat the system. I want to confess today, and not show it till after I'm caught or dead. Â These last few weeks since Christmas have been a wild ride as I follow back on the wave of time, Darn. It might not be a good writing night. I am giving in too much to...
But a larger truth is that there is nothing about making movies or music or playing a sport or any other platform of fame that makes anyone's opinions any more worthy. Or any less. So from actresses to plumbers to doctors to burger flippers to columnists, let everyone...