A vision came to me just now of one way to present this as it grows. I take the wording for my side of our dialogue and speak it just like any other written text. Presented as my story but then a pop-up head and shoulders appears now and then looking a little bit like Sigmund Freud just because...
A spontaneous sadness overtook me after declining an offer for Saturday adventures on a Thursday. They try. I fail.
I can see why people use ketamine in therapy because it's 3:00 p.m. on Sunday now and I haven't slept but I had a fantastic mood day. That's a day when you feel like it's a fantastic day even though you don't actually get much done you just feel like it's all good. It...
It occurred to me tonight that my simple life blogs that I know are not that interesting are simply the kind of conversation I might have had with a friend instead. The blog is a lonely one sided conversation.I am talking to myself - in text. It's helpful. Even if I...
It's weird when you have a lot of fast thoughts blowing through your brain but it's hard to stop and write about any of them. This drug gives my a hyper focus on things that I find interesting but it's easy to ignore things I should be doing. Today was all about the...
I'd like to think I could be honest again, because I think I'm worth a second look. I only feel this is true. When I'm high. I did a huge thing today. I just did it. I got high on a drug that isn't weed. Let me lead into that. I have a story. I'm an interesting...
It turns out we do thank God it's Friday. Old English Frīgedæg ‘day of Frigga’, named after the Germanic goddess Frigga, wife of the supreme god Odin and goddess of married love; translation of late Latin Veneris dies ‘day of Venus’, Frigga being equated with the...
There is a certain freedom from having a blog you didn't tell anybody about. A place that gets no visitors and contains so many thousands of posts that I have a confidence nobody I know will ever see this. I can vent freely and mention specifics of my work life...
Just a brief blog posting, late in December before the new year and SUPER MONDAY comes. I've not been smoking much weed of late, and not doing any other drugs, and so sadly, I have been blogging less. Life seems great in most aspects since I've been prescribed a legal...
This is the second attempt at my depression log post. My tablet rebooted and lost the first attempt. I was having difficulty blogging today, and it was especially disturbing to see the reboot lost it. The one thing it seems the new DIVI web development tool isn't...