It occurred to me tonight that my simple life blogs that I know are not that interesting are simply the kind of conversation I might have had with a friend instead. The blog is a lonely one sided conversation.I am talking to myself - in text. It's helpful. Even if I know I won't revisit the posts,...
therapy
A weird sadness wave
It's weird when you have a lot of fast thoughts blowing through your brain but it's hard to stop and write about any of them. This drug gives my a hyper focus on things that I find interesting but it's easy to ignore things I should be doing. Today was all about the website, and it was fun. I...

This is where I’m honest, right
I'd like to think I could be honest again, because I think I'm worth a second look. I only feel this is true. When I'm high. I did a huge thing today. I just did it. I got high on a drug that isn't weed. Let me lead into that. I have a story. I'm an interesting...

The Important Friday.
It turns out we do thank God it's Friday. Old English Frīgedæg ‘day of Frigga’, named after the Germanic goddess Frigga, wife of the supreme god Odin and goddess of married love; translation of late Latin Veneris dies ‘day of Venus’, Frigga being equated with the...

The Vent Bin
There is a certain freedom from having a blog you didn't tell anybody about. A place that gets no visitors and contains so many thousands of posts that I have a confidence nobody I know will ever see this. I can vent freely and mention specifics of my work life...

Confusion.
This is the second attempt at my depression log post. My tablet rebooted and lost the first attempt. I was having difficulty blogging today, and it was especially disturbing to see the reboot lost it. The one thing it seems the new DIVI web development tool isn't...