sad

8:23pm came with a side of sadness.

8:23pm came with a side of sadness.

I've been doing ok with life. I know I'm doing poorly and only getting a few tasks done per day. By around 3pm I nap or just stare at the ceiling. Later in the afternoon, I start TV and get a few shows in before sleep. More accurately, before I lay still awaiting sleep. Since Sunday I've been...

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That state of not crying

That state of not crying

It's 10 minutes to eleven. The latest I've stayed up in a while, or rather, the latest I've been active and awake. Most nights I'm actually still awake till after midnight, laying on one side or the other in that moment before falling asleep. Till last year, it was always a point of pride that I...

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Sadness Looms

Sadness Looms

I'm doing well. I'm smiling. I'm finding hoy as I look around me at the people, and spring emerging.   I'm doing well. I'm working on a project,vand although I had some drawbacks, I know I'm liked, and trusted. I know I can do this . I know I won't fail.   I...

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