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My to-do list is a wish list
Recently I’m discovering more about how my unconscious brain is holding me back because of fear. I’m so afraid of failing and disappointing and someone yelling at me that I don’t even try. I don’t even want to disappoint myself

My to-do list is a wish list

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Recently I’m discovering more about how my unconscious brain is holding me back because of fear. I’m so afraid of failing and disappointing and someone yelling at me that I don’t even try.

I don’t even want to disappoint myself and I have come to believe that I will if I complete projects. When I start them they’re exciting but if I finish them they are open to be judged and I will be disappointment or hurt.

So my goals are things I don’t want to complete because they’ll be hard and effort and I’ll probably not do them as well as the things I see online already.

I have convinced myself of this and so inside my head I sabotage or I stop trying.