I grew up in a middle class family with a mother undiagnosed or named in thodrvdays but all you need to know was her negative voice had control. In my terms, my mother only told the negative stories and a…

My first share

I grew up in a middle class family with a mother undiagnosed or named in thodrvdays but all you need to know was her negative voice had control.

In my terms, my mother only told the negative stories and a child has no concept of that so my world was consistently negative.

An emotional universe with only clouds as Douglas Adams write about.

Once I learned there were two voices in my head, I always had hope.

Sadly I have no idea where I was so I make an odd arm gesture every reader will imagine differently in their head at that moment.

I hate when that happens. When I’m listening to a guided meditation or hypnosis trance,  when you have time to form an image when they’re about to describe their version. M

Maybe that’s just me.

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Idea. Save me and I promise my ideas can earn if I just remember the excitement and translate the gibberish.

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I flirted.

I played cards against humanity eith pride keeping negativity off.

And the high.

Only later at 4am while still awake do I review and ponder.  I know I am not william hung,  nut I’m not certain the ratio of fans vs etjose I’ve disappointed .

Sidebar.  My review of this android keyboard is up several points by turning on a voice that reads the word it is replacing ad I error.

I may have it read of… I an trying every word.

Oooo. That could be interesting for timing.

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My mind will always keep thinking one stream.  I pause because I can’t decide if I like it reading. As I type. The trial con. .

 

Probation was the word I was looking for a while back. I remembered probie tim in ncis .one of the early nerd her is of my tv gen.

And abbie was strongly why so many watched the show.

Other shows have all tried and come up with some great characters but Abbie on ncis was my first series science nerd crush.

Still is

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Im still afraid a voice sex lounge isn’t really my best choice. Its not my people. I need to be seriously high to shut second voice negativity off.

Im still that awkward virgin in the movie that the pretty girl invites over and then humiliates. Now, everyone doesn’t have to be behind a curtain to pop out.  One tweet and everyone is laughing.

I agreed to wear a tag that said cheetiscock

I said I would. The meter swsys back. Am I a clown or a comic or a guy you don’t even notice till he blurted a punchline that made you smile.

I went from not wanting to interrupt, agitate irritate or inconvenience . I live to keep you happy in any way I can, but I’m happiest if you are ok with telling me exactly what to do to be the best 1st share.

All we need to succeed in life is the right reactions to the first shares.

Everything I imagine is perfect and could be the idea I sell to finance my next chapters.

Its only the first share that exposes my idea to a second opinion.

A positive supportive voice can build enough pride to energize a share.  A smile creates a new story.

Anything shared that creates a smile can be felt with a like or thumbs up.

My brain has learned to accept an online like as a digital representation of at least a smile.

We evolve. Emojis can … Awww, nevermind,  I’m letting that language be one of the ones in willing not to keep up on.

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Tired.

Proud.

Will I publish? Will I share?

Will I .

Place your bets now.   Banzai

That could work in second life

 

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