Daily Drug Journal

My daily posts containing more personal blogs and videos relating to my drug use or social commentary and opinions

Daily Drug Journal

Wednesday is on schedule

Wednesday wide awake and ready to not do stuff again

My daily posts containing more personal blogs and videos relating to my drug use or social commentary and opinions

Should I call it anti-productive

Should I call it anti-productive

I'm not sure that being productive is the same as being busy. Lately I have come in and worked constantly from the moment I finished my meal to 10:30 or later each night. Sometimes I get into the working mood around 4:00 p.m. were whenever I finish with the cows. I have multiple tabs open and I continuously work in a focused manner although my focus does still shift between this task and that...

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2am choice

2am choice

alternate titles for this blog. Keeping busy to avoid thinking I gave up keeping track of sleep My Sleep App asked me about my plug I had 20 tabs open on Lipsync puppets. Time to switch obsessions. I'm not high. I think I used this morning before 8... Oh yeah. I just remembered the decent line I snorted at 3 that made me pleasant the rest of the day. This will be my fourth ounce without a real...

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The streak ended as the stock ran out.

Sometimes a kind word is enough…

Sometimes a kind word is enough to boost your mood. On other days a bit of meth helps. Today is Tuesday and I woke up just before 6:00 a.m., went to pee showered my face and returned to bed with the two cats who amuse me. It appeared that I wanted to go back to sleep and I don't like that second sleep. It always ends poorly and I feel tired when I wake up for the second time.  So I stood up and...

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A Balanced Friday Breakfast

A Balanced Friday Breakfast

At some moment in almost everyone's life, they might suddenly realize the word Breakfast is actually breaking the fast of not eating since the day before. I knew this of course but for some odd reason, I thought of people all over figuring that out at random times in their life... Or possibly never realizing it at all -- until just now. It's fun for me to discover new knowledge at any moment in...

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Thursday Journal doubling as a test

Thursday Journal doubling as a test

This blog is dual purpose. I made my traditional journal entry talking about Wednesday and my mood in the morning and describing my routine briefly knowing that it was a fairly dull posting. Nothing new was revealed and when I make posts like this I have mixed feelings because I wanted to be posting daily but when you don't have anything significant to say I feel it is a disservice to the...

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Watching Meth Documentaries

Watching Meth Documentaries

At midnight tonight, I decided to boof and smoke some meth because I was itchy and restless. I decided to do some research on methamphetamine. As I near the end of this current stash, and consider another break I wanted to revaluate the risks. I'm not really getting much benefits or high so if the bad effects are real, maybe I'll quit. It's weird that all the documentaries and documents show a...

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Opposite World – Sleep is the new high

Opposite World – Sleep is the new high

It's just past noon and I've eaten the last of two delicious Pizza Hut pizzas. It's been so long. I'm feeling a little spun and tired simultaneously and I think it's a new kind of high. The need to sleep fighting against being awake is a bit of a mind fuck. It's not really new. I've been here many times, putting off the necessity to sleep with the necessity to stay awake. This is just the first...

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11pm. Still counts

11pm. Still counts

Jetpack knows people like continuity. It sends me a message telling me how many days streak I have been posting blogs in hopes that that inspires me to keep it up and of course it does. Today I went in town with Doug and we did a few things at a few stores. Third week in a row that Walmart was out of my chocolate and I had to suffer with substitutes but at least I have chocolate for tomorrow. I...

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Skip Tuesday – NEXT

Skip Tuesday – NEXT

I don't actually remember doing anything today. I didn't really film anything of value in the morning or afternoon animal feeds. It was raining both times and the cows were mad at me. I did get a bit of creative writing on my Second Afterlife story and some partial works on the It's Your Fault pages. I was up all night doing very little. I did nap most of the day. I suppose that's something. I...

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Sunday Sleep in

Sunday Sleep in

Waking up groggy at 7:30 is different. I had some neat dreams but having drug dreams while I have drugs is new. Usually I'd have these types of dreams about two or three weeks after I'd run out. I'm not remembering my dreams as well these mornings but they definitely included more drug content than my usual dream universe. I'm not seeking drugs in them. I seem to be more into the stereotype of...

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Sunday Recap

Sunday Recap

My sister didn't do anything for her birthday today and I suppose that's fairly regular for someone over 60. Birthday seem to be less significant but I still feel like they aren't insignificant. I like to do something on my birthday. I also use it to reflect on the year that has gone by. Like a preamble to my January 1st obsessiveness on not having succeeded in any of my life goals yet again....

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Saturday Morning Routine

Saturday Morning Routine

My morning routine is different everyday and today I just sort of felt like making a music video so I did. It'll be a challenge to see whether Jetpack uploads it directly. Original music sound and lyrics by AI and me. AI Meth Morning Music Video It's kind of sad that I mentioned meth ever so briefly in this video but that means I can't share it as publicly. Maybe I'll redo it someday or a...

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Breakfast choice

Breakfast choice

I really miss when I don't have a few pieces of my chocolate bar in the morning. That role used to be a Hershey's kiss addiction but the $1 chocolate bar not satisfies the craving as I wake up. Less fidgeting with those tiny wrappers. Today I realized two things about my breakfast routine as they apply to the clouds of meth smoke I also begin each day inhaling. The dehydrating properties of...

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So much distraction completed

So much distraction completed

I want to start with WOW but it's not a very good literary way to begin a post. Still, when I explain some of the things I have accomplished overnight, WOW seems the best way. Starting last night, I began working on issues I've been troubled by, but have been ignoring for weeks. Months in fact. The menu system on my blog and some fine tuning to make the thing mobile compatible. I did it. A lot...

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An Alarming Saturday Morning

An Alarming Saturday Morning

Just now I decided I'm going to separate my daily journal update posts from the general drug post category listing. These aren't really about drugs they are about me and a little interest to a lot of people so it makes sense Some mornings are better...

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