I had a good day yesterday. The right set and setting to keep me motivated, productive and focused. Today… Not so much.There are things I want to get done, but today was more blah. I did more nothing today than something.In the end, I did progress on the blog. I need to work on merging them and making some more wide appeal posts, but my brain knows the tricks. Obscure means less judgement. I can fail with no followers. When people start to notice, I might learn I’m not as impressive as I led myself to believe.I did get paid and bought a pizza. I will be out of money before the end of this month for sure.I can usually handle getting in trouble from my home-owner these days. Over the past two years, he has mellowed substantially.Today I got in trouble for one thing, then another and then another. Not really outright yelling, because he was sad and tired at the end of his day. Getting mad at me can be exhaustive.I was happy I got away without having much follow up. None of them were serious, but all three in one day always gives him worry that I’m doing things wrong a lot and only getting found out occasionally.This may be partly true but today was just a weird day and he happened to notice two things I did wrong that I usually don’t.Now I’m sad and tired too.
Monday was better

Celebrating the end of that time when I bought a lot and it lasted till today.
I don’t actually want to look up when I bought. I would have find out I used an entire ounce …- I always wanted this as a T shirt to wear around, asking to buy a vowel. I finally made the …
Intersted enough to start
nawww… The mood isn’t right, and I knew it. I am having a morningthat seems a litle more profound than …- acidtrippa: Mind Blown!!!
1st Saturday Back in Toronto
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