Nothing to show for it
It can be frustrating to lose hours work… Or several days work. It could be deviating for my moral and halt my progress. This is where I am tonight, at midnight on a Friday. Thanks to my meth-focus brain, I have been able to work on this new project for three days. My attention to… Read More »

Nothing to show for it

It can be frustrating to lose hours work… Or several days work. It could be deviating for my moral and halt my progress.

This is where I am tonight, at midnight on a Friday. Thanks to my meth-focus brain, I have been able to work on this new project for three days. My attention to the task is pretty much constant. I stop for breaks and then forget to take a break.

I want to get something ready to share soon.

It’s a lot of new things to learn, which I don’t usually have an issue with. The hard projects keep me interested and the challenge is exciting.

But when I have to throw two days of work away and start over, it’s a mental setback. The third time is frustrating. If it were not for the drugs, I’d have given up by now.

Its midnight now. I had to quit. Tomorrow I start over.

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