It can be frustrating to lose hours work… Or several days work. It could be deviating for my moral and halt my progress.
This is where I am tonight, at midnight on a Friday. Thanks to my meth-focus brain, I have been able to work on this new project for three days. My attention to the task is pretty much constant. I stop for breaks and then forget to take a break.
I want to get something ready to share soon.
It’s a lot of new things to learn, which I don’t usually have an issue with. The hard projects keep me interested and the challenge is exciting.
But when I have to throw two days of work away and start over, it’s a mental setback. The third time is frustrating. If it were not for the drugs, I’d have given up by now.
Its midnight now. I had to quit. Tomorrow I start over.
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