I’m lonley. I learn more about who I am, and why I am this way each year, but understanding doesn’t make it better.

I’m 57. I’ve only kissed one woman, but never been in love. I’ve never had passion. I’ve never had a girlfriend or had sex. I’ve never partied and even though I’ve done almost every drug, I’ve never shared that experience with a woman.

I like women. I love tits, but I don’t experience sexual desires. I’m asexual. I can’t explain what it’s like to not feel romantic feelings or passion or love. I don’t get horny.

I want these things. I want those experiences. I’d love to get high and fuck some sexy meth slut for hours, but I know my awkwardness and frustrations will destroy any pleasure I might feel.

Luckily, I don’t really mind most of the time. I enjoy life. I’m quite smart, respectful friendly, social and quite fun and funny. I’m just not sexual.

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