There are things happening here at 11pm on a Thursday that I was really excited about and my brain saw into the future.
We don’t need dating sites that are all the same online store you can set up and sell the mailing lists. I admit I paid to fail before it made more sense that only fakes in other cities would start a first greeting with hey handsome or hi Darling.
Sorry. Side tracked.
I can’t get it out of my head now. Inside my thoughts are two different options of many things.
… I want to admit that I have forgotten what I was thinking twice since I promised to tell you about what I was thinking. Because a side effect of getting high is that you get high.
And there is hopefully not a very noticeable difference between forgetting what you were talking about because you were high, or because you wouldn’t have remembered anyway. That’s how you live your life. If the new squirrel is more interesting, then it gets my attention.
I’m an all in attention to one thing at a time with no control of what might win my attention at any given moment.
And sometimes I fake it because I realize I don’t want to start a whole thing about … Whatever it was I was talking about.
Oh look, a Zeppelin.
Fuck that Zeppelin. That new display screen started playing a Rick Roll.
My own invention used against the very cause it was designed to be.
….
I am terrified to even consider a world where I gained attention without any assistance. I need an interested person in my life. I’ve never not had a #1. In my head, a sitcom of …
I have up.
I believe the edibles are attempting to win my attention. For now I give in
End of part 1
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