Thinking at the speed of my typing, forgetting more than half as my brain is flooded with excitement. I had a great idea. An amazing piece of prose and… I’m stalling
I started out thinking I was worth nothing.
One new voice that had no reason to lie, thought I was cool. I made her smile.
It was validation and reward.
So I thought I was worth something. I was just unique enough to be interesting. I can hold my own, as I have been training to be the invisible best friend.
Side Note: Westwirld can really Fuck with your head, man
I’m undecided if I recommend it, or whether it might break you. It is possible it had influence on my friend’s recent breakdown.
She would not like me calling it that I am sure, and may be angry I told the stories.
I spent some time in the world where my ideas mattered a lot, and I was on a different level that everyone else.
I was Lt. Broccoli in the episode where he became the smartest man of all time.
I hope her future can be bright again.
End of part x