I want to get this task done. I’ll have the leave the house, takes buses, talk to people etc.

I pull up the pipe, take a hit, put on some music and leave the house.

That was what I liked about this drug. Energy, Focus, confidence and the ability to start and finish a task.

Somewhere long the path, it changed. Today I have a daunting task outside the house. I take a hit, and then 4 days later remember I was supposed to do that thing, so I repeat the process. Tomorrow will be the second consecutive month I have not left the house.

The task really turned out to be something I could live without doing anyway.

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