Of I start with the assumption that I will discover ways to be unhappy with any choice, doesn’t it makes sense to pick the easier ones? It’s hard to keep everyone happy.
Money doesn’t motivate me. I just want to live without being yelled at.if no option is ideal, then pick one without a 4 hour daily commute. The need to find an affordable home is also a key factor but after a month living in the city did not actually change my social activities. If I’m spending time alone in my room every night, then paying to be in Toronto is a stress source, not a solution.
There are so many variables to this change and almost nothing has yielded any real beneficial happiness improvement.
Going back to doing nothing seems like an easy gig to return to. No backlog.
We’ll see how the start of Month Two Monday goes. It could be the start, Or end, of something wonderful. Having a regular job sounded good on paper, but I’m not a regular employee type human, and I am not sorry it doesn’t work for me.