It was midnight and I wasn’t really feeling tired. I’d waited another day feeling stressed but not getting some client work done and I had an itchy feeling so when I came back from the bathroom I made the decision to hit the pipe and stay up all night.
I never quite sure what I’m going to do on an all-nighter. Sometimes I make a music video or a sloth video and sometimes I continue working on my plugins or other programming tasks. I’m well aware I should be working on the customer site but my mental block is still troubling me with that one. It’s only 1:30 a.m. now so I might get to it around 3:00
Sadly this all night attempt has pretty much exhausted my meth supply so I’m not quite sure how that’s going to pan out the rest of the week. I still have two hidden surpluses stay off the total panic and of course I go through the usual mental debate of whether or not this is the right time to take a break and I always agree it is and then something comes along to finance the next batch but now I don’t have a car or a friend so I would have to buy with a witness and I really don’t want to do that.
Although the house is aware of my use they’re not necessarily aware of how I acquire it, how much it costs and other details. I already have enough guilt.
Anywhere I was waiting for a video to load and it’s done now so that’s my Wednesday midnight update
