I must have said goodnight to my online friends at least 10 times since midnight. Something always distracted me just before I turned the phone off.

I debated getting spun again. It’s always a tough choice at 2am a3am ad 4am. Tonight I held off and I refrained from making any new drug videos. I didn’t make it totally cold turkey. I still played with Snapchat and other apps and created an enormous number of silly vanilla images and a few blog posts so I’m not yet over my movie-making addiction. I just changed genres similar to how many people quitting cigarettes end up addicted to chewing gum or the patch.