First,the conspiracy theory I had. Google doesnt always get my spelling but sometimes I retype 10 times and I think,usually I would click the voice button and say it. Hmmm. I guess Google needs that word in my voice for…

Up and down

First,the conspiracy theory I had. Google doesnt always get my spelling but sometimes I retype 10 times and I think,usually I would click the voice button and say it. Hmmm. I guess Google needs that word in my voice for the digital me.

I still have many thoughts and I should not have gotten this high again but… Well… I get so much done

My mood currently is up and down. For me that means… Cool thought or memory. I wondered how I should have reacted when after what I choose to believe was horrible virgin like sexual awkwardness with that 2 dollar whore.

The whole evening started off in that second Life. I’m on a personal growth quest to establish a community where I can be a regular and get to know the others.

The hardest part of life for me is the first part. The first contact.in both lifes.

I just avoid it. I have a phobia of being annoying or an irritation. Rejection hits me with the opposite intensity that I feel joy from approval.

It’s a pain I chose to live without and never learned to date. In the movies I often loved the nerd friend he never saw romantically.

Up and down.  Means pride point pleasure point. Joy crushed by the very next story.

I am excited by the fact I shared my blog subtlly in the other universe where orange Jeff is

I’ve played it safe. Limited non promoted release that some strangers may look at but not really click.

Personal blogs are often invisible or something you read one of by request.

In my family we opted for slides instead of photographs and thus live our adult life without any photographic evidence of our youth.

But that’s the lack of another story.

End if part 1. 245am

If?

Oh Google. I had hoped for the two letter guesses.

Water.

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End of part 1

 

 

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