December comes with a lot of extra emotions and stress. The whole Christmas deal is everywhere, impacting in various ways through the music, the ads, the virus scare, colder weather, short days and more.

I am currently quite anxious about meeting a new drug user later this week. My over thinking brain has been happy to furnish lots of reasons this could go wrong. It’s a daily struggle. I want to —

Argh. Nevermind. Only a few more days of anxiety and then it’ll be the day… And then I have all the time in the world to obsess over what happened.

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