It’s a holiday Monday and the sun is shining. I don’t really have that Monday work mood and I’m actually almost caught up on my work load anyway. It’s a perfect day to get high and relax or visit a park.
I am however not doing that. Instead, I am spending my fourth weekend drug free. It’s been a pretty easy three weeks. I had one “slip” as they call it, when I was trying to quit only one drug; “the bad one” and thought that would work, but two weeks since I’ve been free of all drugs.
Last night I had some of my drug dreams, which are pretty common in week three. Even these were a bit different. I wasn’t doing any drugs… I just found somebody else’s drugs hidden away in almost exactly the same way I’ve hidden drugs in my own dreams. It was almost a comical variation to see some other guy having my dreams.
I certainly thought about it today. I knew this would be a day I would be using. An extra day that isn’t quite a Sunday and isn’t quite a Monday. Instead – I’ll just sleep, watch TV and go out for a dinner soon. Pizza maybe.
Tomorrow I will wake up and start my work week with a zero after effect. No drugs… No hangovers. No weepy Wednesdays.
Happy Monday.
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