That’s what the doctors always ask you. Have you had any thoughts of self-harm or similar wording. The one time I hinted that I didn’t care if I lived, I got a psychiatrist assigned to me and at the beginning or end of every appointment he has the same thing.
I’d always answer; i do not have a thoughts of self-harm, But I don’t rule it out It’s a long-term solution.
Of course most people who are depressed occasionally have bought some self-harm and ending it all. I would say that is as normal as any other thought when you’re depressed. I weigh the options and choose to live because life is fascinating and frequently fun. The downtimes are usually brief for me although I am well aware that I am medicated and feel that way because of it. I feel for those who don’t because they have moods like mine all the time instead of just today.
After a weekend of excessive drug use I do find myself in a mood to may or may not include self-harm. Not seriously.
The spring season has started and my bedroom is already close to 32 degrees. The furnace is broken and always on.
My debt is close to 2000 dollars, due in less than 10 days with no method to pay it down. Oops isn’t a strong enough word.