As I write, I like to improve, and adjust my theories and stories. Recently, I’ve been reevaluating the two minds concept I use all the time. I’ve referred to them as separate personalities and personas. I’ve referred to them as Angeles and devils on my shoulder, red and blue zeppelins, and various other adversaries. Primarily, I’ve considered them my positive and negative thoughts.
Tonight I considered them may be my conscious and unconscious minds. One always thinking the outside thpoughts. The main focus. The unconscious Min’s obsesses on the unconscious inside thoughts. My conscious mind is smart enough to understand confidence and feel good, but my unconscious mind is still stuck with my environmentally taught by my environment before I turned 5. It’s much harder to retrain. Putting myself down is how it has always worked.
End of part 1