I never really hung out in the webcam girl chatrooms. I’m not sexually arroused by that.

Oh no. I really am broken. Like a pianist breaking his hand, I can not write two sentense.

My find if flooded with ideas to save me.

Why won’t anybody believe I’m great, now that I do.

Because I’m not.

I never was, but now I’m worse.

(jeff briefly considers whether this could be a one man show.)

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I almost had sex this month. four close tempations… one was so close I was at the door.

choice: of course I include I yurned away. That was the one and on;y mens on;y massage and bath house. Whoops

Thank you and good night.