I use the word lazy like others do, but understand lazy isn’t really what people think it is. I will often go to amazing lengths to not do something easy.
Lazy is frustrating because I can fill my head with ideas that all lose interest while waiting in line for me to do anything.
I have found a new interest. A new project, and I’m doing it. I am communicating with a video and text blog at least once a day, and when I say communicating, nothing has changed. I’m still alone talking to myself.
Just with commitment now.
I call it a shop, with optomisytic hopes of finding an audience… a fan… but I produce the scatterbrain ramblins out of context and instantly shame them into the cloud where they’ll be owned by Google fter I die I suspect.
Negatice yellow card.
Its 830 and I’m drugged, but I’m going to try sleep.
The loop seems quiet enough tonight.